Submissions by Sanedillusions
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
24th Jul 2017 6:55am
24th Jul 2017 6:55am
The only thing that one may own is their soul
Self inflicted sabotage
This happiness a mirage
It's really starting to get hard for me
To clearly see, a future where I'm finally happy
I run and I run
These games are no fun
My heads spinning
I ain't winning, though, the reflection in the mirrors grinning
Can't compare to picasso but I'll paint you a picture
A love triangle was the plot where I wasn't the winner
All there really was and needed to be was love and courage
Though drugs got involved and here I am stuck with rage
Took away what I just learnt was the...
This happiness a mirage
It's really starting to get hard for me
To clearly see, a future where I'm finally happy
I run and I run
These games are no fun
My heads spinning
I ain't winning, though, the reflection in the mirrors grinning
Can't compare to picasso but I'll paint you a picture
A love triangle was the plot where I wasn't the winner
All there really was and needed to be was love and courage
Though drugs got involved and here I am stuck with rage
Took away what I just learnt was the...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
13th Jul 2017 6:35am
13th Jul 2017 6:35am
Thanks
Thanks to the pills, that hold me together like glue
Thanks to the pills, that help me forget you
One in the morning, two in the night
I sit up late, until my vision loses light
Another deep sleep, these dreams I dare keep
A world where I'm me, though I'm terribly lost
You can feel it in my writing, I've lost my path
You can feel it in my emotion, I no longer laugh
Serious eyes, trauma makes me stronger
I've peeped down the rabbit hole so I may live longer
This nice ice makes me feel nice no need to stop and...
Thanks to the pills, that help me forget you
One in the morning, two in the night
I sit up late, until my vision loses light
Another deep sleep, these dreams I dare keep
A world where I'm me, though I'm terribly lost
You can feel it in my writing, I've lost my path
You can feel it in my emotion, I no longer laugh
Serious eyes, trauma makes me stronger
I've peeped down the rabbit hole so I may live longer
This nice ice makes me feel nice no need to stop and...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Jul 2017 6:17am
13th Jul 2017 6:17am
Thoughts
My mind is an impenetrable fortress
I cleanse it with meditation eating away at the bad thoughts
With each day the demons become less
Though every person has to one day face the courts
You see, I'm smart but I think too quickly
Yet still I try to keep all things tasty
With the good, there's also the bad
I'm talking about yin and yang, you know what I mean
I need to slow this down or I'll start producing steam
Could this all be dream?
I cleanse it with meditation eating away at the bad thoughts
With each day the demons become less
Though every person has to one day face the courts
You see, I'm smart but I think too quickly
Yet still I try to keep all things tasty
With the good, there's also the bad
I'm talking about yin and yang, you know what I mean
I need to slow this down or I'll start producing steam
Could this all be dream?
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ANGER POEM
Published
30th Jun 2017 12:51pm
30th Jun 2017 12:51pm
Don't read this
A poem about misanthropy
A story about how everybody is dead to me
Sick of fucking with blunt egos bouncing off of blunt egos
Sick of fucking with the same clubs chasing different hoes
Nobody is real and I can't fucking stand it
There's no true connection it's all smoke and mirrors
I've got hate spreading through me as an infection
You don't need no dissection to know that I'm heartless
You don't need to be a smart cunt to know who's gutless
I see it all around me, identifying each ego that acts as a mask
Don't do drugs no more so you know...
A story about how everybody is dead to me
Sick of fucking with blunt egos bouncing off of blunt egos
Sick of fucking with the same clubs chasing different hoes
Nobody is real and I can't fucking stand it
There's no true connection it's all smoke and mirrors
I've got hate spreading through me as an infection
You don't need no dissection to know that I'm heartless
You don't need to be a smart cunt to know who's gutless
I see it all around me, identifying each ego that acts as a mask
Don't do drugs no more so you know...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Jun 2017 2:52am
29th Jun 2017 2:52am
Peep down the rabbit hole
Memoirs of a psychotic narcissist
Vivid memories that restrict
They've been handpicked
Intended to judge and convict
My souls lost
I don't intend to find it
I traded it for some cigarettes
With a cheap fix
I lost the only thing that's truly mine
I seek for answers within
To only find an empty mind
The curtain drops
This dance, it was meant for two
Yet here I am stepping, missing you
Bloody feet, forever truly does exist
Tears evaporate into this red mist
Sometimes I wonder if
Anybodies watching...
Vivid memories that restrict
They've been handpicked
Intended to judge and convict
My souls lost
I don't intend to find it
I traded it for some cigarettes
With a cheap fix
I lost the only thing that's truly mine
I seek for answers within
To only find an empty mind
The curtain drops
This dance, it was meant for two
Yet here I am stepping, missing you
Bloody feet, forever truly does exist
Tears evaporate into this red mist
Sometimes I wonder if
Anybodies watching...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Apr 2017 2:26am
7th Apr 2017 2:26am
Loving Truth
The ice flakes vast intrinsic structure
Shaped by nature
The elegance in the blooming spring flower
Or the sunlight that precisely shines through
The raindrop after a winters shower
Love may be found there
Now tell me, if you dare say I tell lies
That when I say, that I look into your eyes
I see a beauty that shines much brighter
A fire within me burns even lighter
The love I have for you trumps the prior
If you do believe
I'm being dishonest
Then on this day, I make a vow
A rewarding promise
...
Shaped by nature
The elegance in the blooming spring flower
Or the sunlight that precisely shines through
The raindrop after a winters shower
Love may be found there
Now tell me, if you dare say I tell lies
That when I say, that I look into your eyes
I see a beauty that shines much brighter
A fire within me burns even lighter
The love I have for you trumps the prior
If you do believe
I'm being dishonest
Then on this day, I make a vow
A rewarding promise
...
