Submissions by Pixxell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I change how people think for im not the only misfit
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Feb 2013 2:18am
12th Feb 2013 2:18am
helping hands
Im here to take you away
To live without so much fear
And help you stay alive
So take my hand
Well take what you need
But leave without saying any apologies
For they are the ones
For they are the ones that should be saying them
Trust me kid
I help others in your position all the time
For I doent want you
To be on the suicide list
For they'de find you on the floor
And wouldent care any less
For I know what they do
From the screaming and your crying at night
To the bruises and cuts you cover up
I even know of
THe suicide...
To live without so much fear
And help you stay alive
So take my hand
Well take what you need
But leave without saying any apologies
For they are the ones
For they are the ones that should be saying them
Trust me kid
I help others in your position all the time
For I doent want you
To be on the suicide list
For they'de find you on the floor
And wouldent care any less
For I know what they do
From the screaming and your crying at night
To the bruises and cuts you cover up
I even know of
THe suicide...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Oct 2012 00:59am
29th Oct 2012 00:59am
Lock it out
The ground I stand on is crumbling
The voices have returned
The pain within is monstrous
The people around me
So arrogant and foolish
My melody struggling to be hears
So cold so cold
Around me
But my minds dancing in an inferno
Nothing matters on the outside
Only cruel intentions fall apon this body
The soul im said to have
Never existed
I cut the world away
And painted it all black
For everyone wants to dim
My light
Scence it burns so brightly
Resonating way poast its existance
They push past bounds
There trying...
The voices have returned
The pain within is monstrous
The people around me
So arrogant and foolish
My melody struggling to be hears
So cold so cold
Around me
But my minds dancing in an inferno
Nothing matters on the outside
Only cruel intentions fall apon this body
The soul im said to have
Never existed
I cut the world away
And painted it all black
For everyone wants to dim
My light
Scence it burns so brightly
Resonating way poast its existance
They push past bounds
There trying...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2012 8:13pm
25th Oct 2012 8:13pm
Leave me hanging on
Just give it to me now
All of it
Shove it down my throat
Make me bleed within
Push me til I cut apart my skin
Its all coming out now
Every cup every drop
My vains running dry
My vision fading out
My heart stops beating
Lights dim but blinding
I sware im dead
But the hand thats holding me and crying
Is well alove I see
I see the trace of family
That left already
Just A card or two
And worried in the air
But my lover that I thaught so little of
Is still here
Still holding on to me
Hoping that ill wake and be ok
All of it
Shove it down my throat
Make me bleed within
Push me til I cut apart my skin
Its all coming out now
Every cup every drop
My vains running dry
My vision fading out
My heart stops beating
Lights dim but blinding
I sware im dead
But the hand thats holding me and crying
Is well alove I see
I see the trace of family
That left already
Just A card or two
And worried in the air
But my lover that I thaught so little of
Is still here
Still holding on to me
Hoping that ill wake and be ok
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Oct 2012 6:54pm
6th Oct 2012 6:54pm
Hees to you
I'm looking for myself
Trying to get more
From myself and my
Self inflicted pleasure
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Nothing I do makes me want to stop
This pleasure I make
Makes me feel supreme
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Im loking for myself
Because noone else will
Give me the understanding
To finally accept me
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It hurts that im all alone
In A world full of hate
And im about to give up
At this rate
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Im looking for myself
Because...
Trying to get more
From myself and my
Self inflicted pleasure
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Nothing I do makes me want to stop
This pleasure I make
Makes me feel supreme
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Im loking for myself
Because noone else will
Give me the understanding
To finally accept me
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It hurts that im all alone
In A world full of hate
And im about to give up
At this rate
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Im looking for myself
Because...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Oct 2012 6:53pm
6th Oct 2012 6:53pm
Freedom
Apon this ground I stand
My voice is so perfuse
My body's no longer what you used to see
Controled by my inner mind
That you call A razor
I put tatoos in my skin
Gayges in my ears
Make up on my face
Paint on my nails
And color in my silky hair
The black dress snug apon me
With A low cut front and sexy back lace
Platforms with straps n buckles
And colorfull high legged socks
Rings that remind me who I am
Bracelets that are silent and rubber
But so pretty on me
And an old pendon to keep music
Out of my head
For...
My voice is so perfuse
My body's no longer what you used to see
Controled by my inner mind
That you call A razor
I put tatoos in my skin
Gayges in my ears
Make up on my face
Paint on my nails
And color in my silky hair
The black dress snug apon me
With A low cut front and sexy back lace
Platforms with straps n buckles
And colorfull high legged socks
Rings that remind me who I am
Bracelets that are silent and rubber
But so pretty on me
And an old pendon to keep music
Out of my head
For...
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2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jul 2012 6:53am
29th Jul 2012 6:53am
Silent thoughts
The truth is not always clear to those of whick seak it
Nor is everything as simple as the words on this page
That you see in black and wight
Nor is good nor evil ever correct
In the constant ways it is foretold
More or less it is just bound
Between the construct of reality and those that hold the power
Those that stray from the path they were put apon
Are not always A fool that they are seen to be
So is ones personal thaughts more important
Than the grand desighn that was drawn out
Hundreds of years agown by those of which are no longer living...
Nor is everything as simple as the words on this page
That you see in black and wight
Nor is good nor evil ever correct
In the constant ways it is foretold
More or less it is just bound
Between the construct of reality and those that hold the power
Those that stray from the path they were put apon
Are not always A fool that they are seen to be
So is ones personal thaughts more important
Than the grand desighn that was drawn out
Hundreds of years agown by those of which are no longer living...
