Submissions by Lady_Katy

I see through your darkness and into your hell.
I know your not used to people being able to tell.
I want you to know that you aren't alone.

I see your hurting and holding back tears.
I know your not used to facing these fears.
I want you to know that I'll fight them for you.

I see your pulling away from me
because you don't want me to see.
But if you keep doing this you'll
bring me down with you.
when
All I want to do is save you.

Sometimes I miss having friends. I miss having someone to
rely on and talk to
Someone that no matter how many fights we have are still
there for me in the end.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s all my fault, If there is
something wrong with me that makes me lose friends so easily. Sometime I feel
like none of you really ever understood how much I cared about you.
Sometimes I remember how great everything once was, when I was
with him and we had all these people saying they were my friend as well as his,
but now we’re not together anymore and I understand not...

Sometimes when I'm alone I think of how great everything could of been. Sometimes I wish that you would have listened to me. I wish you would have gotten help. I know what it's like to not know where to turn and need guidence. I know even more that it's hard to admit that. I just can't believe that after all those years of us fighting for this to work , you would just give up and it wouldn't be so bad but you didn't give up on us you gave up on yourself and to me that is worse because all i ever wanted for you was for you to find happiness I wanted you to be content. Sometimes I just wish...

I play games in the dark and
think of ways to die
1 , 2 , 3 or 4, but I've
come up with 5.
People have stopped
listening , friends have come and gone,
but my blood's still
glistening in the summer sun.
I lay inside my room at
night trying to hide my fears
A quicker fix would be to
just break all my mirrors
People would wonder what has
happen to me, Has she gone insane?
No no I'm fine I swear! I
have to hide this pain.
I can't tell you why I want
to die, all i know is this
this constant fight against
myself...