Submissions by Sad_Poet99 (E.Wesley)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
9th Feb 2024 9:38pm
9th Feb 2024 9:38pm
Russian Roulette
#dark
#MentalHealth
#PTSD #GenderDysphoria
#PTSD #GenderDysphoria
90 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Oct 2022 7:54am
18th Oct 2022 7:54am
Evidence
#anger
#death
#emptiness
213 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Aug 2022 3:33am
5th Aug 2022 3:33am
"Just a Fantasy"
It hurts to say "I love you" when it's not quite what I mean
My feelings are so much stronger than they will ever seem
I hold them back and try to act like nothing has changed
I lay in bed every night wishing you were there by my side
The sun, the stars, and all of the campfires;
My love burns brighter than all three
I know we're just a fantasy, but baby, you're my missing piece
My feelings are so much stronger than they will ever seem
I hold them back and try to act like nothing has changed
I lay in bed every night wishing you were there by my side
The sun, the stars, and all of the campfires;
My love burns brighter than all three
I know we're just a fantasy, but baby, you're my missing piece
#love
#rejection
#friendship #FallingInLove
#friendship #FallingInLove
409 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Feb 2022 6:36am
6th Feb 2022 6:36am
"Numb"
Drink and smoke to numb the pain
Clear my head for another day
I don't want to eat
Can barely bring myself to sleep
But when I'm lying down;
Was that a hallucination
Or was it a dream?
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I'm sick of people hurting me
Telling lies, faking smiles
I'm tired of being alone
Only one friend I can call on the phone
She always makes me feel better
But as soon as she's gone
My mind takes over
I'm a burden
I'm a waste of space
I don't have a place
To be me
To be free ...
Clear my head for another day
I don't want to eat
Can barely bring myself to sleep
But when I'm lying down;
Was that a hallucination
Or was it a dream?
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I'm sick of people hurting me
Telling lies, faking smiles
I'm tired of being alone
Only one friend I can call on the phone
She always makes me feel better
But as soon as she's gone
My mind takes over
I'm a burden
I'm a waste of space
I don't have a place
To be me
To be free ...
#loneliness
#rejection
#dark #despair
#dark #despair
338 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2021 6:36am
20th Nov 2021 6:36am
"Judge, Jury, Executioner"
I told you how you made me feel
Then you ridiculed me even more
I kept my mouth shut
Then you asked me what's wrong
I can't explain it all to you again
Because then you'll make more jokes
You'll make comments and sly remarks
You'll tear me apart
One day at a time
Until there's nothing left
But a hollow shell
Dark and cold
Completely numb
Are you playing dumb?
Do you really not see what you're doing to me?
Do you not care?
Were you ever there?
To love, to listen, to help me through
You...
Then you ridiculed me even more
I kept my mouth shut
Then you asked me what's wrong
I can't explain it all to you again
Because then you'll make more jokes
You'll make comments and sly remarks
You'll tear me apart
One day at a time
Until there's nothing left
But a hollow shell
Dark and cold
Completely numb
Are you playing dumb?
Do you really not see what you're doing to me?
Do you not care?
Were you ever there?
To love, to listen, to help me through
You...
#anger
#rejection
#dark #betrayal
#dark #betrayal
425 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Nov 2021 8:25pm
15th Nov 2021 8:25pm
"You"
You're breaking my heart
But you don't care about that
I locked you out of my mind
But then you broke in
I think you're one of a kind
But to you I'm a waste of time
I can't seem to get over you
But you're already with someone else
I'm so in love with you
But you'll never love me
The way that I love you
I'm with you in my dreams
But they'll never come true
But you don't care about that
I locked you out of my mind
But then you broke in
I think you're one of a kind
But to you I'm a waste of time
I can't seem to get over you
But you're already with someone else
I'm so in love with you
But you'll never love me
The way that I love you
I'm with you in my dreams
But they'll never come true
#heartbroken
273 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
25th Oct 2021 1:43am
25th Oct 2021 1:43am
"Butterflies to Razor Blades"
When your heart broke
All of the butterflies
Turned into razor blades
They tore you to shreds
From the inside out
But they didn't kill you
They just hollowed you out
They stole your light
Crushed your happiness
Turned your dreams to dust
Left you crying on the floor
Begging them to end your pain
All of the butterflies
Turned into razor blades
They tore you to shreds
From the inside out
But they didn't kill you
They just hollowed you out
They stole your light
Crushed your happiness
Turned your dreams to dust
Left you crying on the floor
Begging them to end your pain
#dark
#heartbroken
#emptiness
463 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Oct 2021 6:39am
20th Oct 2021 6:39am
"Ever Even Met You"
Why did you have to walk away?
