Submissions by Montebella2013
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have always had an interest in poetry, i have wrote over 100 poems :) all about love and heart ache.
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2014 12:31pm
22nd Jan 2014 12:31pm
i've made it :)
I crawled my way out of the dark hole
That was my life
Ive gotten through a mental illness
I was in distress
I am as happy as a kid that gets icecream
My situation wasn’t a dream
It was a nightmare that I experienced in reality
This was depression
I learnt a lot of lessons
I used to have so much water falling from my eyes that it could form a sea
But now I am a girl that knows the power of my mind is the key
To whether I am positive or negative
Supportive or indecisive
My eyes now light up
They shine from the happiness inside
I’ve...
That was my life
Ive gotten through a mental illness
I was in distress
I am as happy as a kid that gets icecream
My situation wasn’t a dream
It was a nightmare that I experienced in reality
This was depression
I learnt a lot of lessons
I used to have so much water falling from my eyes that it could form a sea
But now I am a girl that knows the power of my mind is the key
To whether I am positive or negative
Supportive or indecisive
My eyes now light up
They shine from the happiness inside
I’ve...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jan 2014 12:21pm
17th Jan 2014 12:21pm
me
I look in the mirror
But its all just a blur
I cant see myself
All I see is the mirror with no reflection
There is no complexion
Just a stranger
What if all I do is bring misery to peoples lives
I cant even save people who don’t want to survive
I used have thoughts like that once or twice
I no longer strive
When im all alone all I do is cry
Who am i?
Who am I supposed to be?
I don’t want to know if all I do is bring misery.
But its all just a blur
I cant see myself
All I see is the mirror with no reflection
There is no complexion
Just a stranger
What if all I do is bring misery to peoples lives
I cant even save people who don’t want to survive
I used have thoughts like that once or twice
I no longer strive
When im all alone all I do is cry
Who am i?
Who am I supposed to be?
I don’t want to know if all I do is bring misery.
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Jan 2014 12:16pm
17th Jan 2014 12:16pm
You ruined my life
You ruined my life
Your lucky im still alive
You see I wouldn’t have even thought about hurting myself if it werent for you
Because you couldn’t even bare to tell me the truth
You destroyed my self image
You did some major damage
I have a lot of scars
but you still lost the moon for a few stars
You don’t know what you’re missing out on
Turns out I was wrong
I thought you were this nice guy who deep inside cared about me
Haha what a fanatasy
That’s not you
Still after making me think terrible things you still like putting me through hell...
Your lucky im still alive
You see I wouldn’t have even thought about hurting myself if it werent for you
Because you couldn’t even bare to tell me the truth
You destroyed my self image
You did some major damage
I have a lot of scars
but you still lost the moon for a few stars
You don’t know what you’re missing out on
Turns out I was wrong
I thought you were this nice guy who deep inside cared about me
Haha what a fanatasy
That’s not you
Still after making me think terrible things you still like putting me through hell...
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ANGER POEM
Published
10th Jan 2014 1:21pm
10th Jan 2014 1:21pm
betrayal
This rush of betrayal
Can feel as steel as a nail
Bit by bit my heart is vanishing
There is nothing to latch on
I was a dark hole in your heart
I felt the heat taking control over my body
To feel this sudden rage taking over me
I hid my emotions behind a closed door
I hated being ignored
You can’t take what you did back
I felt like clothes on a rack
I could smell the burning of coal as I thought of what you did
I was stuck in a bottomless hole
And that was something you couldn’t fix.
Can feel as steel as a nail
Bit by bit my heart is vanishing
There is nothing to latch on
I was a dark hole in your heart
I felt the heat taking control over my body
To feel this sudden rage taking over me
I hid my emotions behind a closed door
I hated being ignored
You can’t take what you did back
I felt like clothes on a rack
I could smell the burning of coal as I thought of what you did
I was stuck in a bottomless hole
And that was something you couldn’t fix.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Jan 2014 3:22pm
6th Jan 2014 3:22pm
why?
Why should you abandon me like im some lost puppy?
Is it because I came so suddenly?
Just go and never come back
I am not someone you can talk to and treat me like i've faded to black
I was blinded by the good again that I saw in someone I cared about
See this is why I have doubts
About everyone I meet
About everyone I talk to
Even family and friends
Will the betrayal ever end?
To everyone I am some emotional girl who doesn’t need to be loved
But needs to be pushed and shoved
I don’t need you to be happy like I thought I did
But when it...
Is it because I came so suddenly?
Just go and never come back
I am not someone you can talk to and treat me like i've faded to black
I was blinded by the good again that I saw in someone I cared about
See this is why I have doubts
About everyone I meet
About everyone I talk to
Even family and friends
Will the betrayal ever end?
To everyone I am some emotional girl who doesn’t need to be loved
But needs to be pushed and shoved
I don’t need you to be happy like I thought I did
But when it...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
27th Dec 2013 1:38am
27th Dec 2013 1:38am
You get me
We laugh and love all the time
Can you imagine what it’d be like?
Without all the drama in our life
I’m feeling so happy and alive
I am young and free
I finally found someone who gets me
I’ve found someone who accepts me as I am
I can open up and let you in
I was always a shy and closed off kid
Now I can show you who I want to be
By letting go of all the things that worry me
I could express the way I feel
Everything I hid was becoming real
I smiled when I knew you understood who I was
I used to feel like a lost cause...
Can you imagine what it’d be like?
