rejection between the eyes in the brain

touch me
I may shudder away or move closer
hold me
I may fight to get away or stay in your embrace
rejection
each decision I make plays apart in this game

sex
rough or gentle made to give pleasure
love
a passion within intimacy or blind stupidity on a journey to our fate
kiss
sweet affection on the skin or residence with hate

between my eyes, there is confusion in my brain
kiss of the night or shall I pull away
whisper my name and i may look away
sweet embers with rejection filled with pain

water wrapped with secrets
i wish i felt the same
the girl i was out grew the pain
the women i am feels the need to fade
i wonder will i ever be the same

while you listen to my tears fade
sweet nothings in ears go away
summer sadness all the same
while rejection between my eyes in my brain