Submissions by Minoru (NekoMeowcy)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Dying inside
Eating me alive.
Leaving nothing inside.
The pain that I hide , explodes when I die.
Right in front of your Porcelain eyes.
You let me fall , hit the ground.
Shatter on the pavement.
My heart goes ..:Thump:.. in my chest.
Taking my last breath , I manage to apologize , because I won’t come back.
When my soul leaves for the pits of hell.
When my eyes gloss over and you hear my screams of death.
You hold me in your arms , you’re so good at acting you know?
All the sobs echo through the air.
No one comes , nothing is done , the sobs are heard...
Leaving nothing inside.
The pain that I hide , explodes when I die.
Right in front of your Porcelain eyes.
You let me fall , hit the ground.
Shatter on the pavement.
My heart goes ..:Thump:.. in my chest.
Taking my last breath , I manage to apologize , because I won’t come back.
When my soul leaves for the pits of hell.
When my eyes gloss over and you hear my screams of death.
You hold me in your arms , you’re so good at acting you know?
All the sobs echo through the air.
No one comes , nothing is done , the sobs are heard...
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Hello, Goodbye
Hello, Goodbye.
Mournful sighs.
Hello, Goodbye my Dear.
Sadness, tears.
Hello, Goodbye my Love.
I will watch you from above.
Hello, Goodbye.
Love soon dies.
I'm sorry I had to leave.
Hello, Goodbye.
For now.
Mournful sighs.
Hello, Goodbye my Dear.
Sadness, tears.
Hello, Goodbye my Love.
I will watch you from above.
Hello, Goodbye.
Love soon dies.
I'm sorry I had to leave.
Hello, Goodbye.
For now.
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Just friends
Will you kiss these scarlet lips and say "They're only mine." Hold me close every night until you know I'm fine? Let me be happy just being who I am. Trying hard to make me never frown. I'm asking for so much, expecting our love to be profound, when in reality our love will never be found. I'm just That girl, "You're a friend." that's all. I can never be more to you. Only a friend you say. Tell me what it is, I'll promise to make it change. Am I to ugly? Fat perhaps? Maybe a bit to needy, or to clingy at that, or maybe all along I've been to blind to see, it's not the way I look, but how I...
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Hide
She shouldn't have to hide her wrists.
She shouldn't have to hide her hips.
She shouldn't have to hide her thighs.
She shouldn't have to cry.
But the truth of it all,
She only lives to die
She shouldn't have to hide her hips.
She shouldn't have to hide her thighs.
She shouldn't have to cry.
But the truth of it all,
She only lives to die
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Believe
I want to believe nothing she said was true. It's not real just a fairy tale she made up in her head. I want to believe there's something left, something left to fight for, something to believe in.
But circling these thoughts that I believe are reality will only leave me to a cold mortality. For these thoughts in my head the ones that I underline because they are so important, they lie to me. Make me deceive the ones who stand alone, make me believe my life is less important than a grave already filled with dirt. The head stone already filled out "Gone for now. Fairy tales do...
But circling these thoughts that I believe are reality will only leave me to a cold mortality. For these thoughts in my head the ones that I underline because they are so important, they lie to me. Make me deceive the ones who stand alone, make me believe my life is less important than a grave already filled with dirt. The head stone already filled out "Gone for now. Fairy tales do...
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Glass house
You hide in your corner, in your glass box, alone.
Shivering you can't bring yourself to do what you know is long over due. A library book with a very large fine, but no money to pay it back. You hear the bangs from the outside, your heart racing in fear.
"Why won't they leave me alone? I'm safe in my place, in my crystallized box."
You've been in that box for a very long time, your stay supposed to be temporary. But now you are hidden, safe from the truth. No longer trying to smile, giving up and in. Letting the glass house that's become your home, take over, becoming...
Shivering you can't bring yourself to do what you know is long over due. A library book with a very large fine, but no money to pay it back. You hear the bangs from the outside, your heart racing in fear.
"Why won't they leave me alone? I'm safe in my place, in my crystallized box."
You've been in that box for a very long time, your stay supposed to be temporary. But now you are hidden, safe from the truth. No longer trying to smile, giving up and in. Letting the glass house that's become your home, take over, becoming...
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Pain
Do you not understand the complete and utter despair I feel?
Do you not see all the pain I have to deal?
I don't understand your logic, oh no.
Far away is the place I'd like to go.
Away to above or below is fine to.
Away from the pain and away from you.
I can't just force the pain away.
Believe me I've tried it night and day.
The pain isn't subsiding it's here to stay.
Yet you watch me sit astray?
I don't understand nor never will.
For this life I live is a never ending hill.
Up and down
Crashing round curbs
Not knowing...
Do you not see all the pain I have to deal?
I don't understand your logic, oh no.
Far away is the place I'd like to go.
Away to above or below is fine to.
Away from the pain and away from you.
I can't just force the pain away.
Believe me I've tried it night and day.
The pain isn't subsiding it's here to stay.
Yet you watch me sit astray?
I don't understand nor never will.
For this life I live is a never ending hill.
Up and down
Crashing round curbs
Not knowing...
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Don't think corpses?
I've not written in forever, simply because whenever I try to write, I think. I try to avoid thinking..I hate it. Simply because it reminds me of myself, of who I'm becoming or rather who I am now. I hate to remember, my memories can not forge a fake occurrence, but my heart can.
I have no life.
No soul.
But yet I have a corpse.
That walks my journey. The corpse that knows my secrets, my everything, my all.
My corpse the one who lives yet is already long deceased.
I think I don't remember, I choose to forget. What is it to think? I think without thinking,...
I have no life.
No soul.
But yet I have a corpse.
That walks my journey. The corpse that knows my secrets, my everything, my all.
My corpse the one who lives yet is already long deceased.
I think I don't remember, I choose to forget. What is it to think? I think without thinking,...
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Cuts
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How could the one?
How could the one I gave my heart to, hurt my heart so bad?
How could the one that makes me happy, make me feel so sad?
Please do tell me for I don't understand
How could the one I gave my world to, break my world apart?
How could the one I love, tell me so many lies?
Please do tell me for I can't comprehend
How could the one who makes me feel alive, make me feel so dead?
How could the one I love, cause these voices in my head?
Please explain, make me understand
How could the one make me feel so cold?
How could the one, not be the...
How could the one that makes me happy, make me feel so sad?
Please do tell me for I don't understand
How could the one I gave my world to, break my world apart?
How could the one I love, tell me so many lies?
Please do tell me for I can't comprehend
How could the one who makes me feel alive, make me feel so dead?
How could the one I love, cause these voices in my head?
Please explain, make me understand
How could the one make me feel so cold?
How could the one, not be the...
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A girl
I met a girl whose name I can't recall
She was a friend that meant a lot
She was who I'd always call
But slowly she lost her grip on thought
Her mind crumbling, she let it rot
She couldn't remember who she was
Let alone say what she did
What she did everyday
When she got home from school
She'd cry herself to sleep at night an unending fight
Yet she'd pull herself together somehow sewing up lost parts
She put on a smile that looked so strong
When inside nothing could be felt
She lied daily
She became so good at it she...
She was a friend that meant a lot
She was who I'd always call
But slowly she lost her grip on thought
Her mind crumbling, she let it rot
She couldn't remember who she was
Let alone say what she did
What she did everyday
When she got home from school
She'd cry herself to sleep at night an unending fight
Yet she'd pull herself together somehow sewing up lost parts
She put on a smile that looked so strong
When inside nothing could be felt
She lied daily
She became so good at it she...
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