Submissions by SheCriesInSilence
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi, i like to write poems, mostly sad and dark ones but i write what inspires me.
The Guy
He probably doesnt notice me
but i spend money just to see him.
I admire him from a far.
His face makes me feel weird inside.
We cross each other and i cant make myself say hi.
I fantasize maybe ill be laying down with him at night.
I know his name, i sleep with his face in my mind.
If he could just look at me one more time.
Maybe notice me and see that i like him
I always think... hes probably married cause he looks like that kind of guy.
Hes at that age, maybe hes ready to settle down.
Im just a child in his eyes, probably.
If he could just...
but i spend money just to see him.
I admire him from a far.
His face makes me feel weird inside.
We cross each other and i cant make myself say hi.
I fantasize maybe ill be laying down with him at night.
I know his name, i sleep with his face in my mind.
If he could just look at me one more time.
Maybe notice me and see that i like him
I always think... hes probably married cause he looks like that kind of guy.
Hes at that age, maybe hes ready to settle down.
Im just a child in his eyes, probably.
If he could just...
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You and I
The sun has set in this journey of ours.
I met you long ago.
I knew it was nothing special but then it became something more.
You were constant in my mind, i thought about u in interesting ways.
I daydream about you almost everyday.
I made u my center. I changed plans for you. I wanted to be your center.
I wanted to be your 1st.
In the beginning you made me feel that way.
You told me im the person ull leave people for.
Yet u made me wait.
I waited for so long, so many times
I got mad yet i forgave you.
U made me cry yet i forgave...
I met you long ago.
I knew it was nothing special but then it became something more.
You were constant in my mind, i thought about u in interesting ways.
I daydream about you almost everyday.
I made u my center. I changed plans for you. I wanted to be your center.
I wanted to be your 1st.
In the beginning you made me feel that way.
You told me im the person ull leave people for.
Yet u made me wait.
I waited for so long, so many times
I got mad yet i forgave you.
U made me cry yet i forgave...
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I Hate This Feeling
I hate to feel this way.
I've drown in my own depression and tears.
You've caused!
You only know that Im okay!
The truth is i cant handle this anymore.
Ive depended on you, Ive depended on a lot of people yet they disappointed me.
Do you really care?
I want to cut them outta my life but i cant live without you.
Ive cried so many times
I hate to though.
I just want you to know that you're the cause of my sadness.
Its all your fault.
You make me feel better but then make me the saddest person around to the point im crying on my bathroom ground....
I've drown in my own depression and tears.
You've caused!
You only know that Im okay!
The truth is i cant handle this anymore.
Ive depended on you, Ive depended on a lot of people yet they disappointed me.
Do you really care?
I want to cut them outta my life but i cant live without you.
Ive cried so many times
I hate to though.
I just want you to know that you're the cause of my sadness.
Its all your fault.
You make me feel better but then make me the saddest person around to the point im crying on my bathroom ground....
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You'll Bring
Its cold in this room.
You used to keep me warm.
My sun when i was gloomy.
You loved the pain, the torture.
You took the picture
and kept it for memory.
Framed it and placed it by your bed.
You kissed me goodbye on the forehead.
Smiled as you fade, away.
My mind forgot you the next day.
I tried to remember, i cried so hard
cuz i knew there was something.
I wanted to remember.
Later on..
You came back to my life and i remembered again.
I was happy, in bliss.
I just didnt know you'll just bring pain.
You used to keep me warm.
My sun when i was gloomy.
You loved the pain, the torture.
You took the picture
and kept it for memory.
Framed it and placed it by your bed.
You kissed me goodbye on the forehead.
Smiled as you fade, away.
My mind forgot you the next day.
I tried to remember, i cried so hard
cuz i knew there was something.
I wanted to remember.
Later on..
You came back to my life and i remembered again.
I was happy, in bliss.
I just didnt know you'll just bring pain.
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Waiting
U got me confused.
Twisted up in my sorrow
Maybe itd be different tomorrow.
Tomorrow comes and its like nothing changed.
Im still here..waiting.
Ill always be here.
It difficult to let u go.
I tried so many times but my heart doesnt let me.
When ure here for me, ure here for the better.
I always look back to those days.
Those days make me stay..and keep waiting.
Maybe i like to torture myself. Maybe i like the pain u cause.
Or maybe i just want u so bad, im willing to take it all.
Just know right now, im here..always waiting for u.
But...
Twisted up in my sorrow
Maybe itd be different tomorrow.
Tomorrow comes and its like nothing changed.
Im still here..waiting.
Ill always be here.
It difficult to let u go.
I tried so many times but my heart doesnt let me.
When ure here for me, ure here for the better.
I always look back to those days.
Those days make me stay..and keep waiting.
Maybe i like to torture myself. Maybe i like the pain u cause.
Or maybe i just want u so bad, im willing to take it all.
Just know right now, im here..always waiting for u.
But...
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Left Me
I waited for you in my most precious nightmares.
Where you made yourself the most prefect person.
All these lies.. disappeared.
Like they never existed, never happened.
but they are so buried in my memory.
I cant pretend like you never hurt me
I cant pretend like you never ripped me into pieces and sold them to the dark.
I still have the marks, the scars are the proof of the most violent experience.
You choked when i was weak
i couldnt breathe nor speak
You left me to die in the most peaceful manner but in a sick twisted way to other.
I never saw...
Where you made yourself the most prefect person.
All these lies.. disappeared.
Like they never existed, never happened.
but they are so buried in my memory.
I cant pretend like you never hurt me
I cant pretend like you never ripped me into pieces and sold them to the dark.
I still have the marks, the scars are the proof of the most violent experience.
You choked when i was weak
i couldnt breathe nor speak
You left me to die in the most peaceful manner but in a sick twisted way to other.
I never saw...
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Another Lame Poem Of My Stupid Life.
Im blind folded
So scared to see whats in front of me
All the talking, complaining, yelling, why cant you just let me be?
I was born with my wings cut off
I cant fly!
I cant figure out whats going to be of me this time.
Im tired of listening of your happy life
Im tired of thinking what ive couldve been
Im not a saint and Im not the devil
Im not going to heaven because of my sins
Ive thought of a peaceful place
I want it so much
Ive always imagined a better life
I cant promise that...
So scared to see whats in front of me
All the talking, complaining, yelling, why cant you just let me be?
I was born with my wings cut off
I cant fly!
I cant figure out whats going to be of me this time.
Im tired of listening of your happy life
Im tired of thinking what ive couldve been
Im not a saint and Im not the devil
Im not going to heaven because of my sins
Ive thought of a peaceful place
I want it so much
Ive always imagined a better life
I cant promise that...
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Feeling Alone
Im surrounded by people made of stone
I talk to them but they dont listen.
They dont talk back to me.
Ive always felt that way
They are just there so i wont feel so lonely,
but i never felt so alone in my life
I talk to you!!
but why dont u listen!!
Please listen! cuz i need you...
but im just screaming to a brick wall.
I always convinced myself i can manage on my own.
Deep down inside i long for someone to give a damn
To truly care
Lately..I feel like no one cares
cuz no one is there.
Sometimes i just want to disappear to see who...
I talk to them but they dont listen.
They dont talk back to me.
Ive always felt that way
They are just there so i wont feel so lonely,
but i never felt so alone in my life
I talk to you!!
but why dont u listen!!
Please listen! cuz i need you...
but im just screaming to a brick wall.
I always convinced myself i can manage on my own.
Deep down inside i long for someone to give a damn
To truly care
Lately..I feel like no one cares
cuz no one is there.
Sometimes i just want to disappear to see who...
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