Submissions by Passiflora
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
2nd Mar 2015 8:36pm
2nd Mar 2015 8:36pm
My Answer
Sorry for the silence. I guess it's kinda ironic since my goal was to try to make it easier by not leading you on, but inevitably I made it worse...I'm in love with someone else, and no matter what you think of me that doesn't change so easily.. I'm sorry for any pain I may have/might cause you, and I hope you will give your affection to someone more deserving. I hope for everyone's happiness, so I wouldn't hold it against you if you got over me quickly. But it is flattering to think you see me in a positive light; I'm glad if I impacted your life in a positive way... And it makes me happy to...
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Feb 2015 10:04pm
18th Feb 2015 10:04pm
The Beast Is Dead (simple statement)
I'm no longer alone,
because I have E.
Short and sweet
this may be.
But he knows how I feel,
so an epic love story isn't in need.
The Beast is dead.
I will never again be alone.
(may continue this idea later, but I just wanted to say that love somehow was able to kill this beast.)
because I have E.
Short and sweet
this may be.
But he knows how I feel,
so an epic love story isn't in need.
The Beast is dead.
I will never again be alone.
(may continue this idea later, but I just wanted to say that love somehow was able to kill this beast.)
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Sep 2014 9:47pm
26th Sep 2014 9:47pm
Nothing is as simple as Black or White
Sometimes I wonder, "what was the point?"
of me just keeping everything to myself for so long,
if everyone I had tried so hard to protect
wound up getting hurt in the end.
Its not exactly the best feeling in the world
for your younger brother to find out the reason
of why you used to cry so much at night.
(And it was absolutely infuriating,
when people would confront my brother
about my imperfections.
I was never approachable,
but he was..but this is off topic)
And it felt horrible
for people to either think of me as a...
of me just keeping everything to myself for so long,
if everyone I had tried so hard to protect
wound up getting hurt in the end.
Its not exactly the best feeling in the world
for your younger brother to find out the reason
of why you used to cry so much at night.
(And it was absolutely infuriating,
when people would confront my brother
about my imperfections.
I was never approachable,
but he was..but this is off topic)
And it felt horrible
for people to either think of me as a...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2014 3:20am
23rd Sep 2014 3:20am
You don't even know...
You think
that you were just knocking on a door
until I finally answered?
You think that I never
should have gotten back together
with you the past summer?
You don't even know..
You don't even know how deeply in love with you I was.
If you were just there
to fill the void
then I would have dumped you long ago.
You WERE the guy of my dreams
I REALLY did want to spend my life with you.
And EVEN WHEN YOU CHANGED, I still wanted to try and make it work
Through thick and thin
for better or worse..
I wanted...
that you were just knocking on a door
until I finally answered?
You think that I never
should have gotten back together
with you the past summer?
You don't even know..
You don't even know how deeply in love with you I was.
If you were just there
to fill the void
then I would have dumped you long ago.
You WERE the guy of my dreams
I REALLY did want to spend my life with you.
And EVEN WHEN YOU CHANGED, I still wanted to try and make it work
Through thick and thin
for better or worse..
I wanted...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
16th Sep 2014 2:24am
16th Sep 2014 2:24am
Snooze Button
I want
to hear you moan my name
when I go down on you.
Starting out slow,
moving in an almost rhythmic way
then faster
and faster
until I taste you...
I've finished
but when I look at you
all I can do is blush..
the way you stare at me,
longing with need and want..
How could I not blush?
You pull me against you
and just as you whisper in my ear..
My alarm goes off,
and yet again I hit the snooze
over and over again
until you get to hear me moan your name.
to hear you moan my name
when I go down on you.
Starting out slow,
moving in an almost rhythmic way
then faster
and faster
until I taste you...
I've finished
but when I look at you
all I can do is blush..
the way you stare at me,
longing with need and want..
How could I not blush?
You pull me against you
and just as you whisper in my ear..
My alarm goes off,
and yet again I hit the snooze
over and over again
until you get to hear me moan your name.
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
12th Sep 2014 9:25pm
12th Sep 2014 9:25pm
I have no reason to lie (part 2)
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
12th Sep 2014 7:14pm
12th Sep 2014 7:14pm
I have no reason to lie
I'm not a liar
and for anyone to even think that I would lie about being raped..
it really hurts..
Anyone who is such a jackass to hear a rape story
and then naturally believe it wasn't true
is someone I would like to punch,
and if it wasn't me they weren't believing
I would have.
I never wanted my story to get out,
I didn't want anyone else to get hurt.
But now that it has, I'm not going to deny it..
I'm not a liar, and I don't want the attention.
So i just try to avoid mentioning it...
More often than not
I lie to...
and for anyone to even think that I would lie about being raped..
it really hurts..
Anyone who is such a jackass to hear a rape story
and then naturally believe it wasn't true
is someone I would like to punch,
and if it wasn't me they weren't believing
I would have.
I never wanted my story to get out,
I didn't want anyone else to get hurt.
But now that it has, I'm not going to deny it..