Without all the drama in our life
I’m feeling so happy and alive
I am young and free
I finally found someone who gets me
I’ve found someone who accepts me as I am
I can open up and let you in
I was always a shy and closed off kid
Now I can show you who I want to be
By letting go of all the things that worry me
I could express the way I feel
Everything I hid was becoming real
I smiled when I knew you understood who I was
I used to feel like a lost cause...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2013 9:41am
22nd Dec 2013 9:41am
i wish i could forget
Empty
Missing
Gone
Are the feelings you left
All the heartfelt feelings I still kept
Not knowing that I should’ve gotten rid of them all
In one call
I would’ve come running back
Because I didn’t realize the love that you lacked
The love you couldn’t give
All I did was forgive
Overlooked the bad
But held in all the anger I had
All of the heart ache
When you had the chance you grabbed the stake
You drove it deeply into my heart
Seeing the love and happiness in me disappear
With no fear
But with one tear
Wow best...
Missing
Gone
Are the feelings you left
All the heartfelt feelings I still kept
Not knowing that I should’ve gotten rid of them all
In one call
I would’ve come running back
Because I didn’t realize the love that you lacked
The love you couldn’t give
All I did was forgive
Overlooked the bad
But held in all the anger I had
All of the heart ache
When you had the chance you grabbed the stake
You drove it deeply into my heart
Seeing the love and happiness in me disappear
With no fear
But with one tear
Wow best...
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Dec 2013 1:39pm
16th Dec 2013 1:39pm
same game?
Am I in the same game again?
Where I repeatedly am in pain
Thinking that you aren’t the same
But maybe you are just slowly building up the blame
You have become very distant
No longer there to listen
No longer there to see
no longer there to help me
I was drowning in my sorrows
Until you pulled me out and told me there was a better tomorrow
Did you just lie to make things okay?
Did you lie when you said you would stay?
I don’t want to put up with players.
Where I repeatedly am in pain
Thinking that you aren’t the same
But maybe you are just slowly building up the blame
You have become very distant
No longer there to listen
No longer there to see
no longer there to help me
I was drowning in my sorrows
Until you pulled me out and told me there was a better tomorrow
Did you just lie to make things okay?
Did you lie when you said you would stay?
I don’t want to put up with players.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th Dec 2013 12:21pm
15th Dec 2013 12:21pm
drowning in my sorrows
Drowning in my sorrows
Never thinking there is a better tomorrow
The anger
The head aches
The pain
The crying
The disturbances while trying to sleep
The thoughts
The tears
Being not able to handle it all is what I fear
I feel like I can’t tell anyone how I’m feeling
it is the light in me they are stealing
Because everyone just gets up and leaves
What do they hope to achieve?
Making me not want to be here?
Making me feel like I don’t belong
Making me feel like everything I do is wrong
Just don’t waste my time if you intend to...
Never thinking there is a better tomorrow
The anger
The head aches
The pain
The crying
The disturbances while trying to sleep
The thoughts
The tears
Being not able to handle it all is what I fear
I feel like I can’t tell anyone how I’m feeling
it is the light in me they are stealing
Because everyone just gets up and leaves
What do they hope to achieve?
Making me not want to be here?
Making me feel like I don’t belong
Making me feel like everything I do is wrong
Just don’t waste my time if you intend to...
586 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Dec 2013 2:19pm
10th Dec 2013 2:19pm
a special bond
We have this special bond
That no one can come upon
Even when we aren’t together we still have something there
Something that we don’t share
But i cant handle this anymore
My feelings are to delicate to ignore
To close behind a door
We cant be friends or close friends
Cause sooner or later it will end
So lets not pretend
That this doesn’t break my heart
Because missing you is tearing me apart.
Why cant u see
that everyone still thinks that we are meant to be
people say u are undeserving of my love
but how would they know you are...
That no one can come upon
Even when we aren’t together we still have something there
Something that we don’t share
But i cant handle this anymore
My feelings are to delicate to ignore
To close behind a door
We cant be friends or close friends
Cause sooner or later it will end
So lets not pretend
That this doesn’t break my heart
Because missing you is tearing me apart.
Why cant u see
that everyone still thinks that we are meant to be
people say u are undeserving of my love
but how would they know you are...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Dec 2013 6:23am
7th Dec 2013 6:23am
my first poem
The sky is blue
I will always be thinking about you
As I close my eyes
I see the person I want to be with for the rest of my life
I imagine you being with me all the time
I think of ways to make you mine
I look at you and think my love is true
All I want is to be with you
When I’m with you I feel complete
To want to be in your arms every time we meet
To see you in my dreams
I know we are meant to be
You make me laugh everyday
You make the pain go away
You make me smile like I’ve never smiled before
I can’t say I haven’t loved you...
I will always be thinking about you
As I close my eyes
I see the person I want to be with for the rest of my life
I imagine you being with me all the time
I think of ways to make you mine
I look at you and think my love is true
All I want is to be with you
When I’m with you I feel complete
To want to be in your arms every time we meet
To see you in my dreams
I know we are meant to be
You make me laugh everyday
You make the pain go away
You make me smile like I’ve never smiled before
I can’t say I haven’t loved you...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Dec 2013 11:10am
6th Dec 2013 11:10am
pain
I wish someone could see the pain behind my smile
The pain through my eyes
The pain suffocating my heart
I went through a lot
Maybe I was meant to have an evil plot
Full of pain and torture
All I want is a positive future
But all I see is pain
I’m trapped
All I do is overreact
I cause pain to others
While the pain smothers
Eating my insides
My brain can’t decide
If anything will ever be alright
I have lost insight
I can’t fight anymore
If people want to leave then just go
Why give me false hope that you will stay?
I...
The pain through my eyes
The pain suffocating my heart
I went through a lot
Maybe I was meant to have an evil plot
Full of pain and torture
All I want is a positive future
But all I see is pain
I’m trapped
All I do is overreact
I cause pain to others
While the pain smothers
Eating my insides
My brain can’t decide
If anything will ever be alright
I have lost insight
I can’t fight anymore
If people want to leave then just go
Why give me false hope that you will stay?
I...
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