Submissions by Smookdhapoet

I pour my heart oh yes i do but wat really b going thru my mind u have no clue. I pray i beg & i ask,of wat i would call a difficult task scared 2 death yet standn oh so strong bn 2 hell & back seen dha worst of worst so now ain't ntn wrong answering 2 my heart's cry only tryna make a name 4 myself b4 i die for i got these passions & feelings neva felt since birth got dha most precious bonita swee
t wyfe who dnt knw her worth but itz neva about me 4 she's my heart & now with my junior on dha way i refuse 4 my family 2 fall apart I'm so discourage but my faith holds me up...

I SIT & WONDER HOW I GET 4RM THERE 2 HERE, ZONING OUT IN A BLANK STARE, NO CARE NO FEAR, TRYNA PREVENT 4RM SHEDDIN A TEAR, XPLORIN THIS MAZE DHAT I CALL MY MIND, NO TYME 2 UNWIND, YEARNIN 2 FIND, SUMTHING I LOST N MY PAST NO SO FAR BEHIND, MOVIN 4WRD YET STUCK ON REWIND, DETERMINED 2 SEPERATE MY WRONG 4RM DHA RIGHT, STRUGGLIN N THIS ENDLESS FIGHT, UP SCRATCHN MY HEAD ALL NIGHT, NO VISIONZ IN SIGHT, SHIELDED N DHA DARK REACHIN 4 DHA LIGHT, WHICH HAPPENZ 2 B MY ULTIMATE HORROR MY ULTIMATE FRIGHT, I KNW IMA KING BUT IDK WHERE I BLONG, URKN 2 DO GOOD N XSAPE MY WRONG, & B RELIEVED 4RM...

OH SILENCE OH SILENCE WHY IS U 4EVA SO LOUD STANDN BOLD TALL & MAJESTICALLY PROUD MAKIN DHA LOUDEST OF NOISES YET NEVA MAKE A SOUND TIL YA GD & READY 2 LEAVE FIRMLY HOLDN YA GROUND UNINVITED & ALL YA MANAGE 2 MAKE YA WAY DHA EYE BALL OF ALL CONVERSATIONS NOT GIVING A FUCK SO U STAY YA NOT DHA ENEMY NOR ARE YOU A FRIEND DHA ELEMENTAL OF WORDZ WITOUT A END U CAN BE HELPFUL YET HURTFUL ALL @ DHA SAME TYME DHA BANDIT & MURDERER WHO HAVEN'T COMMITED A CRIME NO TYPE OF EMOTIONS DO U SHOW GOT NO MERCY FOR NON THIS I DO KNW PERFECT PRO @ WATCHA DO W/O A MISTAKE WHO'S ONLY SOUL PURPOSE...