Submissions by MeganElisabeth (MeggyMae-MeganElisabeth)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
This is Meggy Mae Eye
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Dec 2013 8:12pm
14th Dec 2013 8:12pm
Best Friends Love Grown Stronger
Last night I looked at you
in your to die for green eyes....
You're my best friend
I never question why.
We laugh whenever we're together
I wish I could see you more than this
but its worth it when you even open the door for me
or wow me with your kiss.
We had a couple beers
and drove out in the corn fields
27 degrees outside
but what warmth I could feel.
You held me in your arms
my supposed "best friend"
but I didn't say a damn word
I just didn't want it to end.
You dropped me off a little later
got out and opened...
in your to die for green eyes....
You're my best friend
I never question why.
We laugh whenever we're together
I wish I could see you more than this
but its worth it when you even open the door for me
or wow me with your kiss.
We had a couple beers
and drove out in the corn fields
27 degrees outside
but what warmth I could feel.
You held me in your arms
my supposed "best friend"
but I didn't say a damn word
I just didn't want it to end.
You dropped me off a little later
got out and opened...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Dec 2013 7:19pm
14th Dec 2013 7:19pm
This time...I can do it.
The other day I had this epiphany.
I've never felt like this before.
I finally said "no".
I looked at my daughter and just
hours later I looked at this man
who I'm absolutely taken with.
I fucking said "no".
I can't do this anymore.
I've messed up too much.
But this time I feel better about
it and more confident.
I think about it for a few minutes
and my cravings are unbelievable.
Then I look in the mirror and say
"Megan, you can do this. You're
better than this" and I walk away
with a smile on my face. ...
I've never felt like this before.
I finally said "no".
I looked at my daughter and just
hours later I looked at this man
who I'm absolutely taken with.
I fucking said "no".
I can't do this anymore.
I've messed up too much.
But this time I feel better about
it and more confident.
I think about it for a few minutes
and my cravings are unbelievable.
Then I look in the mirror and say
"Megan, you can do this. You're
better than this" and I walk away
with a smile on my face. ...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 11:42pm
8th Dec 2013 11:42pm
To this dumb bitch....
Kind of funny how I forget to do my laundry
but I remember to put more
beer in the fridge....
or get myself a pack of boy.
and for those of you who don't know what boy
is...it's a beautiful bit of lady heroin.
I often wonder if I should just change
one addiction for the other.
Drinking is shamed upon by some..
okay in moderation
but not like xanax, oxys or heroin.
That's the good shit.
All of it makes you feel like shit
anyways after a few days.
So what the fuck is the difference?
Who are YOU to judge
just because I have one...
but I remember to put more
beer in the fridge....
or get myself a pack of boy.
and for those of you who don't know what boy
is...it's a beautiful bit of lady heroin.
I often wonder if I should just change
one addiction for the other.
Drinking is shamed upon by some..
okay in moderation
but not like xanax, oxys or heroin.
That's the good shit.
All of it makes you feel like shit
anyways after a few days.
So what the fuck is the difference?
Who are YOU to judge
just because I have one...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 11:27pm
8th Dec 2013 11:27pm
I drugged out on family day
I thought I'd wait till tomorrow
then some cash came my way...
lied to my mom, so I could use her car
just to score today.
As I waited I Felt my body twitch...
my nose began to run...
the anticipation, just killing me
waiting for my little bit of brown fun...
I snatched it out of my dudes hand
ran to my car...
wondering if anyone had been watching me there
and figured I'd have to do it somewhere
not too far.
As I drove down the road
less than a quarter of a mile..
by the time I got there, I'd rolled up a bill
put my head...
then some cash came my way...
lied to my mom, so I could use her car
just to score today.
As I waited I Felt my body twitch...
my nose began to run...
the anticipation, just killing me
waiting for my little bit of brown fun...
I snatched it out of my dudes hand
ran to my car...
wondering if anyone had been watching me there
and figured I'd have to do it somewhere
not too far.
