Submissions by Officialkn9ne (Kiki Longmire)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Feb 2019 10:44am
25th Feb 2019 10:44am
I Want Love
I want love; some days I want it so bad it brings me to tears and makes my heart hurt. I’m left with a feeling of emptiness inside my chest and all I can do is kick myself over it. It shakes me to my core and makes me feel like loneliness is just hanging around my shoulder whispering in my ear that I’m not good enough.
I watch happy couples around me smothering each other with love because that’s all single people see, right? Just the happy couples that make it seem like they’ve got it all together and they do a damn good job of making it look that way.
The problem with me is I...
I watch happy couples around me smothering each other with love because that’s all single people see, right? Just the happy couples that make it seem like they’ve got it all together and they do a damn good job of making it look that way.
The problem with me is I...
#teens
#LGBT
#confessional
#TimeHeals
#acceptance
504 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th Sep 2018 9:12pm
11th Sep 2018 9:12pm
Alone
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting, and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you 'what's wrong' and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because, you hope the...
#misunderstood
#frustration
#confusion #SelfReflection
#confusion #SelfReflection
555 reads
3 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th Sep 2018 9:07pm
11th Sep 2018 9:07pm
Save Me
It's like, I want to explain how I feel. I really do, but there are no words in the dictionary for it. It's like their hidden, deep inside the dictionary, so I can't find them and tell everyone who asks, how I really feel. So I cover it with the words that so many people would rather hear. I'm fine, I swear.
If those words were not there stopping me from saying everything and the words in the dictionary came out from their hiding place and helped me. I wouldn't be so sad and quiet and muddled up inside.
Everyone would know I wasn't alright. Everyone would try and save me.
If those words were not there stopping me from saying everything and the words in the dictionary came out from their hiding place and helped me. I wouldn't be so sad and quiet and muddled up inside.
Everyone would know I wasn't alright. Everyone would try and save me.
#sadness
#loneliness
#misunderstood #emotional
#misunderstood #emotional
422 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
5th Sep 2018 6:04pm
5th Sep 2018 6:04pm
Don't Know
They didn’t know that she was planning something. Most people thought she was perfectly fine. She was good at pretending…but some people knew she wasn’t okay but they didn’t realize how bad it was. She would party every weekend. She was border line alcoholic rarely going 48 hours without being 100% sober. She tried finding comfort in anything even if that meant fucking some girl she just met one night while she had been drinking. Everyday was going by as a blur. They didn’t know that she cried herself to sleep every night. They didn’t know that she had practiced cutting herself so many times....
#sadness
#loneliness
#dark
#death
#suicide
431 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Sep 2018 6:00pm
5th Sep 2018 6:00pm
Know Me
How can you say you know me,
When you've only seen my skin,
And not the untamed world I hide,
That's growing deep within,
You haven't heard my ribs all creak,
Behind each planted vine,
Or swum beneath the waterfall,
That cascades down my spine,
You've not been here for a long enough,
To watch a new life start,
Or find the rum-down castle,
Lying just inside my heart,
You haven't climbed the branches,
That are wrapped around each lung,
Swaying with breezes,
That come dancing past my tongue,
Don't mark me with...
When you've only seen my skin,
And not the untamed world I hide,
That's growing deep within,
You haven't heard my ribs all creak,
Behind each planted vine,
Or swum beneath the waterfall,
That cascades down my spine,
You've not been here for a long enough,
To watch a new life start,
Or find the rum-down castle,
Lying just inside my heart,
You haven't climbed the branches,
That are wrapped around each lung,
Swaying with breezes,
That come dancing past my tongue,
Don't mark me with...
#rhyming
#confessional
#WritingPoetry #confusion
#WritingPoetry #confusion
533 reads
3 Comments
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2018 7:53pm
3rd Sep 2018 7:53pm
Crying Out
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be...
#forgiveness
#religion
#God
#Christian
#TimeHeals
427 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
3rd Sep 2018 7:47pm
3rd Sep 2018 7:47pm
Fix Me
I want to cry but there are no tears left.
I want to scream but there was no voice left.
I want to punch but there was no strength left.
I feel like an empty bottle of water, greedily drank by a very thirsty man, who didn't think twice before finishing it all in one sip.
Is that how you feel when you fall in love - absolutely broken?
How can I stop the pain?
Are there any pills or a diet?
If I go to the doctor, will he fix me?
I want to scream but there was no voice left.
I want to punch but there was no strength left.
I feel like an empty bottle of water, greedily drank by a very thirsty man, who didn't think twice before finishing it all in one sip.
Is that how you feel when you fall in love - absolutely broken?
How can I stop the pain?
Are there any pills or a diet?
If I go to the doctor, will he fix me?
#sadness
#confusion
#emptiness
395 reads
1 Comment
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