Submissions by Numer90 (Numer0-un0)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Let this be my only prayer, spare me there and let me pay for my sins here..From A survivor living Eldorado. I write for the sake of me..
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2022 11:10pm
3rd Dec 2022 11:10pm
Everywhere I go
Is this the end of my road?
Everywhere I go
Am left behind while everyone reached their cornerstone
Oh! My God
Let me know something new under this burning sun
Worse than what I've seen before
This stigma I bemoan
I lost it all in respect, love and trust
Empty streets I walked all alone
Bearing in mind I am on my own
My sight blurred nowhere I belong
I started a path the end of which I don't know
Yelling at the top of my lungs
Where am at this scary place I roam?
Shaken and stirred to and fro...
Everywhere I go
Am left behind while everyone reached their cornerstone
Oh! My God
Let me know something new under this burning sun
Worse than what I've seen before
This stigma I bemoan
I lost it all in respect, love and trust
Empty streets I walked all alone
Bearing in mind I am on my own
My sight blurred nowhere I belong
I started a path the end of which I don't know
Yelling at the top of my lungs
Where am at this scary place I roam?
Shaken and stirred to and fro...
#shame
#despair
403 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2022 1:04am
20th Nov 2022 1:04am
My Blood Donor
Ticking it wall clock
Right behind your front door knock knock
Dwelling in my misfortunes
A path on which I was trading is filled with these potholes
While I went solo
My self esteem is so low
Am dropping next bus stop
My luck's running out nonstop
Explaining why I was such a flop
God! So pessimistic, I can't bear this hold up
Feeling so high yesterday, it's all Disney in Sydney
Today all of a sudden it turns out a house of terror
Stranded forever in this loop hole
For what am saying is no...
Right behind your front door knock knock
Dwelling in my misfortunes
A path on which I was trading is filled with these potholes
While I went solo
My self esteem is so low
Am dropping next bus stop
My luck's running out nonstop
Explaining why I was such a flop
God! So pessimistic, I can't bear this hold up
Feeling so high yesterday, it's all Disney in Sydney
Today all of a sudden it turns out a house of terror
Stranded forever in this loop hole
For what am saying is no...
#sadness
#regret
412 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
18th Oct 2022 2:05am
18th Oct 2022 2:05am
Predator
I can hear some spirit voices
Begging,
Let me rest in one piece
Screaming,
Let me rest in one place
I pray to prey
Of course, am a predator
Oh Pls! Police inspector..
Posing for a bystander
Simply a pretender
Who is my next target?
I pray to prey
Of course I am a predator
Next on my agenda
Not minding you screaming from the pain of labour
Collect your remains from the Sept of Baelor
Skin and sew you...
Begging,
Let me rest in one piece
Screaming,
Let me rest in one place
I pray to prey
Of course, am a predator
Oh Pls! Police inspector..
Posing for a bystander
Simply a pretender
Who is my next target?
I pray to prey
Of course I am a predator
Next on my agenda
Not minding you screaming from the pain of labour
Collect your remains from the Sept of Baelor
Skin and sew you...
#dark
579 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Jun 2022 10:30am
25th Jun 2022 10:30am
Bee's Colony
Bravely taking a bold step towards destiny..
Starving alone somewhere in Hungary.. Suffered for whom?
The Queen or country?..
Tried so hard to prove I am somebody..
Thus, the ego
Neither signs nor symptoms
Oneself antibody..
Quarantined in this Bee's colony..
Got stung in my whole body..
Failed in life for downplaying my destiny..
Wishing this whole thing is just a parody..
And now I know I am a nobody..
Despised the few love ones who shared me company..
For all the sleepless nights they capable of singing for me...
Starving alone somewhere in Hungary.. Suffered for whom?
The Queen or country?..
Tried so hard to prove I am somebody..
Thus, the ego
Neither signs nor symptoms
Oneself antibody..
Quarantined in this Bee's colony..
Got stung in my whole body..
Failed in life for downplaying my destiny..
Wishing this whole thing is just a parody..
And now I know I am a nobody..
Despised the few love ones who shared me company..
For all the sleepless nights they capable of singing for me...
#dark
#emptiness
350 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
16th Nov 2021 5:15pm
16th Nov 2021 5:15pm
Red Violin
Light trips for me all day..
Trips for me all night..
Steamed and dosed up in formalin
These stats my brain is showing are underwhelming..
To live I must press to spray in my throat a Ventolin
It's just bizarre, it's surreal, each time you read my case study..
I hate people asking why I always have to take a capsule of livolin
Only me and God knows what I see in my sample of urine..
They wanna put me in solitude and inject me, pump me up with flumazenil
Till all I can do is sit all day in a corner just like an empty vessel.. ...
Trips for me all night..
Steamed and dosed up in formalin
These stats my brain is showing are underwhelming..
To live I must press to spray in my throat a Ventolin
It's just bizarre, it's surreal, each time you read my case study..
I hate people asking why I always have to take a capsule of livolin
Only me and God knows what I see in my sample of urine..
They wanna put me in solitude and inject me, pump me up with flumazenil
Till all I can do is sit all day in a corner just like an empty vessel.. ...
#despair
601 reads
3 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Nov 2021 5:50am
1st Nov 2021 5:50am
Fortune Teller
32°32′11″N 44°25′15″ECoordinates: 32°32′11″N 44°25′15″E
Mon, Nov 1
04:18AM
What is it I'm hearing
The Adhan?
The word itself means "to listen"
Is it really dawn?
Unclear voices..
The roosters keep cloaking..
Cold wind blows..
Earlier that morning
02:00AM
Who's this fortune teller?
Who sings well when am dreaming at night?
Dreaming within...
