Submissions by OhSoScandalous
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Jun 2010 5:25am
26th Jun 2010 5:25am
We grew closer only to fall apart
Something was always missing
a piece never quite fit
im finding myself lost in words
that mean everything and nothing at all
i want to be held by you
feel how everything fits perfectly
just lay there and smile,
laugh,
care
somehow when you left
something broke inside
it wasnt my cold little heart
but something bigger,
something that meant more
fixing it with the touch of others
knowing it wont last
this way i wont hurt again
pain is in the past
you brought me something no one else could
happiness...
a piece never quite fit
im finding myself lost in words
that mean everything and nothing at all
i want to be held by you
feel how everything fits perfectly
just lay there and smile,
laugh,
care
somehow when you left
something broke inside
it wasnt my cold little heart
but something bigger,
something that meant more
fixing it with the touch of others
knowing it wont last
this way i wont hurt again
pain is in the past
you brought me something no one else could
happiness...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Jun 2010 4:46am
21st Jun 2010 4:46am
Happy Fathers Day
This is to all the fathers that abandoned their children before this fathers day
i once thought i cared
i once thought i missed you
i wonder what your doing now
i wonder where youve been
how many others are there?
how many brothers and sisters do i not know?
could something have changed the way you left?
something me or momma couldve done?
too bad cause now your gone and youll never have the privledge
of hearing "happy fathers day"
youll never be that man to me
where were you on my first day of school?
what...
i once thought i cared
i once thought i missed you
i wonder what your doing now
i wonder where youve been
how many others are there?
how many brothers and sisters do i not know?
could something have changed the way you left?
something me or momma couldve done?
too bad cause now your gone and youll never have the privledge
of hearing "happy fathers day"
youll never be that man to me
where were you on my first day of school?
what...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Jun 2010 8:07pm
10th Jun 2010 8:07pm
Family
i know theyre all sitting there
speaking things of which they do not know
dangerous depths they reach for
clutching only darkness when they want light
this isnt my life
you have molded me into someone cold and heartless
a shadow of a girl who once loved with a love so pure
a soul nowenveloped in darkness
you reached for the love in me
but only grabbed hatred
you took from me my childhood
my happiness
this smile is now just a line that falters every now and then
but never around you
my guard is always up
the walls i built...
speaking things of which they do not know
dangerous depths they reach for
clutching only darkness when they want light
this isnt my life
you have molded me into someone cold and heartless
a shadow of a girl who once loved with a love so pure
a soul nowenveloped in darkness
you reached for the love in me
but only grabbed hatred
you took from me my childhood
my happiness
this smile is now just a line that falters every now and then
but never around you
my guard is always up
the walls i built...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Jun 2010 5:50am
9th Jun 2010 5:50am
The Sickness Is Growing
i know you see me
hear me
feel me
know me more than i know myself
but you know nothing
yet you know everythingi hate you
all this surpressed anger built up inside
i just want to smash your fucking skull
good thing im not that stupid
its so much easier to take a life
than one would expect
the silent screams that echo through the night
if a tree falls and no ones around to hear it,
then no tree fell.
thats very true
if no one sees your death
you never really died
you never really lived either
tell me a secret...
hear me
feel me
know me more than i know myself
but you know nothing
yet you know everythingi hate you
all this surpressed anger built up inside
i just want to smash your fucking skull
good thing im not that stupid
its so much easier to take a life
than one would expect
the silent screams that echo through the night
if a tree falls and no ones around to hear it,
then no tree fell.
thats very true
if no one sees your death
you never really died
you never really lived either
tell me a secret...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jun 2010 4:00am
8th Jun 2010 4:00am
End of it all
Why is everyone spinning backwards?
the apocolypse of time has reinstated its due date
were all going to die
its about fucking time too
look what youve created
look what youve done
its not right to point fingers
but i cant possibley be responsible for this shit
ive tried to help the world
starting with one person at a time
but what happens when youve sucked in so much pain and angst
your about to just unleash hell on any fucker who crosses you
or even looks at you the wrong way
im ready to start over
give the world a new chance...
the apocolypse of time has reinstated its due date
were all going to die
its about fucking time too
look what youve created
look what youve done
its not right to point fingers
but i cant possibley be responsible for this shit
ive tried to help the world
starting with one person at a time
but what happens when youve sucked in so much pain and angst
your about to just unleash hell on any fucker who crosses you
or even looks at you the wrong way
im ready to start over
give the world a new chance...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Jun 2010 3:56am
8th Jun 2010 3:56am
You pushed me
I feel disgusted by your presence
dont come any closer
im lying here closing my eyes
holding them tighter than ever
this is just a nightmare
just a fucking nightmare
your not real
youve taken everything
ripped apart everything i loved
youve destroyed it and taken what you needed
now im all thats left
if you think itll be easy i promise it wont
you wont leave here unscathed
i used to be afraid of you
but now your just a mental image
embedded im my mind
the thing i see when i sleep
the monster behind closed eyes
...
dont come any closer
im lying here closing my eyes
holding them tighter than ever
this is just a nightmare
just a fucking nightmare
your not real
youve taken everything
ripped apart everything i loved
youve destroyed it and taken what you needed
now im all thats left
if you think itll be easy i promise it wont
you wont leave here unscathed
i used to be afraid of you
but now your just a mental image
embedded im my mind
the thing i see when i sleep
the monster behind closed eyes
...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Jun 2010 5:25am
7th Jun 2010 5:25am
Disgust
i loath the taste of you as you weave your thoughts into my skin
the taste of pure selfishness
but i cant recall one who didnt have such a taste
ill sit here and stare into an empty bottle as you continue to make a fool of yourself
it seems the only fool here is i
yet i am no longer one to be fooled by the trickery of you disgusting pigs
i will still be here untouched by the tint of pain that follows those who fall
i know they all stare
the twist of my heel and flip of my hair
cant you see through it all?
is the drinking and the anger not...
the taste of pure selfishness
but i cant recall one who didnt have such a taste
ill sit here and stare into an empty bottle as you continue to make a fool of yourself
it seems the only fool here is i
yet i am no longer one to be fooled by the trickery of you disgusting pigs
i will still be here untouched by the tint of pain that follows those who fall
i know they all stare
the twist of my heel and flip of my hair
cant you see through it all?
is the drinking and the anger not...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Jun 2010 5:22am
7th Jun 2010 5:22am
Alone
i have you
you, i can touch but not be touched
i can kiss but not be kissed
feel but not be felt
i thought once i didnt need anyone
but the aching feeling of being alone?
its growing and growing to unforseen heightsim trying to rediscover the bliss of loniless
not having to be hurt
building up my walls
in the end theyre just going to be torn down
again and again
ill put my feelings in a little box
dig a hole and bury it deep
so no one can hurt me
i just want happiness
like everyone else
you, i can touch but not be touched
i can kiss but not be kissed
feel but not be felt
i thought once i didnt need anyone
but the aching feeling of being alone?
its growing and growing to unforseen heightsim trying to rediscover the bliss of loniless
not having to be hurt
building up my walls
in the end theyre just going to be torn down
again and again
ill put my feelings in a little box
dig a hole and bury it deep
so no one can hurt me
i just want happiness
like everyone else
835 reads
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