Submissions by PunkJunkie926

Friday night rain pouring down there’s no one insight there’s no one around      Wishing this storm in my head would just clear  up now. I never knew that being alone would be this lonely. Sitting at the bottom of the pit where all the snakes and spiders sit, Knowing I don’t belong here living like one of them. Have you ever thought about the way you thought as a kid,      always goes away your dreams, your goals they seem to always desepate. into thin air will you be there when it all goes down when he comes down wearing a gold diamond in crested crown?                        

If I could put my world in words id start by saying sorry for not listening to my heart and for letting my mind take hold, I wish I could figure out why we dream as a child when everything seems so possible when there is nothing at all that could keep from stopping you from making childhood dreams come an everyday reality.      And why those dreams dissolve from the troubles and changes  that life has in store with no explanation. I wish I knew.
I wish I could slow it down and take a look around      to try to figure out what im doing here day in and day out I feel like I’m a slow burning...

The pain of addiction is an emotional infliction.                    It starts at the center of your core, first its fun then turns to bore. Headaches,Shakes,and bathroom breaks,only to realize Lastnight's fun is your vomit on the floor.Family and Friends are emotionally paralized, even when your not loaded they see it in your eyes. Sobriety what the hell is that? I have screwed up enough why would God give me my life back?