Submissions by SheCriesInSilence
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi, i like to write poems, mostly sad and dark ones but i write what inspires me.
DARK POEM
Published
3rd May 2013 12:24pm
3rd May 2013 12:24pm
My Company
My pain was always my friend, my company.
It never left but when it did i never missed it.
It always came back unexpectedly.
I was never ready for it even if lived in me most of the time.
Even if it manipulated my mind.
My thoughts were never nice and happy... just for a while.
I was always my worst enemy.
My nightmares were the worst
All my fears, the lies i created
The memories i never wanted.
It was never a walk in the park.
All the time i felt my heart fall apart.
It was always loud in my head.
Sometimes i would wish i was...dead.....
It never left but when it did i never missed it.
It always came back unexpectedly.
I was never ready for it even if lived in me most of the time.
Even if it manipulated my mind.
My thoughts were never nice and happy... just for a while.
I was always my worst enemy.
My nightmares were the worst
All my fears, the lies i created
The memories i never wanted.
It was never a walk in the park.
All the time i felt my heart fall apart.
It was always loud in my head.
Sometimes i would wish i was...dead.....
699 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Apr 2013 11:29am
10th Apr 2013 11:29am
The Girl
The girl sat at the corner
fearing she'll be set on fire.
The girl never thought something so scary can happen
Still stuck in her tragic, beautiful cabin,
that is her mind
She never thought twice.
Maybe she can take her life in a different way
but it seems too hard, too far away.
She loves her own space too much to leave it
she knows one day she has to leave it
Even if she doesn't believe it
All the good memories will stay behind
Until one day she'll find them.
Remembering this moment, its not completely gone
She'll move...
fearing she'll be set on fire.
The girl never thought something so scary can happen
Still stuck in her tragic, beautiful cabin,
that is her mind
She never thought twice.
Maybe she can take her life in a different way
but it seems too hard, too far away.
She loves her own space too much to leave it
she knows one day she has to leave it
Even if she doesn't believe it
All the good memories will stay behind
Until one day she'll find them.
Remembering this moment, its not completely gone
She'll move...
588 reads
1 Comment
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2013 10:44am
3rd Apr 2013 10:44am
I Wish
I have a sensitive heart
If you hit me hard enough I can fall apart
I wish i didn't care too much about the small things
I wish i didn't care about my insecurities.
I wish i didn't care that I'm alone
but thats all i think about.
I wish i didn't love you with all i have in me
because i know ill end up crying.
I wish it couldn't affect me so much
like it doesn't affect u
but thats the way i am.
I wish i was heartless
so i can hate you then loving you wouldn't be possible.
Then i wouldn't have reasons to hate myself.
If you hit me hard enough I can fall apart
I wish i didn't care too much about the small things
I wish i didn't care about my insecurities.
I wish i didn't care that I'm alone
but thats all i think about.
I wish i didn't love you with all i have in me
because i know ill end up crying.
I wish it couldn't affect me so much
like it doesn't affect u
but thats the way i am.
I wish i was heartless
so i can hate you then loving you wouldn't be possible.
Then i wouldn't have reasons to hate myself.
629 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Mar 2013 10:46am
26th Mar 2013 10:46am
I'll Always Loved You
I always think of you..
My mind always says you're not worth it.
Even if its right.
I try not to believe its true.
You got me surrendered to your twisted sick life.
You got me begging for your attention.
Like its the only thing keeping me from going crazy
Separating you from me
Deep down inside I know I should leave
but then you called me beautiful and you suck me back in
You fed me your poison
It kept me by your side
You broke my heart so many times yet i always forgive you.
You made me feel like I was your everything
but you treated me...
My mind always says you're not worth it.
Even if its right.
I try not to believe its true.
You got me surrendered to your twisted sick life.
You got me begging for your attention.
Like its the only thing keeping me from going crazy
Separating you from me
Deep down inside I know I should leave
but then you called me beautiful and you suck me back in
You fed me your poison
It kept me by your side
You broke my heart so many times yet i always forgive you.
You made me feel like I was your everything
but you treated me...
589 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
16th Mar 2013 9:10am
16th Mar 2013 9:10am
The Cold
899 reads
4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Mar 2013 8:59am
14th Mar 2013 8:59am
I'm Still Waiting
You disappeared like the sun on a winter's day
Its dark, i cant see you anymore
You faded slowly
So i begged you to stay
but now Im alone
But i still try to hold on to hope that one day you'll come find me.
I hope one day you'll get outta your head and realize that Im waiting for you.
Ive been waiting for days
In the freezing cold of winter
You never said it was over but i could feel it
In the way you would talk to me
So i stayed away
and waited for you to come to me
Im still waiting
I guess you didnt care enough about me
To come...
