Submissions by Michaelpoet
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Shades Of Gray
Days on end staring at a blank wall just daring it to break the silence.
Confined to a life of deafining silence because the noise is unbearable.
I find the symphony of my coffee brewing a release from the anxiety I can look forward to on this day.
As I watch the clock continue it's countdown to the grave I have come to embrace the fact that there is a comfort in loneliness.
You are the smartest person in the room if you are the only person in the room.
Confined to a life of deafining silence because the noise is unbearable.
I find the symphony of my coffee brewing a release from the anxiety I can look forward to on this day.
As I watch the clock continue it's countdown to the grave I have come to embrace the fact that there is a comfort in loneliness.
You are the smartest person in the room if you are the only person in the room.
#strength
#gratitude
#admiration #emotions
#admiration #emotions
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Dry Tears
I tried hard to get a B+ on my algebra exam, but it was not to be.
I could not heal my cancer striken puppy and now he is a mere memory.
Today has the ability to be even more upsetting than I previous believed.
My passion, belief and failures leave me hoping to be reprieved.
Why strive to succeed if you have mastered the art of failing?
My ocd is leaving me for someone more suitable for the task at hand.
I think this could be the start of something promising.
I could not heal my cancer striken puppy and now he is a mere memory.
Today has the ability to be even more upsetting than I previous believed.
My passion, belief and failures leave me hoping to be reprieved.
Why strive to succeed if you have mastered the art of failing?
My ocd is leaving me for someone more suitable for the task at hand.
I think this could be the start of something promising.
#strength
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
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Mistakes By The Hour
I gained more in working a job I hated than a job I loved. In my employment to the corporate death machine I came to the realization I am responsible for my success. Me and no one else.
As a vampire walking the halls of the hospital I sought the sunlight that I was denied in an office. Was I misled by my elders into believing the 9 - 5 would save me from myself? I stand as a testament to the younger generation who find themselves puzzled as to which road to take. Decide for yourself.
As a vampire walking the halls of the hospital I sought the sunlight that I was denied in an office. Was I misled by my elders into believing the 9 - 5 would save me from myself? I stand as a testament to the younger generation who find themselves puzzled as to which road to take. Decide for yourself.
#happiness
#hope
#motivational
#inspirational
#redemption
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Wonders of Morality
#anxiety
#addiction
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Infusion of Fate
Eyes glistening within the storm.
My failure to produce a symphony due to the confines of mediocrity.
Pheromones lead me to the restriction of choice.
Love is bought and sold everyday without remorse.
My idea of happiness was an ambition that exceeded my ability.
Somewhere out there is a heart beating for everyone without exception.
War is dying for an idea that never deserved more than a simple glance.
My desire to be a step above average is sure to be the beginning of the end.
My failure to produce a symphony due to the confines of mediocrity.
Pheromones lead me to the restriction of choice.
Love is bought and sold everyday without remorse.
My idea of happiness was an ambition that exceeded my ability.
Somewhere out there is a heart beating for everyone without exception.
War is dying for an idea that never deserved more than a simple glance.
My desire to be a step above average is sure to be the beginning of the end.
#jealousy
#lies
#disappointment
#bittersweet
#deception
264 reads
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Caught in memory
As I walked to work I picked up a rose that begged to be sniffed. Delicious in it's innocence I was overwhelmed with a sense of security. My childhood came rushing back in an instant. Back to a time before I knew of betrayal, lies and deceit. Nature is nurturing to the innocent. At it's worst a thorn can not spread a rumour. Water is sustenance. My email serves as a contradiction to my existence. Paperless billing is a demon disguised as a child who fills a room with laughter. As an adult I see the rose for what it truly was, is and will be. A rose is a reminder of a life I don't deserve nor...
#technology
#humankind
#philosophical
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Image in the mirror
How did this being that shares my face come through the other side?
Did I invite him in?
I've watched him use my body to perform self mutilating tasks foreign to me.
Was it simply a matter of accepting my malevolent doppleganger?
Silence is golden to the weaker of the species.
For everyone else the pharmacy has the answer.
Did I invite him in?
I've watched him use my body to perform self mutilating tasks foreign to me.
Was it simply a matter of accepting my malevolent doppleganger?
Silence is golden to the weaker of the species.
For everyone else the pharmacy has the answer.
#regret
#fear
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Void Of Self
My escape from prison during lucidity is eclipsed by my imprisonment through sleep. Anxiety is a warden who does not allow visitors. Obsessive compulsive disorder allows a window out of a jail not unlike Alcatraz. How does an inmate of an biological crime come up for parole when the synapses have no compassion?
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#frustration
#emptiness
262 reads
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Harmony In Waiting
#despair
#emptiness
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Spring Breeze
Months of staring out a hateful window with false promises of a better tomorrow.
Under a white sky that drops angelic drops of magic until it's heart is content.
Could mother nature be a scorned wife avenging a vow that was voided before its time?
On the date of March 21st I feel an endorphin rush as a husband to be must feel at the alter.
Under a white sky that drops angelic drops of magic until it's heart is content.
Could mother nature be a scorned wife avenging a vow that was voided before its time?
On the date of March 21st I feel an endorphin rush as a husband to be must feel at the alter.
#spring
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Broken Fixture
As I stare at the photograph on my dresser I am resolved to the undeniable truth that is staring directly at me. My insatiable hunger for a needle filled with artificial happiness have left me in a constant state of loneliness. Dreams of spiritual contempt fill my nights with a promise of fresh suffering that can only be described as bittersweet. Do dreams turn to nightmares as the hard drive reaches maximum capacity? I can only hope the sight of my own reflection does not steer me closer to the abyss.
#grief
#loneliness
#dark #emptiness
#dark #emptiness
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Mournful Peace
It took an nervous breakdown to get a much needed break.
Boss gave me an additional report to type which only added to my burden of paperwork. I thought I heard a car siren while shopping for shoes on Pluto five minutes ago. Ever since I took that promotion I get less and less sleep. My laptop has become an electronic version of a landlord. How I despise my neighbors in this workspace that serves as an apartment so filled with irony. My only reward in this undeserving prison sentence is the knowledge that the undertaker looks on me as a friend.
Boss gave me an additional report to type which only added to my burden of paperwork. I thought I heard a car siren while shopping for shoes on Pluto five minutes ago. Ever since I took that promotion I get less and less sleep. My laptop has become an electronic version of a landlord. How I despise my neighbors in this workspace that serves as an apartment so filled with irony. My only reward in this undeserving prison sentence is the knowledge that the undertaker looks on me as a friend.
#hate
#grief
#dark
#despair
#emptiness
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