Mon, Nov 1
04:18AM
What is it I'm hearing
The Adhan?
The word itself means "to listen"
Is it really dawn?
Unclear voices..
The roosters keep cloaking..
Cold wind blows..
Earlier that morning
02:00AM
Who's this fortune teller?
Who sings well when am dreaming at night?
Dreaming within...
#hope
#courage
#forgiveness
486 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Oct 2021 11:36pm
29th Oct 2021 11:36pm
Pseudopodia
Use the only medium you got in your whole life Buddy..
Take the podium and delivered it..
Are you pindari?..
No?!.
If yes simulate like a Punjabi..
And spend lavishly like an Arabian many dinaris..
You mind? That's left for you to understand every scene is a scenario which I called sinaris..
Who'd you think seduce and produce you honey?
Which mistress manages me like Moneypenny?
Ask this song who's her hubby?
For me to read to write is a compulsive hobby..
The...
Take the podium and delivered it..
Are you pindari?..
No?!.
If yes simulate like a Punjabi..
And spend lavishly like an Arabian many dinaris..
You mind? That's left for you to understand every scene is a scenario which I called sinaris..
Who'd you think seduce and produce you honey?
Which mistress manages me like Moneypenny?
Ask this song who's her hubby?
For me to read to write is a compulsive hobby..
The...
#frustration
#emptiness
387 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Oct 2021 6:52pm
27th Oct 2021 6:52pm
REBEL
Before reading the following, please note, this is by no means written to intimidate you. No, it isn't written to test you either. Even though the title might suggest otherwise.
All rise
He's a human being?
Oh, shut it..
Just look at him..
Nothing is as it seems..
I thought I figured it all out..
I did..
I killed it..
Buried it..
Although it is alive inside..
Fuck tobacco free zones
I am a Rebel..
Who walk freely on foot in the deserts
I don't need a Camel..
I...
All rise
He's a human being?
Oh, shut it..
Just look at him..
Nothing is as it seems..
I thought I figured it all out..
I did..
I killed it..
Buried it..
Although it is alive inside..
Fuck tobacco free zones
I am a Rebel..
Who walk freely on foot in the deserts
I don't need a Camel..
I...
#rhyming
#dialogue
673 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Oct 2021 5:27pm
13th Oct 2021 5:27pm
ALL OF A SUDDEN
Buried and still breathing inside this sand dune..
Show me the new things that you know under this shining sun..
We are sighting this moon at noon..
So, tell me all the new things which you know under a shining sun..
Inside this grave me and all these creatures lying you all know this Canned Sardines..
Inside here, right here am their Prison Warden..
Relentlessly praying and sobbing at the same time to one day touch the door steps of Eden's Garden..
While this got written I don't actually...
Show me the new things that you know under this shining sun..
We are sighting this moon at noon..
So, tell me all the new things which you know under a shining sun..
Inside this grave me and all these creatures lying you all know this Canned Sardines..
Inside here, right here am their Prison Warden..
Relentlessly praying and sobbing at the same time to one day touch the door steps of Eden's Garden..
While this got written I don't actually...
#confessional
#confusion
#FeelingLost
623 reads
7 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
17th Aug 2021 10:23pm
17th Aug 2021 10:23pm
Anticlockwise
My carelessness
Sabotaged my faithfulness
Yet I survived another day
It is one day at a time
And while everyone's seems to read their respective wall clock in a wise direction
Mine moves anticlockwise..
Believe me, you not even in my wildest thoughts
Simply coz I respect my fantasies..
I lost the sanctum situated deep inside my mind..
The blood brain barrier junction in my head breached..
One will go on living
As individuals keep talking
Tirelessly gossiping
Fellow imperfect humans sharing...
Sabotaged my faithfulness
Yet I survived another day
It is one day at a time
And while everyone's seems to read their respective wall clock in a wise direction
Mine moves anticlockwise..
Believe me, you not even in my wildest thoughts
Simply coz I respect my fantasies..
I lost the sanctum situated deep inside my mind..
The blood brain barrier junction in my head breached..
One will go on living
As individuals keep talking
Tirelessly gossiping
Fellow imperfect humans sharing...
#denial
612 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
16th Aug 2021 10:09pm
16th Aug 2021 10:09pm
What are the odds?; Free verses 2
We enter a pact and it is simple
As brothers in this fight dead or alive
At least it is something I read somewhere;
"We must be humble, less we stumble
Only our understanding can make us outstanding in life"..
We can all crumble
In this daunting task stopping an army from the afterlife..
In this gang ain't nobody hang around anymore
Nobody in here cares what our face looks like
These gossips
Ask yourself what do you worship?
Some of us who were there came as bullfighters, ...
As brothers in this fight dead or alive
At least it is something I read somewhere;
"We must be humble, less we stumble
Only our understanding can make us outstanding in life"..
We can all crumble
In this daunting task stopping an army from the afterlife..
In this gang ain't nobody hang around anymore
Nobody in here cares what our face looks like
These gossips
Ask yourself what do you worship?
Some of us who were there came as bullfighters, ...
#courage
364 reads
1 Comment
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Aug 2021 8:34pm
14th Aug 2021 8:34pm
What are the odds?; Free verses 1
I don't have anymore rifle..
It's slippery I can feel it in my saddle..
I know it's hard believing me though my weapon is just a paddle..
Realized I got a deep cut underneath a nipple..
I went through at the first time of asking, the odds like thread with a needle..
It's slippery I can feel it in my saddle..
I know it's hard believing me though my weapon is just a paddle..
Realized I got a deep cut underneath a nipple..
I went through at the first time of asking, the odds like thread with a needle..
#courage
444 reads
3 Comments
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