As I drove down the road
less than a quarter of a mile..
by the time I got there, I'd rolled up a bill
put my head...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 2:21pm
8th Dec 2013 2:21pm
A Day for Family
Family is coming today
I better turn that frown upside down
wish my stomach wasn't so damn queezy
I just can't settle down.
I'll do my little girls hair
put her in a pretty dress
pull my hair back in a ponytail
and forget about all the rest.
I'm not in the mood to deal with any one
I wish everyone understood why.
But I can't tell, they'll send me away
so instead I'll sit here and cry.
I'm sweating like you wouldn't believe
my hands so horribly clammy
but goose bumps on my arms almost hurt
how long do I hide this from...
I better turn that frown upside down
wish my stomach wasn't so damn queezy
I just can't settle down.
I'll do my little girls hair
put her in a pretty dress
pull my hair back in a ponytail
and forget about all the rest.
I'm not in the mood to deal with any one
I wish everyone understood why.
But I can't tell, they'll send me away
so instead I'll sit here and cry.
I'm sweating like you wouldn't believe
my hands so horribly clammy
but goose bumps on my arms almost hurt
how long do I hide this from...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 00:21am
8th Dec 2013 00:21am
The Pretty Heroin Addict.
He says "you don't look like that"
he means a druggie.
From a good family
and feeling is if my family loved me.
It was like light switched was turned on...
and put a straw right in my nose.
People passing by with packs in their hands
me taking them non-chalantely...careful
not to be exposed.
Now I sit here on my bed
putting out a line
wondering where it'll come from tomorrow
the money is hard to find.
I've exhausted all the money I did have...
atleast my little girl has what she needs
no thanks to me, I...
he means a druggie.
From a good family
and feeling is if my family loved me.
It was like light switched was turned on...
and put a straw right in my nose.
People passing by with packs in their hands
me taking them non-chalantely...careful
not to be exposed.
Now I sit here on my bed
putting out a line
wondering where it'll come from tomorrow
the money is hard to find.
I've exhausted all the money I did have...
atleast my little girl has what she needs
no thanks to me, I...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
6th Dec 2013 11:07pm
6th Dec 2013 11:07pm
Not a single string attached
I walk up the stairs
open the door
to find you there smiling
you pick me up off the floor.
Your strength turns me on
as your hand tightly grabs my ass
you throw me down yet so gently
oh how I want this to last.
You pull my jeans off of me
take my shirt off almost ripping it
I like how you want me so bad
kissing me as I bite your lip.
You nuzzle your mouth in my neck
straying away from kissing me
too personal for you to take
but that's how I want it to be.
Using your tongue on my neck
lingering down to my...
open the door
to find you there smiling
you pick me up off the floor.
Your strength turns me on
as your hand tightly grabs my ass
you throw me down yet so gently
oh how I want this to last.
You pull my jeans off of me
take my shirt off almost ripping it
I like how you want me so bad
kissing me as I bite your lip.
You nuzzle your mouth in my neck
straying away from kissing me
too personal for you to take
but that's how I want it to be.
Using your tongue on my neck
lingering down to my...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Dec 2013 10:08pm
4th Dec 2013 10:08pm
Outside the Lines (PLEASE READ AGAIN)
I really thought this was one of my better poems I had written lately but I'm curious what you all think of this one. There was not a single comment to it before when I posted it but I would LOVE some feedback on this one. I, personally like it better than most I have written in a while. Bad or good criticism is fine, I'd like to know where I went wrong with this one. Thanks!
Outside the Lines
She asks me what color to choose
and I always have a habit
of telling her I like blue.
I sit down to talk to her
and pick up a crayon
she chooses a...
Outside the Lines
She asks me what color to choose
and I always have a habit
of telling her I like blue.
