Submissions by ShadowRainz (Shannon)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
As I walk alone I look out to Sea And everybody should realize I am only me.
My Fault
My fault you're hurting
My fault you're in pain
But there is nothing I can do
So I will take all the blame.
I wish there was a way I could help
But you say there is no way
You do not know how bad I feel
Is there any way I can make you stay?
I tell you I will do the best I can
But from your heart I am banned.
I cry every last tear
But I know he is here
In a short distance I can hear
"Do not shed another tear my dear."
I cry on his chest
And he tries his best
To keep me from crying
While I...
My fault you're in pain
But there is nothing I can do
So I will take all the blame.
I wish there was a way I could help
But you say there is no way
You do not know how bad I feel
Is there any way I can make you stay?
I tell you I will do the best I can
But from your heart I am banned.
I cry every last tear
But I know he is here
In a short distance I can hear
"Do not shed another tear my dear."
I cry on his chest
And he tries his best
To keep me from crying
While I...
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I Am Only Me
As I walk alone
I look to the endless sea
I wish everyone would just realize
I am only me.
Nothing more
Nothing less
I say over and over again
I am my best.
I shed my many tears
But I see no one to watch them fall
Now, depression is my most recent friend
But I see no one really cares at all.
I look to the endless sea
I wish everyone would just realize
I am only me.
Nothing more
Nothing less
I say over and over again
I am my best.
I shed my many tears
But I see no one to watch them fall
Now, depression is my most recent friend
But I see no one really cares at all.
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Waiting For My Time
Every single day,
I wish I could've made you stay.
And in this bed I lay,
Awaiting my turn to say what I need to say.
I love you is my exact words
But can you hear them?
I guess those words are for the birds
Because you seem to ignore it.
I don't know what else I can do
Please tell me what I can do to prove
That my love is pure and true
How can I prove this to you?
Why can't you see?
You're everything to me.
I guess I shouldn't waste my time
I guess you think they are all lies.
I can't help what I feel...
I wish I could've made you stay.
And in this bed I lay,
Awaiting my turn to say what I need to say.
I love you is my exact words
But can you hear them?
I guess those words are for the birds
Because you seem to ignore it.
I don't know what else I can do
Please tell me what I can do to prove
That my love is pure and true
How can I prove this to you?
Why can't you see?
You're everything to me.
I guess I shouldn't waste my time
I guess you think they are all lies.
I can't help what I feel...
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I Love You
I hole in you my trust
Even when you are full of lust.
I love you with my whole life,
I hope to some day be your wife.
Even though we have fought,
Coming out is the strength for us I've sought.
Those sweet kisses,
Our hits and misses.
Those deep brown eyes
Always have me mesmarized.
You are my whole world,
This love we share can never be soiled.
Even after all we've been through,
I'm glad we can always say I love you.
Even when you are full of lust.
I love you with my whole life,
I hope to some day be your wife.
Even though we have fought,
Coming out is the strength for us I've sought.
Those sweet kisses,
Our hits and misses.
Those deep brown eyes
Always have me mesmarized.
You are my whole world,
This love we share can never be soiled.
Even after all we've been through,
I'm glad we can always say I love you.
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No More Tears
My choice has become almost clear,
As I look at my reflection in the mirror.
Down my face stings a single tear,
Then I hear, "Don't cry my Dear."
As I turn to look behind me,
I get swept off my feet.
I see those eyes and fall,
Then there is no time to stall.
You're already in,
I'm loving it every single min'.
You love me and what i give you,
I love everything that you do.
Everything about you makes me smile,
And your love is just my style.
I can't help but be happy,
When everything is amazing that I see....
As I look at my reflection in the mirror.
Down my face stings a single tear,
Then I hear, "Don't cry my Dear."
As I turn to look behind me,
I get swept off my feet.
I see those eyes and fall,
Then there is no time to stall.
You're already in,
I'm loving it every single min'.
You love me and what i give you,
I love everything that you do.
Everything about you makes me smile,
And your love is just my style.
I can't help but be happy,
When everything is amazing that I see....
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Lies
I look at you with scorn,
A new anger is about to be born.
I know there is no time to waste,
I know I must act with haste.
Loving you wasn't a crime,
Until you came out with these lies over time.
I realized your love was never pure,
And that, I am completely sure.
Maybe I wasted a lot of my time,
Ever thinking you could ever be mine.
I made my mistake,
And I walked away for my own sake.
You never should have lied,
It tears me up inside.
To know that anything you say are lies,
And they are of enormous size.
You know I can no...
A new anger is about to be born.
I know there is no time to waste,
I know I must act with haste.
Loving you wasn't a crime,
Until you came out with these lies over time.