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STORY POEM
Published
24th Jul 2012 5:08pm
24th Jul 2012 5:08pm
So louds
As I wait for the sand of the hour glass in my head to drop
I think n thing n continue to blink
The light have went out
Where are you now
Seems like you were talking to loud
Who are you now
Can you feal it as we call you out
Right infront of this croud
If you woent show your face
Then forever shut your mouth n drift away from this place
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Now the stars have come out way past the hour
Now you arrive n ask for one last kiss under this luner eclipse
All i can say is that this cant be ur last dance...
I think n thing n continue to blink
The light have went out
Where are you now
Seems like you were talking to loud
Who are you now
Can you feal it as we call you out
Right infront of this croud
If you woent show your face
Then forever shut your mouth n drift away from this place
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Now the stars have come out way past the hour
Now you arrive n ask for one last kiss under this luner eclipse
All i can say is that this cant be ur last dance...
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2012 5:24am
2nd Jun 2012 5:24am
suicide n murder
So much anger deep inside
I doent know all the reasons why
It is so much
It would never fit in the deepest of cups
I just want to stand alone
Away from all the people
Away from all the watch full eyes
For ill turn the metal up
Make it blast loud
So if you know I hate you
Stay away
For you'll never go home
You'll dig your own grave
N dig it deep you will
So doent make this
More complicated than it must be
For i have coffins
And an iron maiden hidden in the basement
N if i cant hold no longer
I have the rope tied...
I doent know all the reasons why
It is so much
It would never fit in the deepest of cups
I just want to stand alone
Away from all the people
Away from all the watch full eyes
For ill turn the metal up
Make it blast loud
So if you know I hate you
Stay away
For you'll never go home
You'll dig your own grave
N dig it deep you will
So doent make this
More complicated than it must be
For i have coffins
And an iron maiden hidden in the basement
N if i cant hold no longer
I have the rope tied...
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1 Comment
DRUGS POEM
Published
7th May 2012 2:45am
7th May 2012 2:45am
FACE IT
Take that needle
Shove it in
Deep underneath that skin
Push that pin
Fill that thrill
Doent live in doubt
Doent pout
You wanna live it up
You never wanna stop
More tricks
More thrills
More chills
More pills
In your mind your searching for a kill
You want more
Give anything for that thrill
Wou will
Sell that skin
To take them pills
Yah I bet you will
But please let your life get real
For I scence your more dead
Than alive
Inside tonight
So please litte girl
Stop them tricks
Stop them...
Shove it in
Deep underneath that skin
Push that pin
Fill that thrill
Doent live in doubt
Doent pout
You wanna live it up
You never wanna stop
More tricks
More thrills
More chills
More pills
In your mind your searching for a kill
You want more
Give anything for that thrill
Wou will
Sell that skin
To take them pills
Yah I bet you will
But please let your life get real
For I scence your more dead
Than alive
Inside tonight
So please litte girl
Stop them tricks
Stop them...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 2:46am
19th Apr 2012 2:46am
Pandamonium
I know the way I left was wrong
But I thaught
I was gunna die
Yes I admit
I slippped out the back
Before they knew I was there
N you are the only one that actualy cared
I just aint no hero
Bu if I was
I still would have times
When ide be scared
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I know you hate me now
For leaving you there
But when the Arbitrary
Decide to cut off your air
ITS ALL OVER
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Cus when this happens
The Arbitors will die
N there will be Pandamonium
Throught the hood...
But I thaught
I was gunna die
Yes I admit
I slippped out the back
Before they knew I was there
N you are the only one that actualy cared
I just aint no hero
Bu if I was
I still would have times
When ide be scared
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I know you hate me now
For leaving you there
But when the Arbitrary
Decide to cut off your air
ITS ALL OVER
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Cus when this happens
The Arbitors will die
N there will be Pandamonium
Throught the hood...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Apr 2012 2:18am
19th Apr 2012 2:18am
WHAT
I like
Dark clothes <> Piercings <> Gages
Sick dreams <> Dyed hair <> Nightmares
I love to party hard
Late into the night
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I call myself a misfit
They call me A fag
Just because
I have long hair
N write poetry and suicide noted
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I hang with my lover
I hate the world
I got love on my fucking crew
I got scars on my back
And im still singing to you
So now
What do I feel
What do I say
In the end I go away
Dark clothes <> Piercings <> Gages
Sick dreams <> Dyed hair <> Nightmares
I love to party hard
Late into the night
<> <> <> <>
I call myself a misfit
They call me A fag
Just because
I have long hair
N write poetry and suicide noted
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I hang with my lover
I hate the world
I got love on my fucking crew
I got scars on my back
And im still singing to you
So now
What do I feel
What do I say
In the end I go away
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3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th Apr 2012 3:44am
6th Apr 2012 3:44am
Dreams
These dreams
They fill me
They hurt me
I hold her
It makes me want
To reach out n take her back
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I wake like i was holding her
Like she was right there
In my arms that night
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Make me want
Make me weep
N rush to my feet
Like she's somewhere out there
Lying in the cold streets
But I stay n lay there
N rush back to sleep
To hold her close to me
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Thats the only time
Ill ever see
My little Elenore
They fill me
They hurt me
I hold her
It makes me want
To reach out n take her back
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I wake like i was holding her
Like she was right there
In my arms that night
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Make me want
Make me weep
N rush to my feet
Like she's somewhere out there
Lying in the cold streets
But I stay n lay there
N rush back to sleep
To hold her close to me
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Thats the only time
Ill ever see
My little Elenore
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