Submissions by ONYXDARKHAVEN (ONYX DARKHAVEN)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
not going to change
No one listens and I just want to scream
no one can love me for who I am and that’s who I’m going to be
I’m schizophrenic, suicidal, bipolar, and gay
I love who I am and I’m not going to change
Not for you or no one I’m going to stay
Ill smoke my weed and drink my vodka
Until this life fades away
I love who I am and I’m not going to change
no one can love me for who I am and that’s who I’m going to be
I’m schizophrenic, suicidal, bipolar, and gay
I love who I am and I’m not going to change
Not for you or no one I’m going to stay
Ill smoke my weed and drink my vodka
Until this life fades away
I love who I am and I’m not going to change
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HIKU
THE MOON IS WATCHING
OVER A FIELD OF GRAVESTONES
THEIR DEATH IS HAUNTING
OVER A FIELD OF GRAVESTONES
THEIR DEATH IS HAUNTING
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your fault
I’m not a perfect person, and I wish I didn’t want to do those things to you
At night as I lay in bed I think of evil things I could do
I wanna watch you hurt, I wanna hear you cry
Sometimes I think I even wanna see you die
The things you say to people, the things you do to me
I wanna watch you suffer I wanna see you bleed
I could slit your throat and then walk away
And not think about it any other day
Everyone hates you because your such a sleaze
don’t you have a heart why do you tease
And if I kill you it will be your fault
You would deserve the...
At night as I lay in bed I think of evil things I could do
I wanna watch you hurt, I wanna hear you cry
Sometimes I think I even wanna see you die
The things you say to people, the things you do to me
I wanna watch you suffer I wanna see you bleed
I could slit your throat and then walk away
And not think about it any other day
Everyone hates you because your such a sleaze
don’t you have a heart why do you tease
And if I kill you it will be your fault
You would deserve the...
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untitled
I watch you in the hall I watch you in the streets
All of you pretending to be someone your not
Self image is all you have forget about self respect
Its not about love its about coming out on top
Columbine is your fault and I hope it happens again
Just so you can feel for once what you make us feel everyday
Were all scared and angry but you don’t really care
All you can think of is how to fix your hair
If someone is just a little bit different you call them a freak
Well just wait, you’ll get what you gave
When your on the streets all alone ...
All of you pretending to be someone your not
Self image is all you have forget about self respect
Its not about love its about coming out on top
Columbine is your fault and I hope it happens again
Just so you can feel for once what you make us feel everyday
Were all scared and angry but you don’t really care
All you can think of is how to fix your hair
If someone is just a little bit different you call them a freak
Well just wait, you’ll get what you gave
When your on the streets all alone ...
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Voice
Im the voice inside your head im the living im the dead
Im the tourchered soul inside im the hate that’s in your eyes
Im the voice you cant ignore the one you hate and still adore
Im the one that made you start im the cold that’s in your heart
The voice inside your head the voice that wants you dead
The voice that hates humanity the voice that is insanity
The voice that know your needing the voice that likes you bleeding
Im the tourchered soul inside im the hate that’s in your eyes
Im the voice you cant ignore the one you hate and still adore
Im the one that made you start im the cold that’s in your heart
The voice inside your head the voice that wants you dead
The voice that hates humanity the voice that is insanity
The voice that know your needing the voice that likes you bleeding
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untitled
Touch my scars
Taste my dreams
See me cry
And hear me scream
Show no love
Have no pity
No one cares
When life’s real shitty
I have no hope
I will not lie
Would you please
Just let me die
My life is over
My world is gone
I don’t fit in
I cant belong
Taste my dreams
See me cry
And hear me scream
Show no love
Have no pity
No one cares
When life’s real shitty
I have no hope
I will not lie
Would you please
Just let me die
My life is over
My world is gone
I don’t fit in
I cant belong
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insane
Walking down these halls
Slowly going insane
As I think of ways
To be rid of all the pain
Take a handful of pills
And drift of to sleep
A knife to the wrists
And watch my blood weep
Jump of a building
And aim for the ground
Hide under water
And let myself drown
Slowly going insane
As I think of ways
To be rid of all the pain
Take a handful of pills
And drift of to sleep
A knife to the wrists
And watch my blood weep
Jump of a building
And aim for the ground
Hide under water
And let myself drown
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