Submissions by Queen_of_darkness
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
please let me take you to a world that you have never been before, let me show you that there are no remedies for insanity. from sexual desires to self-mutilation.....from being in love to murdering your lover
If death was a game we'd all play
#depression
#loneliness
#suicide #bipolar
#suicide #bipolar
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Master’s naughty bitch
#lesbian
#erotic
#BDSM #dirty
#BDSM #dirty
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Parasite...how you ate up my life
The blood that spills from my gut turned the floor black
Little children laughing behind my back
Whispers within the walls filled my ears
The knife that I held I used to kill
Those empty promises you fed me
I cut open with my knife
As the blood spilled from my gut I took a look inside
Nothing but rotten bones turning black
Worms that were consuming what was left of my flesh
Oh you ate up my heart
What a parasite you are
Little children laughing behind my back
Whispers within the walls filled my ears
The knife that I held I used to kill
Those empty promises you fed me
I cut open with my knife
As the blood spilled from my gut I took a look inside
Nothing but rotten bones turning black
Worms that were consuming what was left of my flesh
Oh you ate up my heart
What a parasite you are
#depression
#dark
#murder
#death
#MentalHealth
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Blood from my fingertips to my toes
The sound rushes to my ears
Slight movement until clothes disappear
Blurry eyes looking into the dark sky
Breathing in cold air
The sun has disappeared
What's in the darkness is what to be feared
Heart beating fast, but that won't last
Smell the cold ice that hangs off the grass
Deep breaths it's okay, you're doing what needs to be done on a Monday
Trying to fit into small spaces with lots of body's
Nothing but faceless voices fill the room, can't recognize if you see them on a regular day basis
The body trying to shut...
Slight movement until clothes disappear
Blurry eyes looking into the dark sky
Breathing in cold air
The sun has disappeared
What's in the darkness is what to be feared
Heart beating fast, but that won't last
Smell the cold ice that hangs off the grass
Deep breaths it's okay, you're doing what needs to be done on a Monday
Trying to fit into small spaces with lots of body's
Nothing but faceless voices fill the room, can't recognize if you see them on a regular day basis
The body trying to shut...
#anxiety
#depression
#LGBT
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
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Survival
The fire that swelled my belly
The emptiness that compelled me
The blood that flooded through me
The greatest pain of all
The darkness that stained the white walls
The reflection that bleed
The spell on the dead
The broken smiles on a photo
Walking on eggshells
The flood in my room
The emotions I've been through
The hate I felt
The fucking smell
All gone with a smile
The light of my world
The step into fresh air
And...
The emptiness that compelled me
The blood that flooded through me
The greatest pain of all
The darkness that stained the white walls
The reflection that bleed
The spell on the dead
The broken smiles on a photo
Walking on eggshells
The flood in my room
The emotions I've been through
The hate I felt
The fucking smell
All gone with a smile
The light of my world
The step into fresh air
And...
