Submissions by Sicx

And I just explode without having to reload
It seems the cards I am dealt I never fold, even though
The dealer is cheating me out on more then I can handle
I sit back and watch the burning of the candle
Thats inside I cant lie or deny that I want to die
But some how everyday I survive so I just shut up and strive
Strive to be at least good in poetry ven feelings making myself know its me
Because when I look in the mirror my eyes distort
And of course I feel like a creature bleeding the words I couldn't teach you
I read threw so many books trying to make...

Gloomy grey eyes tell a morbid periodic story
Hate and loss no heroic glory just lost words that lay before me
Hopefully help me understand life and its passages because I keep passing quick in the catacombs I feel stuck in
Will I every decode or unbutton this "Something"?
Like two people live in me one wants to die and the other wants to live free
Or break out of the cage its been placed in from eternity
To past and present I fill like I can never give a sentences or enough mentions
That my mind and my soul departed from each other... I am the henchmen...

Its funny if you look into my eyes its like nothings there
I find myself outside stunned for hours just looking in thin air
Been there? Tell me about it all the words shared and what came out of it
Eyes look lower then dirt and gravel planning out if its possible about time travel
Problematic you cant sleep and the walls melt like acid
The tears roll is what I meant kid trapped in a box like pinheads soul rests in
No medicine no future antibiotics this is subliminal chaotic so quit like masonic but deadly enough to destroy you like bombings
Wish you were like...