Submissions by TJzett (TJ)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I need to understand myself. I just havn't figured out how, just yet.
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Feb 2010 4:52pm
18th Feb 2010 4:52pm
I have lost myself
I have sewn together my eyelids
Because I couldnt see you anymore.
Now I can't see anything.
Everything is just dark.
Back to black, and no light gets through.
I see what I feel
Nothing. Nothing at all.
Sunshine is now missing
But does it matter?
When it's been raining ever since you left...
I want to rip off my ears
Just because your words dont fill them.
I might never hear birds sing again
But I don't care.
You laughter is all I wanna hear
Your heartbeat the only thing I need to listen to.
...
Because I couldnt see you anymore.
Now I can't see anything.
Everything is just dark.
Back to black, and no light gets through.
I see what I feel
Nothing. Nothing at all.
Sunshine is now missing
But does it matter?
When it's been raining ever since you left...
I want to rip off my ears
Just because your words dont fill them.
I might never hear birds sing again
But I don't care.
You laughter is all I wanna hear
Your heartbeat the only thing I need to listen to.
...
1207 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Feb 2010 8:13pm
10th Feb 2010 8:13pm
f**king in love
Darkness lingers,
Creeps in my silent mind
Devils flirting hand
Gently strokes my naked shoulder.
Black silhouettes of the trees
Dancing around me
Flirts with my eyes
The nights dew
Stick like crystal drops on my quivering lips.
I'm a creature of the night
I breathe trough you.
Elegante fingers
Slides over the trunks rough bark
Gentle kisses of the wind,
The chill wandering across my back
My weak moan fills the silence.
The cicadas sad song
Lives in my ear.
I burry my toes in the grass
I...
Creeps in my silent mind
Devils flirting hand
Gently strokes my naked shoulder.
Black silhouettes of the trees
Dancing around me
Flirts with my eyes
The nights dew
Stick like crystal drops on my quivering lips.
I'm a creature of the night
I breathe trough you.
Elegante fingers
Slides over the trunks rough bark
Gentle kisses of the wind,
The chill wandering across my back
My weak moan fills the silence.
The cicadas sad song
Lives in my ear.
I burry my toes in the grass
I...
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Feb 2010 1:23pm
1st Feb 2010 1:23pm
Him and that guy too
I hate how I can't have 'you'
I hate how empty I feel
I hate how it feels like the walls swallow me
I hate how the shadows hide me
I hate how I don't even care
I hate that I can actually hate
I love the laugh of children
Even though it reminds me of the fact I can't laugh like that
Anymore
I love you
Even though you are so far away
I love pain, it reminds me that I'm still alive
I love music for drowning my screams, and fill my head
With something else than chaotic thoughts
I love forgetting
I love remembering
I love...
I hate how empty I feel
I hate how it feels like the walls swallow me
I hate how the shadows hide me
I hate how I don't even care
I hate that I can actually hate
I love the laugh of children
Even though it reminds me of the fact I can't laugh like that
Anymore
I love you
Even though you are so far away
I love pain, it reminds me that I'm still alive
I love music for drowning my screams, and fill my head
With something else than chaotic thoughts
I love forgetting
I love remembering
I love...
893 reads
6 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
15th Jan 2010 3:01pm
15th Jan 2010 3:01pm
See that girl?
See? Out there in the ocean? That big, black, cold ocean? She's been swimming for so long, her body is about to give up. It wont be long before she is going under, sinking down on the rock bottom. Drowning. Three giant stones are tied to her ankle, pulling her. Her strenght is slipping up, it won't be soon before long. You see, everytime she finds a piece of wood to cling too, it pushes her off, letting the water pour into her lungs. She's going down.
This time,
Who knows if she is ever getting back up?
This time,
Who knows if she is ever getting back up?
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
1st Jan 2010 3:09pm
1st Jan 2010 3:09pm
I am horrible....
How do I feel? Are you sure you want to know? You want to know how fake I feel. Like a smiling doll, so happy and beautiful, but empty, rotten, dead inside. That sums it up. That’s how I feel. My entire life is a joke. Nothing. Meaningless. I should not live. There is no reason for it, other than my mom wanted something to take care off. Well, congrats, you did it. For 15 years you have taken care of something. No, not “a girl”, not “her”, not “she”. It’s “a thing”, “that”, “this”… I’m not a person, I’m a doll with a painted on smile and big blue, empty eyes. I reveal no true feeling, I cry...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
30th Dec 2009 10:29pm
30th Dec 2009 10:29pm
I'll drive you all night long
What am I?
I'm your sweetest dream
You never want to let go
I'm your worst nightmare
Never letting you leave
Lust is a dangerous thing boy.
It makes your sight blurry
And your mind feels fuzzy
Left are only the instincts.
Pale hands, lingering my skin
Lips, trembling
Heavy breaths, lips parted.
I'm going to drive you all night
Do not think
Turn off your thoughts
Turn on your fantasies
Baby, I'm all yours.
I'm your sweetest dream
You never want to let go
I'm your worst nightmare
Never letting you leave
Lust is a dangerous thing boy.
It makes your sight blurry
And your mind feels fuzzy
Left are only the instincts.
Pale hands, lingering my skin
Lips, trembling
Heavy breaths, lips parted.
I'm going to drive you all night
Do not think
Turn off your thoughts
Turn on your fantasies
Baby, I'm all yours.
