Submissions by TheMechanik

A broken heart..
   Like fragile, empty, eggshells...
         Discarded.
A jigsaw puzzle for a soul...
   Pieces lost under boot heels...
         My wrinkles spell welcome.
Trust? Love?
    From whom..?
         Subtle non-existence...
Loneliness... Emptiness...
    Thoughtless dribble...
         Meaningless emotions...
              Someone becomes no one.

Another love lost...  Nothing new.
Is love worth anything anymore?
Is it worth my so-called precious time?
I wanted to believe it...
But the disbelief grows by the second...
When caring just isn't enough... When loving and being yourself just aren't enough...
You get me...
A closed person is a happier person...
No weaknesses...
No sorrow...
No worrying...
No feelings...
The perfect nothing.
Being immoral or inconsiderate seems to be the lucrative path over being an angel...
So in the end will I see you in heaven?

The darkness...
It fills me again.
The emptiness... The fear...
They fill me again... Slowly.
The pain.. The sorrow... The guilt...
The creep into my soul.
They inch into the depths where love dwelled.

Those words...
They gut me again.
Those looks of disgust... Of disdane...
They burn me again.
The screaming actions... The cringes...
They stab me again... My heart bleeds.
Anguish ensues as it slowly dies.

It begins...
The end begins.
The effection... The joy...
They slip away again.
The wishes... The thaughts......