Submissions by The_BLVCKsheep (Nyia-Amina)

That awkward moment when i realized it was all a lie.
That all those times that I’d swear up and down that what sat right in front of my face wasn’t actually there.
It was.
And he told me so.


                                                              She never listened.
I spoke these words as effortlessly as i took them back.
And then said them again
“ I Love You “
Dancing between my teeth.
The most honest deception i have ever spoken.
When it was said it was meant.
But somehow it was taken was wrong .
Words spoken ever so...

I am not a woman I am everything you want in me
cheap desires that plague me
enslaved
laid bare
sex
a
leakage of identity
I am becoming you
lonely
free
Craving
pleasure
kissing my demons
giving in to the whore
I don’t want to be
but i have no choice
lonliness devouring my resistance
I am not a woman
I am everything i lack
and the one way you can fill this gape
is to fill that place between my thighs
because that
is where all the secrets i hide
and in those hands lips and eyes ...

My heart is a snowstorm on Cliveden street
A mysterious beauty hidden under a cold covering
Memories of blue dresses
Bike rides under North Carolina sun
Body heat , innocence taken during cold Philadelphian nights
All wrapped up inside a haze of opaque smoke
Clouding my judgement
Letting this snowstorm blow over
Boys like summer days melting away inhibitions
Leaving me in a daze
Amazement in my eyes
When i realized that this is life
and I’m no longer a child
No Longer able to play in those snowstorms on Cliveden Street
Beauty erased by...