Submissions by Kropotkin (Ian baxter)

WOW! it just never occurred to me,
It was never there on my infected blind mind..
I just took it for granted our future was mapped,
Together, by each others side..
Us fighting battles but they would often happen,
Smiling,crying fuming at injustice walking Betty🐾and laughing..
Our respective offspring grown”our time” had finally come,
But we bumbled along singing different songs,
As the moon bids farewell to the sun..

I did not come to you,
For in my private suffering was embarrassment and shame,
You had enough on your plate...

All of my adult life I have been blind and not seeing,
To a disease that parasites within me,
Incriminating eliminating and dominating the whole of my being...
It can "Fuck off"  says I,  as I chose to ignore,the destruction it left in it's wake,
To all I hold dear and adore ....
Of course I am "Sorry"  but what does that achieve ?
It's in my behaviour and my actions now that may soften the blow to all those I have hurt,including myself now who grieves...
We are human and all have the capacity to awaken to the grateful treasures that arise ,
As we...

IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE I FUCKING MEAN IT,
IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!
I’ll CONTINUE TO MAKE HAY WHATEVER THE WEATHER AND I DO THAT FOR MYSELF AND NOT JUST TO IMPRESS YOU..
IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE EVERY WORD IS FROM MY HEART AND SOUL,
IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE NOW I DEVOTE MYSELF TO HELPING OTHERS ASWELL AS MYSELF AND THAT INVOLVES MORE THAN HELPING AN OLD WOMAN ACROSS THE ROAD...
IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE MY NEAREST AND DEAREST WANT TO SEE ME GET BETTER,
IT IS WRITTEN IN CAPITALS BECAUSE FROM THE ROOFTOPS AND...