Submissions by RagingFlames
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I’m not a poet. I complain, no one listens so it doesn’t matter what I say
Decisions
I read
Maybe i should do something
Maybe i should say something
Maybe she'll understand
I hear
What has it come to
They're falling apart
Should i tell him
My mind
Selfish or selfless
I'm fine by myself
They're hurting
Should i...
All it takes is one comment...
One message... One phone call
One bike trip... a walk...
Maybe i should do something
Maybe i should say something
Maybe she'll understand
I hear
What has it come to
They're falling apart
Should i tell him
My mind
Selfish or selfless
I'm fine by myself
They're hurting
Should i...
All it takes is one comment...
One message... One phone call
One bike trip... a walk...
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#confusion
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
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Try again?
Friends
We wont be
Enemies
We once were
Love
We had felt
Hate
We feel
Plan
I'm testing
Wingin'
It's take lightly
Relationship
We won't have
Relationship
I want to have
Girlfriend
She was awesome
Boyfriend
I was shitty
Again
I'll do better
Over
It was fast
Let's
Try again,
What
Do you say?
We wont be
Enemies
We once were
Love
We had felt
Hate
We feel
Plan
I'm testing
Wingin'
It's take lightly
Relationship
We won't have
Relationship
I want to have
Girlfriend
She was awesome
Boyfriend
I was shitty
Again
I'll do better
Over
It was fast
Let's
Try again,
What
Do you say?
#love
#boyfriend
#girlfriend
#relationships
#breakup
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Memories
I miss everyone
Memories of my class...
Kindergarten to now...
Tears rolling down my face
There's been so much drama
So many times we all got
Pissed, angry, sad, excited, happy
All the times we had
Swimming, going to fairs, going outta state, doing so much
All the love i won't forget
Those nights i won't regret
We had so much fun!
I loved it!
All the jokes
All the advice
The relationships built
And destroyed...
I'm sorry for those i hurt
I love you guys so much
They're...
Memories of my class...
Kindergarten to now...
Tears rolling down my face
There's been so much drama
So many times we all got
Pissed, angry, sad, excited, happy
All the times we had
Swimming, going to fairs, going outta state, doing so much
All the love i won't forget
Those nights i won't regret
We had so much fun!
I loved it!
All the jokes
All the advice
The relationships built
And destroyed...
I'm sorry for those i hurt
I love you guys so much
They're...
#happiness
#sadness
#love #memories
#love #memories
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Don't read! Rant!
I'm going to rant.
Lately i have been listening to this song... "friends dont kiss friends" and it's got me thinking. My friends girlfriend... ugh! I... want to be friends! But then ya know... something happens and i don't think with the right head...
I tested her so much... it has backfired so much... but it gave me answers. Everyone always asks me... "what are you guys to each other" I want to say friends but i realize why they ask. "I don't know?" We told each other we wanted to kiss... but i told her "but... we can't! I can't hurt so-&-so" (her boyfriend!) I made sexual...
Lately i have been listening to this song... "friends dont kiss friends" and it's got me thinking. My friends girlfriend... ugh! I... want to be friends! But then ya know... something happens and i don't think with the right head...
I tested her so much... it has backfired so much... but it gave me answers. Everyone always asks me... "what are you guys to each other" I want to say friends but i realize why they ask. "I don't know?" We told each other we wanted to kiss... but i told her "but... we can't! I can't hurt so-&-so" (her boyfriend!) I made sexual...
#relationships
#LifeStruggles
#dialogue
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Killers
Insane
My sanity is spent
The mirror shows a killer
I don't feel anything
Blank
Images of blood
She's standing with a knife
She drives it into everyone i talked to
Danger
What have i got myself into
Instead of fear, bloodlust
I stare with no emotion
Lust
Why of all times
I walk toward her
Wrapping my arms around her
Sex
She turns around
Our clothes are stripped
And it starts.
Sanity
My mind is blank
I'm terrified but yet...
I can't stop
...
My sanity is spent
The mirror shows a killer
I don't feel anything
Blank
Images of blood
She's standing with a knife
She drives it into everyone i talked to
Danger
What have i got myself into
Instead of fear, bloodlust
I stare with no emotion
Lust
Why of all times
I walk toward her
Wrapping my arms around her
Sex
She turns around
Our clothes are stripped
And it starts.
Sanity
My mind is blank
I'm terrified but yet...
I can't stop
...
#anxiety
#lust
#dark
#sex
#death
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People
People
Their voices surround me
Their laughs annoy me
The crying makes me cringe
Time
I'm sitting here
Waiting for her
She makes me laugh
Her
I know she's bad
But she's so good
I have a good time
Contradiction
I say one thing
Others say everything else
My mind is confused
Worlds
Everyone is in another world
I sit alone surrounded by people
I'm shrinking
Alone
When my crowd leaves
There's no one
Nothing
Their voices surround me
Their laughs annoy me
The crying makes me cringe
Time
I'm sitting here
Waiting for her
She makes me laugh
Her
I know she's bad
But she's so good
I have a good time
Contradiction
I say one thing
Others say everything else
My mind is confused
Worlds
Everyone is in another world
I sit alone surrounded by people
I'm shrinking
Alone
When my crowd leaves
There's no one
Nothing
#LifeStruggles
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Paranoia
(Knock knock knock)
I hear it at my window
There's nothing
I feel someone staring into my soul
"This is what i get for dating her..."