I realized your love was never pure,
And that, I am completely sure.
Maybe I wasted a lot of my time,
Ever thinking you could ever be mine.
I made my mistake,
And I walked away for my own sake.
You never should have lied,
It tears me up inside.
To know that anything you say are lies,
And they are of enormous size.
You know I can no...
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Void of My Life
HIdden in the darkness
Razor at hand
Heat quickly moving down my wrist
Dripping to the light sand.
Blackness of the night engulfs me
Takes me from this world
Hides me from the weight of my sorrows
and Takes me to my place of grace.
Blood drains down my small hand
Taking me to a hidden place
Where the sun sets over soft sand
And you can see the sparkle of the stars in space.
I begin to come out of my place of happiness
To my bloody sunset
A place where I keep my dreams hidden
And I getbrought back to life.
With...
Razor at hand
Heat quickly moving down my wrist
Dripping to the light sand.
Blackness of the night engulfs me
Takes me from this world
Hides me from the weight of my sorrows
and Takes me to my place of grace.
Blood drains down my small hand
Taking me to a hidden place
Where the sun sets over soft sand
And you can see the sparkle of the stars in space.
I begin to come out of my place of happiness
To my bloody sunset
A place where I keep my dreams hidden
And I getbrought back to life.
With...
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Thought
Thoughts have suddenly overwhelmed me
About suicide and causing you pain
The sometimes come back
And drive me completely insane.
Taking the cool metal to the skin of my arm was hardley my option
Causing myself pain can not happen
I'd lose too many people that are close to me
In the end, I'd lose everything
In the mirror, I'd hate what I would see.
Living with my family
Has taught me mainly one thing
They will always be there for you
Even when it could be bad timing.
-This is not my best work at all. It actually.. Well,...
About suicide and causing you pain
The sometimes come back
And drive me completely insane.
Taking the cool metal to the skin of my arm was hardley my option
Causing myself pain can not happen
I'd lose too many people that are close to me
In the end, I'd lose everything
In the mirror, I'd hate what I would see.
Living with my family
Has taught me mainly one thing
They will always be there for you
Even when it could be bad timing.
-This is not my best work at all. It actually.. Well,...
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.BITCH.

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... Him
Pain and pleasure
Along with love you cannot measure.
Heart beats for only one
While we walk hand in hand under the sun.
So much in common
Yet,
The surprises just keep comin'.
No one can take his place
No one could ever fill this space.
He loves me for me
Not just for what he can see.
Caring, Loving, Sweet, Kind
I just can not tell what goes on in his mind.
I always fall for those deep brown eyes
And I know they never tell me lies.
I know if my life was grave
It would be something he could save.
Along with love you cannot measure.
Heart beats for only one
While we walk hand in hand under the sun.
So much in common
Yet,
The surprises just keep comin'.
No one can take his place
No one could ever fill this space.
He loves me for me
Not just for what he can see.
Caring, Loving, Sweet, Kind
I just can not tell what goes on in his mind.
I always fall for those deep brown eyes
And I know they never tell me lies.
I know if my life was grave
It would be something he could save.
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Locked Away
I fight for the wrong
Stand up for the right
No matter the consequences
And keep all problems out of sight.
All my hurt
Has been locked away
Every single tear
Hidden from day to day
No matter what happens
I ammade out to bea mistake
But I don't know how to keep this up
Until it is more than I can take.
It will be ended
All my suffering and pain
It all has to end
Before I go entirely insane.
Stand up for the right
No matter the consequences
And keep all problems out of sight.
All my hurt
Has been locked away
Every single tear
Hidden from day to day
No matter what happens
I ammade out to bea mistake
But I don't know how to keep this up
Until it is more than I can take.
It will be ended
All my suffering and pain
It all has to end
Before I go entirely insane.
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You've Hidden Me
Found in the darkness of my soul
Beats slowly the heart of a lover
It begins to slow
Tear
Crack
Break
The pain I can no longer take.
I wish I could make you happy
It just seems like too much of a task
It always hurts me
When I feel I must wear a mask.
I always hide my pain with a smile
Always fight the fear with a tear
But when I just can not take it anymore
Its the razor at hand I fear.
I am never good enough for what you have to offer
You can do so much better than me
You...
Beats slowly the heart of a lover
It begins to slow
Tear
Crack
Break
The pain I can no longer take.
I wish I could make you happy
It just seems like too much of a task
It always hurts me
When I feel I must wear a mask.
I always hide my pain with a smile
Always fight the fear with a tear
But when I just can not take it anymore
Its the razor at hand I fear.
I am never good enough for what you have to offer
You can do so much better than me
You...
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