I'm not a liar, and I don't want the attention.
So i just try to avoid mentioning it...
More often than not
I lie to...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Sep 2014 8:37pm
8th Sep 2014 8:37pm
What I did for you
I loved you without a penny to your name
I was a friend to you when you needed one
I listened to you and your rants
I was there for you during your parents' divorce
I loved you even when you were an ass
I gave you a home when you had nowhere else to go
I stayed with you after you raped me, hoping you'd change
I cried with you when I confronted you on the rape
I cried with you when your cats died
I begged your forgiveness when I should have just walked away
I worked damn hard to make you feel special and loved
I was honest with you when it would have...
I was a friend to you when you needed one
I listened to you and your rants
I was there for you during your parents' divorce
I loved you even when you were an ass
I gave you a home when you had nowhere else to go
I stayed with you after you raped me, hoping you'd change
I cried with you when I confronted you on the rape
I cried with you when your cats died
I begged your forgiveness when I should have just walked away
I worked damn hard to make you feel special and loved
I was honest with you when it would have...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Aug 2014 9:32pm
7th Aug 2014 9:32pm
The path I choose
I stare at my ceiling
watching the fan as it spins.
Always the same direction
same speed
never changing
unlike myself.
My direction constantly changes.
"Should I fall in love or be alone?"
"Should I devote myself to a faith or continue questioning?"
"Should I do this or forget that?"
I can spend hours pondering these questions,
making my course go back and forth
like the waves along the shoreline.
My speed is just as inconsistent.
Sometimes I'll stop
and enjoy the moment I live in,
while...
watching the fan as it spins.
Always the same direction
same speed
never changing
unlike myself.
My direction constantly changes.
"Should I fall in love or be alone?"
"Should I devote myself to a faith or continue questioning?"
"Should I do this or forget that?"
I can spend hours pondering these questions,
making my course go back and forth
like the waves along the shoreline.
My speed is just as inconsistent.
Sometimes I'll stop
and enjoy the moment I live in,
while...
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ANGER POEM
Published
7th Aug 2014 8:53pm
7th Aug 2014 8:53pm
Unrealistic Expectations
I've lied
cussed
cheated
masturbated
sexted
hurt others
been selfish before
judged
procrastinated and slacked off
BUT
I'm human
and I try damn hard
to make up for my faults and mistakes
EVERYDAY
I also exercise
cook
forgive others
work hard
love children and animals
I'm smart
awkward
nice
loyal
sorta cute
and a little geeky
No one is perfect
and I NEVER want to be.
I don't expect anyone or anything
to be perfect.
I'm just sick and tired
of everyone...
cussed
cheated
masturbated
sexted
hurt others
been selfish before
judged
procrastinated and slacked off
BUT
I'm human
and I try damn hard
to make up for my faults and mistakes
EVERYDAY
I also exercise
cook
forgive others
work hard
love children and animals
I'm smart
awkward
nice
loyal
sorta cute
and a little geeky
No one is perfect
and I NEVER want to be.
I don't expect anyone or anything
to be perfect.
I'm just sick and tired
of everyone...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th May 2014 10:20pm
20th May 2014 10:20pm
I was wrong about you
I thought you were different,
guess I was wrong.
I don't want to be the loyal girl
that you can just string along.
You're fucking her
but you claim to want only me.
So I'm sorry, mister
if I don't want to be a part of this stupid game.
I thought you might really love me.
How cruel
to give me hope
then make me feel like my importance is nothing more than minuscule.
I hate that I'm jealous
of some girl I don't even know,
when i dream of being held in your arms
instead of just standing solo.
I would love to stay...
guess I was wrong.
I don't want to be the loyal girl
that you can just string along.
You're fucking her
but you claim to want only me.
So I'm sorry, mister
if I don't want to be a part of this stupid game.
I thought you might really love me.
How cruel
to give me hope
then make me feel like my importance is nothing more than minuscule.
I hate that I'm jealous
of some girl I don't even know,
when i dream of being held in your arms
instead of just standing solo.
I would love to stay...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2014 10:19pm
7th May 2014 10:19pm
A Promise of a New Beginning (a.k.a. The Break-Up Anthem)
I felt like I was suffocating,
sinking further and further
into the depths of my own misery.
I felt like an angel
falling from the security and peace
of the heaven she had grown to love,
into the trapping pits of damnation.
I felt so weak,
like the only thing that kept me
from falling apart was my
cowering under another person's support.
But I am not that person anymore.
I am done drowning in my own self-pity,
and letting the dark memories of my past haunt me
until I can cry no more tears.
I am done allowing...
sinking further and further
into the depths of my own misery.
I felt like an angel
falling from the security and peace
of the heaven she had grown to love,
into the trapping pits of damnation.
I felt so weak,
like the only thing that kept me
from falling apart was my
cowering under another person's support.
But I am not that person anymore.
I am done drowning in my own self-pity,
and letting the dark memories of my past haunt me
until I can cry no more tears.
I am done allowing...
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