1184 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Dec 2009 10:28pm
30th Dec 2009 10:28pm
Knives and pens
See this
My thighs
Covered in graphite
Secrets carved in my skin
Hidden from others
Revealed
For none.
Knives and pens
Define my life.
Blood is beautiful
Red and shining
Blood is life
Blood is death
Floating liquid on my arms,
My stomach and my thighs
I feel beautiful.
My thighs
Covered in graphite
Secrets carved in my skin
Hidden from others
Revealed
For none.
Knives and pens
Define my life.
Blood is beautiful
Red and shining
Blood is life
Blood is death
Floating liquid on my arms,
My stomach and my thighs
I feel beautiful.
864 reads
4 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
12th Dec 2009 1:10pm
12th Dec 2009 1:10pm
Diary of my life and feelngs
Live, Die, Love, Hate, Laugh, Cry.
Ups and downs, round and round.
Fucking confused, drowning in a dessert. Is it day or night? Winter or summer?
Trapped underwater, my breaths never been deeper. Buried in the snow, I’ve never felt this warm. Lying in the coffin, I have never felt more alive.
Darkness makes me see clear, the light blinds me. The smell of burning fuel is all my nose sense. The taste of metal from my own blood is my tongues luxury. Knives and pens defines my life. I don’t feel like eating, but still feel like living.
How does it feel? To cut your wrist? Is...
Ups and downs, round and round.
Fucking confused, drowning in a dessert. Is it day or night? Winter or summer?
Trapped underwater, my breaths never been deeper. Buried in the snow, I’ve never felt this warm. Lying in the coffin, I have never felt more alive.
Darkness makes me see clear, the light blinds me. The smell of burning fuel is all my nose sense. The taste of metal from my own blood is my tongues luxury. Knives and pens defines my life. I don’t feel like eating, but still feel like living.
How does it feel? To cut your wrist? Is...
1091 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Dec 2009 5:00pm
8th Dec 2009 5:00pm
Mirror on the wall, what is this?
My body's a skeleton
Hideous, disgusting
My paper-thin skin
Is too tight for the bones
Breaking free
Inside out
I'm bursting.
My mind
Doesn't work
All colors disappeared
Grey is my new favorite color
Depression is my new name
Death is my new dream
Pain is my best friend.
As my eyes are fading
And my knees shake
As I can't remember how to breathe
I imagine blood travelling down my wrists
Bullets blowing my brain out
Ropes tightening my throat
Removing my nonexistent breath.
Mirror, mirror on...
Hideous, disgusting
My paper-thin skin
Is too tight for the bones
Breaking free
Inside out
I'm bursting.
My mind
Doesn't work
All colors disappeared
Grey is my new favorite color
Depression is my new name
Death is my new dream
Pain is my best friend.
As my eyes are fading
And my knees shake
As I can't remember how to breathe
I imagine blood travelling down my wrists
Bullets blowing my brain out
Ropes tightening my throat
Removing my nonexistent breath.
Mirror, mirror on...
1070 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Nov 2009 8:09pm
16th Nov 2009 8:09pm
Loveless, Painless, Emotionless
Loveless
My heart
As cold as ice
No warmth finds it
No emotion captures it
Love doesn’t exist
In this cold
Heart of mine.
Painless
No needle breaks my skin
My body
Resist.
Doesn’t feel
The harm
That rips.
My painless body.
Emotionless
There.
Can you see?
I don’t feel
I don’t love
I don’t care.
I am
Emotionless forever
My heart
As cold as ice
No warmth finds it
No emotion captures it
Love doesn’t exist
In this cold
Heart of mine.
Painless
No needle breaks my skin
My body
Resist.
Doesn’t feel
The harm
That rips.
My painless body.
Emotionless
There.
Can you see?
I don’t feel
I don’t love
I don’t care.
I am
Emotionless forever
2583 reads
12 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
16th Nov 2009 7:32pm
16th Nov 2009 7:32pm
Horrified
Eyes wide
Lungs
Breathing
Faster and faster
Panic consuming my mind
The devils hand
Caresses my naked skin
Lingers
I crumble
Disappear
I'm disenchanted
Horrified.
Lungs
Breathing
Faster and faster
Panic consuming my mind
The devils hand
Caresses my naked skin
Lingers
I crumble
Disappear
I'm disenchanted
Horrified.
921 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Nov 2009 4:36pm
10th Nov 2009 4:36pm
You and I
You
Are my breath.
Without you, I’m choking.
You
Are my eyes.
Without you, everything is a blur.
You
Are my light.
Without you, I wander around in a total darkness.
You
Are the blood running through my veins.
Without you, my heart stops beating.
I
Am dead
Lonely
Sick
Horrific
Digested
Spitted out.
I’m nothing, when you are not there.
You are heaven
I’m hell.
But as your rain puts out my flames
Your arms lock around my waist
And your kiss breathes life into my deepest hopes
I’m home.
I...
Are my breath.
Without you, I’m choking.
You
Are my eyes.
Without you, everything is a blur.
You
Are my light.
Without you, I wander around in a total darkness.
You
Are the blood running through my veins.
Without you, my heart stops beating.
I
Am dead
Lonely
Sick
Horrific
Digested
Spitted out.
I’m nothing, when you are not there.
You are heaven
I’m hell.
But as your rain puts out my flames
Your arms lock around my waist
And your kiss breathes life into my deepest hopes
I’m home.
I...
918 reads
4 Comments
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