Submissions by LonelyWolf6
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
recovery
Holding onto the severed ties.
I'm not sure if I'll be able to fully let go.
But I'll be damned if I let the suffering hold me back.
Though time has not given me salvation.
I can't keep waiting here like this.
I've bled too many times for you.
I've pushed myself too far away.
Some call it withdrawal. Others call it isolation.
I call it life with a cruel twist of fate.
I've found a way to make it out but I'll be shaded by the scars.
I know you'll never read this. But I want you to know.
I'm still happy I spent three years...
I'm not sure if I'll be able to fully let go.
But I'll be damned if I let the suffering hold me back.
Though time has not given me salvation.
I can't keep waiting here like this.
I've bled too many times for you.
I've pushed myself too far away.
Some call it withdrawal. Others call it isolation.
I call it life with a cruel twist of fate.
I've found a way to make it out but I'll be shaded by the scars.
I know you'll never read this. But I want you to know.
I'm still happy I spent three years...
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can't get over you
Stripping me down to the bone.
Cutting me away from my soul.
I can't move on with you still on my mind.
Every thought of the actions you've done.
Is driving me insane and pinning me to the floor.
How am I to escape if this maze keeps winding in circles?
This constant war has become the very death of me.
Smoke and mirrors are no longer in the way.
This pain is here to take your place.
Blood for blood but I'm the only one bleeding.
Late at night, I'll count the scars.
What's it matter if I add a few more?
You'll never know because...
Cutting me away from my soul.
I can't move on with you still on my mind.
Every thought of the actions you've done.
Is driving me insane and pinning me to the floor.
How am I to escape if this maze keeps winding in circles?
This constant war has become the very death of me.
Smoke and mirrors are no longer in the way.
This pain is here to take your place.
Blood for blood but I'm the only one bleeding.
Late at night, I'll count the scars.
What's it matter if I add a few more?
You'll never know because...
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Why Can't I Hate You?
Why the fuck can't I hate you?
It seems so easy for you to not pay attention to me.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Every thought brings numbing pain, but, I still love you.
The wounds have stopped bleeding but they will never heal.
Open doors to your open arms, but only in my dreams.
This war going on inside is leaving me bare.
Stripped of every emotion and I still can't hate you.
Left alone and losing sanity, these dreams become nightmares.
All that you meant to me is forever haunting me.
When tears turn to blood, it's hard to...
It seems so easy for you to not pay attention to me.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Every thought brings numbing pain, but, I still love you.
The wounds have stopped bleeding but they will never heal.
Open doors to your open arms, but only in my dreams.
This war going on inside is leaving me bare.
Stripped of every emotion and I still can't hate you.
Left alone and losing sanity, these dreams become nightmares.
All that you meant to me is forever haunting me.
When tears turn to blood, it's hard to...
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Does It Excite?
Day and night, I'm in this fight.
A burning light, put out by fright.
Is this right or is this blight?
I don't care, it's only fair.
Fire a flare, because tonight will be a scare.
Strife for air, in the devils chair.
Winters lonely bite, is the only thing that makes me feel alright.
In my sight, there is a wolf that's white.
Telling me to beware, the phantoms hollow stare.
Tightly it'll ensnare, the paradise that was once there.
I've taken the flight, but now I'm falling with concentrated might.
I'm the knight, with a...
A burning light, put out by fright.
Is this right or is this blight?
I don't care, it's only fair.
Fire a flare, because tonight will be a scare.
Strife for air, in the devils chair.
Winters lonely bite, is the only thing that makes me feel alright.
In my sight, there is a wolf that's white.
Telling me to beware, the phantoms hollow stare.
Tightly it'll ensnare, the paradise that was once there.
I've taken the flight, but now I'm falling with concentrated might.
I'm the knight, with a...
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Scarlet Rain
Wavering between animal and human
I'm lost deeper in the pain
Every thought now is of how good it feels
To struggle in a forest of darkness
This creation of hate has been granted my life
Slithering across my skin with precision
Tearing me open, this pent up aggression
A new body rests under the scarlet rain
The limits I've reached to start over again
Washed away by the blood in my vains
Possession of blood shot eyes
the path I walk is no longer the same direction
Holding my world at the end of my silver
once more she brings...
I'm lost deeper in the pain
Every thought now is of how good it feels
To struggle in a forest of darkness
This creation of hate has been granted my life
Slithering across my skin with precision
Tearing me open, this pent up aggression
A new body rests under the scarlet rain
The limits I've reached to start over again
Washed away by the blood in my vains
Possession of blood shot eyes
the path I walk is no longer the same direction
Holding my world at the end of my silver
once more she brings...
