Submissions by Necromancer311
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
My grandfather
I miss your words of wisdom
I miss your caring words
I miss how you took care of me
I miss how you raised me
I don't fully understand
Why you had to fall under cancers hand
I wish I had more time to say
I love you please stay
I miss how you shaped me
I miss how you saved me
I miss being guided by thee
I miss the light you brought into my life
How short the time we had
Yet it seems so far away
I would give anything to see you for a day
You cared for me when I was but a lad
I miss you for your words...
I miss your caring words
I miss how you took care of me
I miss how you raised me
I don't fully understand
Why you had to fall under cancers hand
I wish I had more time to say
I love you please stay
I miss how you shaped me
I miss how you saved me
I miss being guided by thee
I miss the light you brought into my life
How short the time we had
Yet it seems so far away
I would give anything to see you for a day
You cared for me when I was but a lad
I miss you for your words...
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Broken , beaten and scarred
I gave you my heart to keep
It was for me a big leap
Never have I trusted someone like this
Then you took my heart
I thought I was being smart
But you crushed it into sand
You cast it into the wind
The storms scattered it across the earth
But you stabbed at it and bruised it
You took it into your hands , crushing
You took it knowing it was fragile , breaking
You took it for yourself and threw it away , wasting
You crushed me leaving scars
A wound in my chest
Obscuring the now emptyness
You left me...
It was for me a big leap
Never have I trusted someone like this
Then you took my heart
I thought I was being smart
But you crushed it into sand
You cast it into the wind
The storms scattered it across the earth
But you stabbed at it and bruised it
You took it into your hands , crushing
You took it knowing it was fragile , breaking
You took it for yourself and threw it away , wasting
You crushed me leaving scars
A wound in my chest
Obscuring the now emptyness
You left me...
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kitten
Through your ice blue eyes
And years of empty lies
I can no longer hide what I feel
I hope these words will help you heal
My heart beats with a quickened pace
When ever I do see your face
When I met you your eyes stared deep
Deep into my soul so that it knocked me of my feet
When I hold your hand the world seems to stop
When I feel you close all of time slows down
I will always do my best to make sure you never have a frown
Alone or in distress I will leave you not
My heart will always belong to you
I swear on my eternal soul...
And years of empty lies
I can no longer hide what I feel
I hope these words will help you heal
My heart beats with a quickened pace
When ever I do see your face
When I met you your eyes stared deep
Deep into my soul so that it knocked me of my feet
When I hold your hand the world seems to stop
When I feel you close all of time slows down
I will always do my best to make sure you never have a frown
Alone or in distress I will leave you not
My heart will always belong to you
I swear on my eternal soul...
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I am the lord
I am the lord of the shadow and cold
I am the lord of the thieves and bold
I am the lord of the darkness for all
I am the lord that creeps up as a fight
I am the lord of shadow bought
I am the lord of thieves not caught
I am the lord of darkness sought
I am the lord of fighting them all
I am the lord with no master
I am the lord with no guilt at all
I am the lord with no soul anymore
I am the lord with no equal
I am the Lord that is the caster
I am the Lord that control the dice
I am the Lord that hold the...
I am the lord of the thieves and bold
I am the lord of the darkness for all
I am the lord that creeps up as a fight
I am the lord of shadow bought
I am the lord of thieves not caught
I am the lord of darkness sought
I am the lord of fighting them all
I am the lord with no master
I am the lord with no guilt at all
I am the lord with no soul anymore
I am the lord with no equal
I am the Lord that is the caster
I am the Lord that control the dice
I am the Lord that hold the...
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Lanephobia
Everyday I fear for the worst
The world has been cursed
By your presence on this earth
And ever since the day of your birth
People have feared so deep and true
That your to amazing for any to look upon you
That no human mind can every comprehend
The beauty in your soul that is heaven send
All who look into your deep blue eyes
Feel lost forever as a star in the morning sky
Forever fearing that that you are to amazing
And that they feel a passion for you that is a blazing
My dear Lane this is for you
A simple poem that...
The world has been cursed
By your presence on this earth
And ever since the day of your birth
People have feared so deep and true
That your to amazing for any to look upon you
That no human mind can every comprehend
The beauty in your soul that is heaven send
All who look into your deep blue eyes
Feel lost forever as a star in the morning sky
Forever fearing that that you are to amazing
And that they feel a passion for you that is a blazing
My dear Lane this is for you
A simple poem that...
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condemned
This killer inside me , I have to keep at bay
He's clawing , and scratching , trying to see the light of day
I feel him , he's getting closer , I become his prey
(Chorus)
This monster inside
I have to keep locked away
As we stand here , I can hear it breathing
My sanity has been stripped away
These voices , there getting louder , I no longer see the way
Why did you leave me
You cursed me
You let my demons free
(Chorus)
This monster inside
I have to keep locked away
As we stand here , I can hear it...
He's clawing , and scratching , trying to see the light of day
I feel him , he's getting closer , I become his prey
(Chorus)
This monster inside
I have to keep locked away
As we stand here , I can hear it breathing
My sanity has been stripped away
These voices , there getting louder , I no longer see the way
Why did you leave me
You cursed me
You let my demons free
(Chorus)
This monster inside
I have to keep locked away
As we stand here , I can hear it...