Why can't I get over you?
Do you care about me?
Did you ever?
Why do I still care?
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
I want to move on but I can't
I see you in everyone
I compare everyone to you
I wish you loved me
Half as much as I love you
I wish I could forget
That I ever even met you
Why can't I get over you?
Do you care about me?
Did you ever?
Why do I still care?
Why can't I stop thinking about you?
I want to move on but I can't
I see you in everyone
I compare everyone to you
I wish you loved me
Half as much as I love you
I wish I could forget
That I ever even met you
#sadness
#anger
#heartbroken #UnrequitedLove
#heartbroken #UnrequitedLove
355 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2021 10:14pm
23rd Sep 2021 10:14pm
"Unstable"
This isn't a house
This isn't a home
This is a prison
I'm trapped in my cell alone
Stuck in my bed
Can barely move my head
My thoughts fill with dread
I would rather be dead
You walk in
Rant about your day
But you forgot to say
"Are you okay?"
Leave me here alone
My fate's set in stone
My body doesn't work
My mind is unstable
I belong on the autopsy table
This isn't a home
This is a prison
I'm trapped in my cell alone
Stuck in my bed
Can barely move my head
My thoughts fill with dread
I would rather be dead
You walk in
Rant about your day
But you forgot to say
"Are you okay?"
Leave me here alone
My fate's set in stone
My body doesn't work
My mind is unstable
I belong on the autopsy table
#rejection
#bipolar
#illness
#emptiness
#vulnerability
394 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2021 2:54am
23rd Sep 2021 2:54am
"End My Pain"
My bad days fill me with suicidal ideation
And my good days aren't good anymore
I'm caught between wanting to run away
And wanting to end my pain forever
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't breathe
Everyone says that I am strong
But I know that they're wrong
I'm only here because I'm too weak to end it
I have a million plans running through my twisted mind
Slash my wrists and watch myself bleed out
Sit in the street and wait for a car to hit me at full speed
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I need this pain to end
And my good days aren't good anymore
I'm caught between wanting to run away
And wanting to end my pain forever
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't breathe
Everyone says that I am strong
But I know that they're wrong
I'm only here because I'm too weak to end it
I have a million plans running through my twisted mind
Slash my wrists and watch myself bleed out
Sit in the street and wait for a car to hit me at full speed
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I need this pain to end
#dark
#suicide
#MentalHealth
#suffering
#emptiness
843 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
17th May 2021 6:40am
17th May 2021 6:40am
Preventing the Thoughts
#depression
#dark
#suicide
386 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
6th May 2021 10:32pm
6th May 2021 10:32pm
"I'm Not Suicidal"
I'm not suicidal
But I wish that I wasn't alive
I didn't sign up for this shit
I'm in pain every day
In my body and my brain
My parents don't want me
But they're the reason that I'm here
I would never kill myself
But if I could change the past
And cancel my creation
I would do it
With no hesitation
But I wish that I wasn't alive
I didn't sign up for this shit
I'm in pain every day
In my body and my brain
My parents don't want me
But they're the reason that I'm here
I would never kill myself
But if I could change the past
And cancel my creation
I would do it
With no hesitation
#sadness
#dark
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
409 reads
4 Comments
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