Submissions by Queen_of_darkness
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
please let me take you to a world that you have never been before, let me show you that there are no remedies for insanity. from sexual desires to self-mutilation.....from being in love to murdering your lover
what we don't say that's on our mind
what do i say
open my brain
im in so much pain
secret hearts fly with one another
from distance, they kiss each other
wounds close up with the presence of their love
i love so much because she's the only one i let know who i am
i like that i don't have to play pretend
music and memory is why im not dead
but now she is all i have left
open my brain
im in so much pain
secret hearts fly with one another
from distance, they kiss each other
wounds close up with the presence of their love
i love so much because she's the only one i let know who i am
i like that i don't have to play pretend
music and memory is why im not dead
but now she is all i have left
#love
#lesbian
#relationships
496 reads
1 Comment
bleeding chest
push away
look away
smiles fade
no more laughs
no more games
sunlight, i miss you
darkness is all I've been through
fading is what i do
yellow roses
blue sunset
heart ripped right open
clouded mindset
not awoken
feeling broken
eyes blinded
tired of fighting
another argument
now you're yelling
still hoping
love growing
now awoken
please god don't leave me broken
so unhappy
i need therapy
come and heal me
for this insanity
look away
smiles fade
no more laughs
no more games
sunlight, i miss you
darkness is all I've been through
fading is what i do
yellow roses
blue sunset
heart ripped right open
clouded mindset
not awoken
feeling broken
eyes blinded
tired of fighting
another argument
now you're yelling
still hoping
love growing
now awoken
please god don't leave me broken
so unhappy
i need therapy
come and heal me
for this insanity
#relationships
#conflict
#confusion #FeelingLost
#confusion #FeelingLost
363 reads
1 Comment
the smell of flesh, is the corrupted hearts
broken sunflowers
petals falling on the floor
hunger for death grows more and more
winter summers all the same
each water drop eventually breaks
fire eating the forest
eyes watching over it
no whispers at all about the blood covering the walls
dreams crashing down
reaching for lost feathers
taken by the wind
leaves wounds open
hunters sacrificing the dear's heart
villagers watching from afar
reaching for feathers make them fly further away
blood in the river stops the pain
petals falling on the floor
hunger for death grows more and more
winter summers all the same
each water drop eventually breaks
fire eating the forest
eyes watching over it
no whispers at all about the blood covering the walls
dreams crashing down
reaching for lost feathers
taken by the wind
leaves wounds open
hunters sacrificing the dear's heart
villagers watching from afar
reaching for feathers make them fly further away
blood in the river stops the pain
#depression
#death
#suicide
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
459 reads
2 Comments
the letter from the master
#lust
#lesbian
#sex
#erotic
#BDSM
867 reads
3 Comments
cut depression on the tongue and choke up blood
water enters the lungs
im so close to giving up
reaching for white feathers that float further away
kisses in dreamland on a summer day
a starving white bird can't fly away
soaring through the sky would help from feeling this way
sleep in the dark on bright sunny days
oh sweet depression im so tired of feeling this way
im so close to giving up
reaching for white feathers that float further away
kisses in dreamland on a summer day
a starving white bird can't fly away
soaring through the sky would help from feeling this way
sleep in the dark on bright sunny days
oh sweet depression im so tired of feeling this way
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#emptiness
434 reads
2 Comments
we die from what's inside
feathers are floating on summer's breath
white lily pads soaking in muddy water
shallow waters deep into the souls
eyes touch the devil's home
dark hands in and out the mind
wonders what the blood hides
oh sweet lily pad you've soaked up muddy water
dirty holes in broken arms
trip off the mind
fucked by the heart
eat 10,000 soldiers and give the bones to Cerberus
take my own blood and write your name with it
spell it letter by letter
eu
...
white lily pads soaking in muddy water
shallow waters deep into the souls
eyes touch the devil's home
dark hands in and out the mind
wonders what the blood hides
oh sweet lily pad you've soaked up muddy water
dirty holes in broken arms
trip off the mind
fucked by the heart
eat 10,000 soldiers and give the bones to Cerberus
take my own blood and write your name with it
spell it letter by letter
eu
...
#love
#grief
#heartbroken
#death
#drugs
434 reads
5 Comments
Abuse. IF THE DEMONS ATE MY BRAIN
whips on my brain like scars on my back
a million slaves know the sound of that
eating at my soul as the scale calls me fat
screams burn my ears and my heartbeat race
as the demons in my head come out and look me in the face
danger in my mind but my eyes tell a lie
leave me with confusion and questioning why
darkness is entering the corners of my room
floods blood and fear into my soul
thoughts of the dead will make my mind their home
anxiety eating at the stomach so i threw up blood...
a million slaves know the sound of that
eating at my soul as the scale calls me fat
screams burn my ears and my heartbeat race
as the demons in my head come out and look me in the face
danger in my mind but my eyes tell a lie
leave me with confusion and questioning why
darkness is entering the corners of my room
floods blood and fear into my soul
thoughts of the dead will make my mind their home
anxiety eating at the stomach so i threw up blood...
#dark
#bipolar
#MentalHealth #PTSD
#MentalHealth #PTSD
438 reads
1 Comment
mentally unstable
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#death
#suicide
523 reads
rejection between the eyes in the brain
touch me
I may shudder away or move closer
hold me
I may fight to get away or stay in your embrace
rejection
each decision I make plays apart in this game
sex
rough or gentle made to give pleasure
love
a passion within intimacy or blind stupidity on a journey to our fate
kiss
sweet affection on the skin or residence with hate
between my eyes, there is confusion in my brain
kiss of the night or shall I pull away
whisper my name and i may look away
sweet embers with rejection filled with pain
...
I may shudder away or move closer
hold me
I may fight to get away or stay in your embrace
rejection
each decision I make plays apart in this game
sex
rough or gentle made to give pleasure
love
a passion within intimacy or blind stupidity on a journey to our fate
kiss
sweet affection on the skin or residence with hate
between my eyes, there is confusion in my brain
kiss of the night or shall I pull away
whisper my name and i may look away
sweet embers with rejection filled with pain
...
#anxiety
#ILoveYou
#MentalHealth
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
431 reads
1 Comment
shame written in blood on the family
wrong or right
fight or flight
a kiss goodnight or a run in the midnight sky
you decide
i smile and stand beside this lion
hearing those words have me crying
but silence will keep me fighting
a survivor of life when all you want is death
given something so cruel made you broken within
you're a child who needs help
but the hands that aim towards you only drag you down
your pure and innocent but those who are corrupted broke you within
then looks at you like a fire
destroying life when desired
they call you a liar...
fight or flight
a kiss goodnight or a run in the midnight sky
you decide
i smile and stand beside this lion
hearing those words have me crying
but silence will keep me fighting
a survivor of life when all you want is death
given something so cruel made you broken within
you're a child who needs help
but the hands that aim towards you only drag you down
your pure and innocent but those who are corrupted broke you within
then looks at you like a fire
destroying life when desired
they call you a liar...
#love
#depression
#family
#abuse
#MentalHealth
368 reads
1 Comment
own me master
#lust
#BDSM
#threesome
#dirty
#bisexual
1256 reads
7 Comments
the violence in my silence
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide
#MentalHealth
#hurt
585 reads
1 Comment
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