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Regret
Thou my soul has withered
And I'm broken and gone
No man of the cloth
Nor an angel with wings
Could save me from my fate
But instead left me to perish
Then the guardian of music
Came into my souls darkness
And filled me with real enlightened power
To strike down those who condemned me
Now I sit upon my throne
Looking back on this forsaken life
I thought I was the hero
But it appears I'm the villain
I am not the shining light
I'm the death of us all
I regret my choices that I...
And I'm broken and gone
No man of the cloth
Nor an angel with wings
Could save me from my fate
But instead left me to perish
Then the guardian of music
Came into my souls darkness
And filled me with real enlightened power
To strike down those who condemned me
Now I sit upon my throne
Looking back on this forsaken life
I thought I was the hero
But it appears I'm the villain
I am not the shining light
I'm the death of us all
I regret my choices that I...
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Jesica
Dear Jessica
I'm not the guy you truly know
You know me as sweet and honest
Always with a happy glow
I tell you now that isn't me
It is not who I am meant to be
I am dark and twisted
Broken and scared
I have darkness
coursing through my veins
I feel a hate
Pressing
Against my mind
I feel myself slipping
That razor is calling me back
Telling me to cut
Deep and hard to reach the blood
Dedicated to Jessica Neethling
I'm not the guy you truly know
You know me as sweet and honest
Always with a happy glow
I tell you now that isn't me
It is not who I am meant to be
I am dark and twisted
Broken and scared
I have darkness
coursing through my veins
I feel a hate
Pressing
Against my mind
I feel myself slipping
That razor is calling me back
Telling me to cut
Deep and hard to reach the blood
Dedicated to Jessica Neethling
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Voices
I can hear these voices
They are so loud
Its overpowering
Like a thousand cuts in my mind
They tell me to do things
They say its not sin
Or unlawful
But rather law filled
There words are weapons
That cut deep into my psyche
Scarring me mentally
Twisting my thoughts
I look down and see,
See myself in the mirror
But it isn't me anymore
Its something else
I feel myself slipping
This urge to let go
To forget myself
And become this thing
It tells me secrets
How my words
My...
They are so loud
Its overpowering
Like a thousand cuts in my mind
They tell me to do things
They say its not sin
Or unlawful
But rather law filled
There words are weapons
That cut deep into my psyche
Scarring me mentally
Twisting my thoughts
I look down and see,
See myself in the mirror
But it isn't me anymore
Its something else
I feel myself slipping
This urge to let go
To forget myself
And become this thing
It tells me secrets
How my words
My...
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just enough
It's just a simple piece of steel
Yet it calls to me
It says it knows the pain I feel
It can set me free
Its just a simple cut
Not even that deep
Just enough to make me feel
And see the blood seep
Just another cut
A little deeper
Not to deep but
Just enough
Now the final cut
Long and sharp I feel
the blade running through
my skin cutting
The final cut
It took what little life
I had left inside me
Now I feel no more
Yet it calls to me
It says it knows the pain I feel
It can set me free
Its just a simple cut
Not even that deep
Just enough to make me feel
And see the blood seep
Just another cut
A little deeper
Not to deep but
Just enough
Now the final cut
Long and sharp I feel
the blade running through
my skin cutting
The final cut
It took what little life
I had left inside me
Now I feel no more
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I seem to hate it
I seem to hate it
That you spend so much time with him
That you talk so much to him
Its like you choose him over me
Over me?
Me who has given you everything
Me who has supported you
You choose him over ME????
You can't just do this to me
This is the reason I start to hate
I will slip from my calm
Fragile mind
I will slip from this existence
I will become him who despise
All because of you
You who would choose that man over me
You know him for not a year
Yet you want him near
You don't want me
You want him ...
That you spend so much time with him
That you talk so much to him
Its like you choose him over me
Over me?
Me who has given you everything
Me who has supported you
You choose him over ME????
You can't just do this to me
This is the reason I start to hate
I will slip from my calm
Fragile mind
I will slip from this existence
I will become him who despise
All because of you
You who would choose that man over me
You know him for not a year
Yet you want him near
You don't want me
You want him ...
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help?
I feel trapped inside my own mind
Like there is no escape
The will to carry on I cannot find
I'm emotionally wasted away
Please feed my soul
I'm empty inside
Its just a deep black dark hole
I need to find a release
I cannot help myself
I need someone to help me
But no one be answering my call
Any moment I might cease to be
I feel myself drifting away
Away , away from everything
Pain , happiness , sorrow , love...
The last thing I feel is drifting away
Save me from myself ...
Like there is no escape
The will to carry on I cannot find
I'm emotionally wasted away
Please feed my soul
I'm empty inside
Its just a deep black dark hole
I need to find a release
I cannot help myself
I need someone to help me
But no one be answering my call
Any moment I might cease to be
I feel myself drifting away
Away , away from everything
Pain , happiness , sorrow , love...
The last thing I feel is drifting away
Save me from myself ...
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