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I'm So f**king Tired
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This Little Boy
I wish I was an angle, but I'm just a saddened, lonely boy.
I've lost all my pride and joy,
And had my heart played with like a child's toy.
I'm just a joker playing his fiddle.
Been playing since I was little.
making everything a riddle.
Until the angels sing,
I'll wait out the winter till spring.
Listening to the bells of Hell ring.
A hollowed corpse so full of anger.
the ones I loved left me in danger.
Now they act like I'm a stranger.
Knowing I'll never get the same look,
sending me to Hell was all it took,...
I've lost all my pride and joy,
And had my heart played with like a child's toy.
I'm just a joker playing his fiddle.
Been playing since I was little.
making everything a riddle.
Until the angels sing,
I'll wait out the winter till spring.
Listening to the bells of Hell ring.
A hollowed corpse so full of anger.
the ones I loved left me in danger.
Now they act like I'm a stranger.
Knowing I'll never get the same look,
sending me to Hell was all it took,...
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Pretzels for Depression
I'm laying all alone
In a bed as cold as stone
This might sound crazy
But there's one thing that saves me
A salty snack with every session
It became my only obsession
every night the craving takes transgression
Under the blankets, I eat Pretzels For Depression
Every time I thought about grabbing my knife
You were there to save my life
When I reach the bottom of the bag
I hold it up as a victory flag
Dark voices are silenced by the crunch
each pretzel is like a punch
In the face of this monstrous depression
The morning...
In a bed as cold as stone
This might sound crazy
But there's one thing that saves me
A salty snack with every session
It became my only obsession
every night the craving takes transgression
Under the blankets, I eat Pretzels For Depression
Every time I thought about grabbing my knife
You were there to save my life
When I reach the bottom of the bag
I hold it up as a victory flag
Dark voices are silenced by the crunch
each pretzel is like a punch
In the face of this monstrous depression
The morning...
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5, 10, 15, 20
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ANARCHY IN HEAVEN
Forever and always, I tried to be
What you wanted to see
I look in the mirror
And all I see is her
You always make me feel inferior
When I know it's really you who is insecure
I want to rid myself of your essence
But I miss your comforting presence
I thought that our love was a pleasance
This illusion is becoming evanescence
Living at your side was Anarchy In Heaven
Dying in your hands, I found peace in Hell
It's because of you we have confrontation
Sick of the abuse and saying farewell
You were everything to me...
What you wanted to see
I look in the mirror
And all I see is her
You always make me feel inferior
When I know it's really you who is insecure
I want to rid myself of your essence
But I miss your comforting presence
I thought that our love was a pleasance
This illusion is becoming evanescence
Living at your side was Anarchy In Heaven
Dying in your hands, I found peace in Hell
It's because of you we have confrontation
Sick of the abuse and saying farewell
You were everything to me...
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A Burden Of A King
I have hair of amber and brown.
I wear a smile of the saddest frown.
Three years of my life I want back.
The time it took for me to fade to black.
You were my golden desire.
You set my heart on fire.
Now I walk empty hearted through this town.
Burnt to ashes and crumbling down.
You ended up being a liar.
Just like the rest, but you were my deathcab for hire.
My love for you was innocent.
I thought that was evident.
A burden of a king.
Too damaged to sing his melody.
Of the peace he wants to bring.
Is this what you...
I wear a smile of the saddest frown.
Three years of my life I want back.
The time it took for me to fade to black.
You were my golden desire.
You set my heart on fire.
Now I walk empty hearted through this town.
Burnt to ashes and crumbling down.
You ended up being a liar.
Just like the rest, but you were my deathcab for hire.
My love for you was innocent.
I thought that was evident.
A burden of a king.
Too damaged to sing his melody.
Of the peace he wants to bring.
Is this what you...
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Freestyle Metal Rap
All that we cherish.
Will ever so perish.
Bring forth my dawn.
Before it is gone.
City of crime.
Not worth a dime.
Listen to my voice.
As if it were your only choice.
See your truth.
Standing in the face of ruth.
shadowy and menacing.
Fear of the constantly changing future is diminishing.
Find your soul.
Beneath the coal.
Ignite the flame.
And forget the shame.
Do not be concerned.
With what has been discerned.
Find your frequency.
Defeating self apathy.
All so very...
Will ever so perish.
Bring forth my dawn.
Before it is gone.
City of crime.
Not worth a dime.
Listen to my voice.
As if it were your only choice.
See your truth.
Standing in the face of ruth.
shadowy and menacing.
Fear of the constantly changing future is diminishing.
Find your soul.
Beneath the coal.
Ignite the flame.
And forget the shame.
Do not be concerned.
With what has been discerned.
Find your frequency.
Defeating self apathy.
All so very...
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