Freedom

Apon this ground I stand
My voice is so perfuse
My body's no longer what you used to see
Controled by my inner mind
That you call A razor
I put tatoos in my skin
Gayges in my ears
Make up on my face
Paint on my nails
And color in my silky hair
The black dress snug apon me
With A low cut front and sexy back lace
Platforms with straps n buckles
And colorfull  high legged socks
Rings that remind me who I am
Bracelets that are silent and rubber
But so pretty on me
And an old pendon to keep music
Out of my head
For tonight is th first night
That I go out alone
My friends gone home
That helped me so mutch
My family thinks im dead
Well most of them anyway
Explaining to others willl be difficult one day
But tonight im finaly me
Finaly healed
Some scars reamain
But they make me happy when I feel them
I walk to the bar to have a lone drink
And show my young gothic body off
Tonight will be funn
Might even make a new friend
Or scare some people to death
But im finaly me im Elenore
The one and only
The girl that is still young
That had her biggest dream come through
Not mutch from the past but
A few wort pictures of a crazy boy
And tickets to all the concerts
That she wasen seen as
Even though she was there