Submissions by ROZAA (rosa)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
im not in any way a professional poet, I mostly write poems to get any of my feelings out, so writing poems for me is a coping mechanism; and they arent always going to be the best. but they will showcase my real feelings.
You
days are blending into one again
the pattern is coming back
the rotting in bed
not eating enough or too much
pushing everyone away
its all here once again
suffer in silence
as you watch people drift away from you
the red is dripping but you cant tell anyone
feeling lost
whats the point?
days pass by you in a second
who are you?
you wish you had someone
act like you dont care when it bothers you most
try to end it all but fail
take as many pills as you can
yet still no one cares enough
you’ll never be...
the pattern is coming back
the rotting in bed
not eating enough or too much
pushing everyone away
its all here once again
suffer in silence
as you watch people drift away from you
the red is dripping but you cant tell anyone
feeling lost
whats the point?
days pass by you in a second
who are you?
you wish you had someone
act like you dont care when it bothers you most
try to end it all but fail
take as many pills as you can
yet still no one cares enough
you’ll never be...
#corruption
#morality
#peace #wisdom
#peace #wisdom
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Maybe..
Maybe I’m tired
just a little
i’ve been living the same day
since i was a kid
Maybe I’m sick
probably a lot
I hate the way i am
always messing things up
Maybe I’m useless
no one could ever be proud of me
not even a little
i wish i could make you proud
Maybe things wont get better
should i just give up
and leave?
leave this earth?
Maybe I shouldn’t do this..
No, I want to do this
It’ll help!
Would they care if I was gone?
Maybe they’ll be happier
without me. ...
just a little
i’ve been living the same day
since i was a kid
Maybe I’m sick
probably a lot
I hate the way i am
always messing things up
Maybe I’m useless
no one could ever be proud of me
not even a little
i wish i could make you proud
Maybe things wont get better
should i just give up
and leave?
leave this earth?
Maybe I shouldn’t do this..
No, I want to do this
It’ll help!
Would they care if I was gone?
Maybe they’ll be happier
without me. ...
#depression
#lies
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#MentalHealth
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As i sit here.
i sit here
on the cold bathroom floor
holding tears in my eyes
wondering
when will things get better?
i sit here
on the cooling grass
the moon is looking at me
maybe if i lay here
i’ll disappear
theres a storm in my head
lighting & thunder
i’m getting tired
i lay here
i see a shooting star
i close my eyes
to grant a wish
“help me so i dont give up”
do shooting stars even work?
this is useless
i can see the sun
in the corner of my eye
i sit here
looking...
on the cold bathroom floor
holding tears in my eyes
wondering
when will things get better?
i sit here
on the cooling grass
the moon is looking at me
maybe if i lay here
i’ll disappear
theres a storm in my head
lighting & thunder
i’m getting tired
i lay here
i see a shooting star
i close my eyes
to grant a wish
“help me so i dont give up”
do shooting stars even work?
this is useless
i can see the sun
in the corner of my eye
i sit here
looking...
#depression
#loneliness
#SelfHarm
#disappointment
#hurt
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hopefully.
im trying my best
why cant anyone see that?
im stressing
please just hug me
tell me it’ll be alright
tell me that your proud of me
please just notice
that im hurting so much
hopefully one day you’ll understand
im so lonely
i have no one to tell that too
im drowing
in the waves of my emotions
im crying so much
i cant stop
it feels like im screaming for help
but no one hears me
hopefully one day you’ll hear my screams
everything and anything
seems pointless
like my life ...
why cant anyone see that?
im stressing
please just hug me
tell me it’ll be alright
tell me that your proud of me
please just notice
that im hurting so much
hopefully one day you’ll understand
im so lonely
i have no one to tell that too
im drowing
in the waves of my emotions
im crying so much
i cant stop
it feels like im screaming for help
but no one hears me
hopefully one day you’ll hear my screams
everything and anything
seems pointless
like my life ...
#depression
#loneliness
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#hurt
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just a fool
it sucks doesn’t it?
to be under the impression that
someone actually cared for you
i really fell for your lies
god was i foolish
how could i not realize
since the beginning
may of 2020
its almost been 2 years
im so attached
im such a idiot
how could i fall in love with the same guy as you
how could i ever open up about it
i miss you so goddamn much
but i don’t even know why
you laughed at me for crying
but i helped you when you were
I’ve wrote you paragraphs when you felt like killing yourself
but...
to be under the impression that
someone actually cared for you
i really fell for your lies
god was i foolish
how could i not realize
since the beginning
may of 2020
its almost been 2 years
im so attached
im such a idiot
how could i fall in love with the same guy as you
how could i ever open up about it
i miss you so goddamn much
but i don’t even know why
you laughed at me for crying
but i helped you when you were
I’ve wrote you paragraphs when you felt like killing yourself
but...
#sadness
#dark
#lies
#betrayal
#suicide
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