#love
#relationships
#LGBT
#LifeStruggles
#homelessness
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who woke the dead
the dead hunts us
the fear that lore us
what pain that craves us
the cold air on my lips
the world spins as i sit
demons enter my mind
but this time i decide not to hide
the blood starts to drip
these white walls are covered in shit
the darkness start to flow
finally the dead has awoke
i feel the vibrations of your steps
everyone in this room is now dead
i look up at my hands
and then i realize
it is not them but I who is the demon
the fear that lore us
what pain that craves us
the cold air on my lips
the world spins as i sit
demons enter my mind
but this time i decide not to hide
the blood starts to drip
these white walls are covered in shit
the darkness start to flow
finally the dead has awoke
i feel the vibrations of your steps
everyone in this room is now dead
i look up at my hands
and then i realize
it is not them but I who is the demon
#dark
#death
#evil #devil
#evil #devil
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changed my life
she shook the ground beneath my feet
my mind became complete
i knew no one could hurt me
her smiled picked up my world
the way she touched me made my toes curl
her eyes were so sweet
and i knew she loved me
every painful word they said she stood in front of me
taking all the heat so i could be free
she took me away from defeat
she took me off the streets
then had her family heal me
im so happy to be me
i am grown
i am free
she changed my life
she changed me
my mind became complete
i knew no one could hurt me
her smiled picked up my world
the way she touched me made my toes curl
her eyes were so sweet
and i knew she loved me
every painful word they said she stood in front of me
taking all the heat so i could be free
she took me away from defeat
she took me off the streets
then had her family heal me
im so happy to be me
i am grown
i am free
she changed my life
she changed me
#love
#lesbian
#relationships
#LGBT
#FallingInLove
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unhappy
i can't make you happy
so i left
a dream that felt like theft
ate up all the love and respect
so i slept
ate nothing but rest
hating who i am is what's for the best
so i slept
so i left
a dream that felt like theft
ate up all the love and respect
so i slept
ate nothing but rest
hating who i am is what's for the best
so i slept
#anxiety
#depression
#heartbroken #MentalHealth
#heartbroken #MentalHealth
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she bit off the hand that whipped me
I don't want to be his therapist
they smiled with guilt
why must i be the one who is whipped with his mental health
they walked away and went through their day
leave me alone i wanted to say
but i am there to be his abused slave
they went on with their lives
while i was stuck with him by my side
he is yours not mine
i almost choked and died
i hate him
i hate this life
i will escape
to a home that is mine
i will run
i will fight ...
they smiled with guilt
why must i be the one who is whipped with his mental health
they walked away and went through their day
leave me alone i wanted to say
but i am there to be his abused slave
they went on with their lives
while i was stuck with him by my side
he is yours not mine
i almost choked and died
i hate him
i hate this life
i will escape
to a home that is mine
i will run
i will fight ...
#anger
#anxiety
#abuse #MentalHealth
#abuse #MentalHealth
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
no voices are heard
wishing the day can be reversed
i wish i was a bird
holding my hands to my chest
crying in silence
help me not to feel this pain
show me what i love the most
show me your body
as i sob in the dark
have i always been this down?
no questions to be asked
no words can be said
as the voices creep out of my head
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" they said
wishing the day can be reversed
i wish i was a bird
holding my hands to my chest
crying in silence
help me not to feel this pain
show me what i love the most
show me your body
as i sob in the dark
have i always been this down?
no questions to be asked
no words can be said
as the voices creep out of my head
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" they said
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #emptiness
#loneliness #emptiness
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love can be painful
deep within her core
flows a heavy set of darkness
all the mistakes she's made
wondering why she stills breathe
love is something that always broke her down
she keeps fighting for that future
a broken heart awaits her
distance eat at her
she looks around and wonders who hears her
these bloody roses on top of white ones
that's how deep her scars run
she's an abused lion and that's why no one likes us
don't stop loving me
I'll give whatever I can
she eats from my hand
but I've never made her beg ...
flows a heavy set of darkness
all the mistakes she's made
wondering why she stills breathe
love is something that always broke her down
she keeps fighting for that future
a broken heart awaits her
distance eat at her
she looks around and wonders who hears her
these bloody roses on top of white ones
that's how deep her scars run
she's an abused lion and that's why no one likes us
don't stop loving me
I'll give whatever I can
she eats from my hand
but I've never made her beg ...
#sadness
#love
#ImSorry
#emotional
#hurt
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they gave me a smile so i gave it right back
my pulse begins
heartrate never ends
eyes looking it starts the game
smile for a smile
of course, I'll play
laughter no games
jokes all-day
so weird
so unexpected
yet im willing to see
what this new adventure has to offer me
each joke
each laugh
makes me forget
how weird is that
enjoying my art
saying it's good
i wonder what would happen if i let you see what's under my hood
nervous but good
funny as you should
smiling and forgetting
no need to hold...
heartrate never ends
eyes looking it starts the game
smile for a smile
of course, I'll play
laughter no games
jokes all-day
so weird
so unexpected
yet im willing to see
what this new adventure has to offer me
each joke
each laugh
makes me forget
how weird is that
enjoying my art
saying it's good
i wonder what would happen if i let you see what's under my hood
nervous but good
funny as you should
smiling and forgetting
no need to hold...
#happiness
#hope
#relationships #lover
#relationships #lover
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