Submissions by SolaceInDoja

Oh Ana, where do I start? I already forgot, responsibilities, Hopes and dreams, they’ve been ripped apart, from my reality as of today, I say that I’m ok and I actually mean it, Because ignorance is bliss right? So there’s no need to fight, today at least, feels like a great release, from the clutches of anxiety, Oh Ana, you treat me so sweet like a jubilee, we then proceed with heavenly ecstasy, not the drug , just a three way with Ana, M.J., and me. I Inhale the mystic love of Mary, as Ana melts underneath my tounge, and I blow out my frustrations, while eyeing the barrel of my Gun, fixated...

On the process of learning myself, dealing with spiritual issues that conquer the mental, health declining rapidly from what I’ve been through, depression crushing my spirit, I fear it, the birds are singing sweet songs?well my anxiety is projected and hectic, So I can barely hear, It takes control of me, My words are scattered just thrown out there hoping you grab the concept, a bully that just won’t let me be, I pray that you give me a day, just to recuperate, I need a break. I’m tired of surviving this onslaught of mixed emotions,deep thoughts latched on to broken focus, I heard chemical...

I’m losing myself to the challenges of mental health, they say life is the food for the soul yet these problems fill up my plate when I’ve already had enough. It’s been rough. I’m trying so hard to stay on the path of Positivety, when the pendulum of life swings lower as the seconds go by, I go crazy daily , an anxiety rush of way too much, shit  I just can’t control, my mind is in a constant state of flux, everything around me is moving so fast, yet I’m stuck, in my past transgressions, I heard trauma kills. Ripped up from a sapling, and introduced to the mill. I need help.