I sit down to talk to her
and pick up a crayon
she chooses a...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Dec 2013 00:29am
4th Dec 2013 00:29am
Someone Once Said
Life's a bitch
and then you die...
So fuck the world
Lets go get really fuckin' high.
_________________________________________
The motto I have a really bad tendency of living by.
Enjoying it immensely though...then cry 5 minutes later.
How come when you're coming down off
all this beautiful brown shit....
You have an epiphany.
"Today is my last day!
I'm better than this...
I'm a better person and today
is my last day....
so after I finish my pack in the morning..
I'll be done"...
and then you die...
So fuck the world
Lets go get really fuckin' high.
_________________________________________
The motto I have a really bad tendency of living by.
Enjoying it immensely though...then cry 5 minutes later.
How come when you're coming down off
all this beautiful brown shit....
You have an epiphany.
"Today is my last day!
I'm better than this...
I'm a better person and today
is my last day....
so after I finish my pack in the morning..
I'll be done"...
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2013 2:55am
2nd Dec 2013 2:55am
I'm your "sister"????
Last night he told me he loved me....
that I was his best friend only more.
That I was like a sister to him.
He can tell me anything and I won't
judge him.
Makes me feel good.
But...his sister?
Who screws their sister?
We may live in the country
kill cows, pigs and farm all day.
But we don't screw our family.
This isn't "Joe Dirt"...
I don't know how to take it.
One minute we're smitten
the next we don't talk for days.
He says horribly perverted things
then kisses me like we've been
kissing forever....
that I was his best friend only more.
That I was like a sister to him.
He can tell me anything and I won't
judge him.
Makes me feel good.
But...his sister?
Who screws their sister?
We may live in the country
kill cows, pigs and farm all day.
But we don't screw our family.
This isn't "Joe Dirt"...
I don't know how to take it.
One minute we're smitten
the next we don't talk for days.
He says horribly perverted things
then kisses me like we've been
kissing forever....
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DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Dec 2013 2:38am
2nd Dec 2013 2:38am
Outside the Lines
She asks me what color to choose
and I always have a habit
of telling her I like blue.
I sit down to talk to her
and pick up a crayon
she chooses a picture for me to color
she likes fish for come certain reason.
I watch her smile
and my eyes are aglaze
wondering if SHE notices
as my life begins to fade.
I kiss her on the forehead
tell her I'll be back soon
I wander through the house to find
myself locked in the bathroom.
I hear her laughing
as I open my pack carefully
wondering if she'll bust in at any...
and I always have a habit
of telling her I like blue.
I sit down to talk to her
and pick up a crayon
she chooses a picture for me to color
she likes fish for come certain reason.
I watch her smile
and my eyes are aglaze
wondering if SHE notices
as my life begins to fade.
I kiss her on the forehead
tell her I'll be back soon
I wander through the house to find
myself locked in the bathroom.
I hear her laughing
as I open my pack carefully
wondering if she'll bust in at any...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Nov 2013 2:26pm
28th Nov 2013 2:26pm
T-Day at my Haus
Today I woke up...again...
wondering what day I won't.
But, today I knew I had a little girls
hair to do. Help with brushing teeth.
And to hold a hand while she
walks outside and her dad holds her
other hand.
Thanksgiving, and he's all hers today.
I can't say grace or appreciate this day
because she's not with me.
Sunday she'll be back home with
her asthma acting up b/c no one
fucking cares enough to stop smoking
around her.
The day I found out she had it, I quit.
Haven't smoked even a hit since.
She walked out the...
wondering what day I won't.
But, today I knew I had a little girls
hair to do. Help with brushing teeth.
And to hold a hand while she
walks outside and her dad holds her
other hand.
Thanksgiving, and he's all hers today.
I can't say grace or appreciate this day
because she's not with me.
Sunday she'll be back home with
her asthma acting up b/c no one
fucking cares enough to stop smoking
around her.
The day I found out she had it, I quit.
Haven't smoked even a hit since.
She walked out the...
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