Its dark, i cant see you anymore
You faded slowly
So i begged you to stay
but now Im alone
But i still try to hold on to hope that one day you'll come find me.
I hope one day you'll get outta your head and realize that Im waiting for you.
Ive been waiting for days
In the freezing cold of winter
You never said it was over but i could feel it
In the way you would talk to me
So i stayed away
and waited for you to come to me
Im still waiting
I guess you didnt care enough about me
To come...
1048 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Mar 2013 11:34am
4th Mar 2013 11:34am
Need Is To Be Alone
I always told myself I dont need someone to help me believe.
Then I felt lonely
Like i really needed someone to hold on to
But I got no one!
Now what can i do?
I always told myself, youre fine on your own
Then I realized there was no body home
I would always walk straight with a smile on my face
In a terrible place
but i couldnt see
The anger coming..
Then i would ask myself
Why is it like this?
I know it can be better then this like i always try
I end up asking myself
Why can it just let me be...
Then I felt lonely
Like i really needed someone to hold on to
But I got no one!
Now what can i do?
I always told myself, youre fine on your own
Then I realized there was no body home
I would always walk straight with a smile on my face
In a terrible place
but i couldnt see
The anger coming..
Then i would ask myself
Why is it like this?
I know it can be better then this like i always try
I end up asking myself
Why can it just let me be...
764 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Feb 2013 12:05pm
27th Feb 2013 12:05pm
You Saved Me Then You Left
You picked me up on the corner of a dead street
In the silent of the night
You saw me sick,I wasnt alright
You didnt know me
but you saw pled in my wet eyes
It was so cold outside
I still remember how the cold froze my inside
I know I wasnt fine
Lifes got me beaten up, shut down
its got me pinned to the ground
You led me to your path, the good one
You were the only one
No on else was there
When I thought life was unfair
You helped me back up, you told me to keep going cuz i only can believe in myself.
You changed my...
In the silent of the night
You saw me sick,I wasnt alright
You didnt know me
but you saw pled in my wet eyes
It was so cold outside
I still remember how the cold froze my inside
I know I wasnt fine
Lifes got me beaten up, shut down
its got me pinned to the ground
You led me to your path, the good one
You were the only one
No on else was there
When I thought life was unfair
You helped me back up, you told me to keep going cuz i only can believe in myself.
You changed my...
633 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Feb 2013 6:40am
24th Feb 2013 6:40am
Sweet Heart Colored Black
She doesnt give a shit about you
but she loves you.
You never saw her when she was drowning in the pain.
Thats when it began
She can kill you and never think twice.
Lick the blade
She has the eyes of hate
yet she loves you.
You'll fall for her kindness and sweet smile but her heart is colored black.
You better watch your back
Dont look so deep into her eyes or you'll freeze in her cold soul but its so inviting.
Shes has you on her hands ready to play
She kisses you once and you always stay
She has a sweet heart colored black.
but she loves you.
You never saw her when she was drowning in the pain.
Thats when it began
She can kill you and never think twice.
Lick the blade
She has the eyes of hate
yet she loves you.
You'll fall for her kindness and sweet smile but her heart is colored black.
You better watch your back
Dont look so deep into her eyes or you'll freeze in her cold soul but its so inviting.
Shes has you on her hands ready to play
She kisses you once and you always stay
She has a sweet heart colored black.
764 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 8:41am
20th Feb 2013 8:41am
One Chance
838 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Feb 2013 12:17pm
15th Feb 2013 12:17pm
You Told Me.
745 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Feb 2013 12:44pm
4th Feb 2013 12:44pm
Cold Winter
I step outside from this torture nest.
with sinned walls, bad memories, a place I've lived all my life.
I can feel the cold of winter instantly
It sends goosebumps up my arms, stock in my heart like I never
been cold before.
I look up, the sky is not blue anymore.
The grey clouds make this town look dead
I just smile.
The cold breeze feels good on my face
I can breathe better again.
The cold goes into my system, down into my soul.
Helps me feel, helps me control.
What I never thought can be.
selfish, demented me..
My conscience, guilt,...
with sinned walls, bad memories, a place I've lived all my life.
I can feel the cold of winter instantly
It sends goosebumps up my arms, stock in my heart like I never
been cold before.
I look up, the sky is not blue anymore.
The grey clouds make this town look dead
I just smile.
The cold breeze feels good on my face
I can breathe better again.
The cold goes into my system, down into my soul.
Helps me feel, helps me control.
What I never thought can be.
selfish, demented me..
My conscience, guilt,...
736 reads
2 Comments
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