My ex...
Her family...
I had to stay "friends" with her...
I constantly watch my back
Going crazy thinking they're outside
Waiting for me
Sleep doesn't come for hours
Its like fnaf (five nights at freddy's)
Thinking they're right outside...
(Creek)
My floor is always making those noises
They're outside my room!
Nothing
My paranoia
I can't take...
I hear it at my window
There's nothing
I feel someone staring into my soul
"This is what i get for dating her..."
My ex...
Her family...
I had to stay "friends" with her...
I constantly watch my back
Going crazy thinking they're outside
Waiting for me
Sleep doesn't come for hours
Its like fnaf (five nights at freddy's)
Thinking they're right outside...
(Creek)
My floor is always making those noises
They're outside my room!
Nothing
My paranoia
I can't take...
#anxiety
#insomnia
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Camping out
Water
My body floats down
The lake carries me
She stops me
Pleasure
She pulls me closer
Her moans echo along the banks
My fear doesn't bother me
Fire
Flames shoot from the bank
My father talks with yours
They're not paying attention.
Night
Stars covering the sky
But not for long
The sun starts to appear
Morning
My legs are tired
We hop out and dry off
We dress just in time
Kids
My cousins come over
Just as we finished
I'm tired as hell
...
My body floats down
The lake carries me
She stops me
Pleasure
She pulls me closer
Her moans echo along the banks
My fear doesn't bother me
Fire
Flames shoot from the bank
My father talks with yours
They're not paying attention.
Night
Stars covering the sky
But not for long
The sun starts to appear
Morning
My legs are tired
We hop out and dry off
We dress just in time
Kids
My cousins come over
Just as we finished
I'm tired as hell
...
#love
#sex
#lover
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Unbelievable
Help?
Should've thought about that
You messed up
What you did is unacceptable
Tears
Your tears mean nothing
They won't change anything
I can never forgive you
Pills
You want attention
So you scare me
It's just a lie
Lies
That's the reason
Your pissed.
But now your missing out
Truth
I've moved on
Time for you to
Every lie you spoke
Broken
You hurt me
Now im healing
It's not a scar
Scars
What you've done
Trying to get me to notice ...
Should've thought about that
You messed up
What you did is unacceptable
Tears
Your tears mean nothing
They won't change anything
I can never forgive you
Pills
You want attention
So you scare me
It's just a lie
Lies
That's the reason
Your pissed.
But now your missing out
Truth
I've moved on
Time for you to
Every lie you spoke
Broken
You hurt me
Now im healing
It's not a scar
Scars
What you've done
Trying to get me to notice ...
#anger
#hate
#frustration
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Skinny dipping
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#dirty
#sexy
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Just my type
She lets me down
Then gets me high
I don't know why
She's just my type
She wants the truth
But needs the lies
I want a relationship
Yet she's not ready
I need this to last
More then a one night stand
She's bad advice
I don't think twice
I'll never be that guy
The one she wants
I don't know why
She's what i like
Misunderstood
She thinks
I just want sex
But i love it...
She plays with my head
I need that girl
When she holds my hand
I don't know why ...
Then gets me high
I don't know why
She's just my type
She wants the truth
But needs the lies
I want a relationship
Yet she's not ready
I need this to last
More then a one night stand
She's bad advice
I don't think twice
I'll never be that guy
The one she wants
I don't know why
She's what i like
Misunderstood
She thinks
I just want sex
But i love it...
She plays with my head
I need that girl
When she holds my hand
I don't know why ...
#love
#sex
#UnrequitedLove #sexy
#UnrequitedLove #sexy
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Voices in my head
Blood.
So much blood.
How can i control myself?
I deserve worse.
What is the point?
It's not worth it.
My pain is caused...
By causing pain
However...
Is it all that bad?
Voices...
"Fight...!"
For what?
"For yourself, you derserve happiness too!"
Do i?
Cause from what it seems...
Everyones else is but
Not me...
"That's bullshit!"
"No one else matters..."
It's my job as a friend...
I need to put them first...
"They don't care about you..."
"They...
So much blood.
How can i control myself?
I deserve worse.
What is the point?
It's not worth it.
My pain is caused...
By causing pain
However...
Is it all that bad?
Voices...
"Fight...!"
For what?
"For yourself, you derserve happiness too!"
Do i?
Cause from what it seems...
Everyones else is but
Not me...
"That's bullshit!"
"No one else matters..."
It's my job as a friend...
I need to put them first...
"They don't care about you..."
"They...
#dark
#LifeStruggles
#SelfHarm #SelfDiscovery
#SelfHarm #SelfDiscovery
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