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ANGER POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2017 5:43am
22nd Mar 2017 5:43am
f**k you myki reader
Authority? Authority?
Officer can't you see
That I can't fucking stand it when
You ask to read my myki
The systems fucked
And it's plainly obvious to me
The government will do anything
To take more of my money
I hope this makes you sick
You lowly prick
I'm not ashamed to tell you
"eat a dick"
Authority? Authority?
Officer can't you see
No matter how angry you get
Or how hard you plea
You will not read my myki
Officer can't you see
That I can't fucking stand it when
You ask to read my myki
The systems fucked
And it's plainly obvious to me
The government will do anything
To take more of my money
I hope this makes you sick
You lowly prick
I'm not ashamed to tell you
"eat a dick"
Authority? Authority?
Officer can't you see
No matter how angry you get
Or how hard you plea
You will not read my myki
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Mar 2017 3:15am
1st Mar 2017 3:15am
Modern Poem #1
Man, she loves that loveless sex
Anything for her to truly disconnect
And all we can do, is standby and watch
24/7, 365
Her body's in heaven while her minds stressin'
You'll always catch her playing doctor
You'll always catch her playing the psych
Though she's pained
Crimson red her eyes are stained
She can't stand to see herself in others
She takes on the pain in her sisters and brothers
Really, it's quite admirable
How she keeps up this charade
With a sort of lonely courage
Chasing that black and...
Anything for her to truly disconnect
And all we can do, is standby and watch
24/7, 365
Her body's in heaven while her minds stressin'
You'll always catch her playing doctor
You'll always catch her playing the psych
Though she's pained
Crimson red her eyes are stained
She can't stand to see herself in others
She takes on the pain in her sisters and brothers
Really, it's quite admirable
How she keeps up this charade
With a sort of lonely courage
Chasing that black and...
530 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jul 2016 10:54am
14th Jul 2016 10:54am
Shouting Whispers
Not allowed to drink he's always swinging his fists
You see how his days going by the state of wrists
They say loose lips sink ships but mostly his skin rips
Split ego getting stronger results from his trips
Losing his mind all alone he's grateful for his friends
At the same time he's a cunt, who'd really care if his life ends
Family would be distraught, no doubt about it
But his influence rid from this world there's no doubt about it
They'd be better off
If only we lived twice we'd know how to live
Hopefully take less, share more and give ...
You see how his days going by the state of wrists
They say loose lips sink ships but mostly his skin rips
Split ego getting stronger results from his trips
Losing his mind all alone he's grateful for his friends
At the same time he's a cunt, who'd really care if his life ends
Family would be distraught, no doubt about it
But his influence rid from this world there's no doubt about it
They'd be better off
If only we lived twice we'd know how to live
Hopefully take less, share more and give ...
605 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd May 2016 10:19am
3rd May 2016 10:19am
FIRST TIME I EVER
The first time I ever
It left me quite distraught
Two years in boy scouts
You'd think I'd learnt while they taught
How to tie a proper noose
Thankfully(?) it was loose
Always fail, never succeed
Some say my actions are driven by greed
But, if we're born alone and die alone
Then clearly my thoughts are prone
To point towards a shallow cop out
What the fuck does it matter what memory I leave behind
Only 18 and can't cope with the daily grind
I just need to unwind, yet, everythings got me tense
Now I'm lacking motivation
Real...
It left me quite distraught
Two years in boy scouts
You'd think I'd learnt while they taught
How to tie a proper noose
Thankfully(?) it was loose
Always fail, never succeed
Some say my actions are driven by greed
But, if we're born alone and die alone
Then clearly my thoughts are prone
To point towards a shallow cop out
What the fuck does it matter what memory I leave behind
Only 18 and can't cope with the daily grind
I just need to unwind, yet, everythings got me tense
Now I'm lacking motivation
Real...
560 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Apr 2016 1:32pm
12th Apr 2016 1:32pm
REGRET AND DISRUPTION
Regret and disruption
Boy, where do I start
See, each word plays a big part
In what is my life
I love poetry
It gave me a way to vent and express
Took away so much of my stress
I can finally sleep
Regret, I didn't make that decision
Regret, I didn't ask out the girl
That occupies my vision
Disruption, bouncing between houses
A nomadic lifestyle is all I know
A lifestyle of erratic routine
It's hard for me to grow
Regret, I didn't stand up for what is right
See I remember when I was 5
Sitting with my...
Boy, where do I start
See, each word plays a big part
In what is my life
I love poetry
It gave me a way to vent and express
Took away so much of my stress
I can finally sleep
Regret, I didn't make that decision
Regret, I didn't ask out the girl
That occupies my vision
Disruption, bouncing between houses
A nomadic lifestyle is all I know
A lifestyle of erratic routine
It's hard for me to grow
Regret, I didn't stand up for what is right
See I remember when I was 5
Sitting with my...
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Mar 2016 10:47pm
30th Mar 2016 10:47pm
The Hate Generation
Isn't it Ironic?
Children of the love generation
Full of so much hate
Each nation beyond the point
Of no return
It's too late
The Hate Generation
Doesn't apply to us all
Yet some of us short of love, we fall
Trying to stand tall, it's getting windy
Like a tree in the the forrest, down I go
Nobody around
Did I make a noise?
Perhaps a peculiar sound?
It's time I unwound
Staring into menacing eyes, a red hound, look...
Children of the love generation
Full of so much hate
Each nation beyond the point
Of no return
It's too late
The Hate Generation
Doesn't apply to us all
Yet some of us short of love, we fall
Trying to stand tall, it's getting windy
Like a tree in the the forrest, down I go
Nobody around
Did I make a noise?
Perhaps a peculiar sound?
It's time I unwound
Staring into menacing eyes, a red hound, look...
811 reads
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