Submissions by KittyFromHell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write mostly about my day to day emotions, experiences, and thoughts. Every fucked up thought I have usually ends up here.
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Feb 2025 8:59am
28th Feb 2025 8:59am
Hate You
My mind screams that I hate you
Even as we make plans for a future
That is nothing more than a facade
Because you will never be the man you promised to me.
Even as we make plans for a future
That is nothing more than a facade
Because you will never be the man you promised to me.
#anger
#apathy
#emptiness
#hate
#love
116 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Feb 2025 8:57am
28th Feb 2025 8:57am
I Still Miss Him
Orgasmic heights with you
Leave me feeling empty and lonesome...
There is a void in me that you cannot fill
I find myself cumming against my will.
I close my eyes and wish it was him
Gripping my thighs with a hunger.
There's no ache, no joy in your touch for me
Just a painful reminder of what will never be.
Leave me feeling empty and lonesome...
There is a void in me that you cannot fill
I find myself cumming against my will.
I close my eyes and wish it was him
Gripping my thighs with a hunger.
There's no ache, no joy in your touch for me
Just a painful reminder of what will never be.
#ForbiddenLove
#love
#UnrequitedLove
124 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2025 5:37am
2nd Feb 2025 5:37am
Void
I am void of passion
And starved of daydreams.
I am trapped by the mundane
And the sober.
I miss the willingness to burn
For what I loved
Even if it was terribly wrong
The only feeling I feel
So starkly
That there is nothing else
Is anger
My ever constant companion
Soldering under layers
Of facade so thick
I do not even remember
Why I am this way
And starved of daydreams.
I am trapped by the mundane
And the sober.
I miss the willingness to burn
For what I loved
Even if it was terribly wrong
The only feeling I feel
So starkly
That there is nothing else
Is anger
My ever constant companion
Soldering under layers
Of facade so thick
I do not even remember
Why I am this way
#anger
#sadness
#SelfReflection
94 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jan 2025 4:56am
30th Jan 2025 4:56am
Toxic Crazy Baby
I have happened upon
A whirlpool of blue in your eyes.
Behold, I am spellbound—
Suspended as a porcelain doll
Hung in a windstorm.
It is doomsday in wonderland.
The awe of you has left me cuckoo
As all reason abandons me,
And I am sucked into the black hole
Where your heart should be.
Only grippy socks and origami
Can save me now.
A whirlpool of blue in your eyes.
Behold, I am spellbound—
Suspended as a porcelain doll
Hung in a windstorm.
It is doomsday in wonderland.
The awe of you has left me cuckoo
As all reason abandons me,
And I am sucked into the black hole
Where your heart should be.
Only grippy socks and origami
Can save me now.
#betrayal
#curse
#deception
#lies
#love
112 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jan 2025 4:43am
30th Jan 2025 4:43am
In Between Selves
The mirror image flickers again
Like a buffering screen shorting out.
I watch ghosts of me fade away
As if I am caught in the veil
Waiting for resurrection at last.
Like a buffering screen shorting out.
I watch ghosts of me fade away
As if I am caught in the veil
Waiting for resurrection at last.
#identity
#memories
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
75 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jan 2025 2:08pm
25th Jan 2025 2:08pm
All Grown Up
The calendar says I am older
The bills say I'm on my own
The children call me "ma'am"
And the old women say "my, how you've grown!"
I feel myself walking in no one's footsteps,
Yet the shoes are still too big to fill.
I've fought, and I've fought, and I've fought,
And now my bravado has brought me to a standstill.
Going through the motions
Has left me in a world of daydreams
Lala land is nice this time of year
Away from the agony of what this life means.
I've watched my childhood ambitions...
The bills say I'm on my own
The children call me "ma'am"
And the old women say "my, how you've grown!"
I feel myself walking in no one's footsteps,
Yet the shoes are still too big to fill.
I've fought, and I've fought, and I've fought,
And now my bravado has brought me to a standstill.
Going through the motions
Has left me in a world of daydreams
Lala land is nice this time of year
Away from the agony of what this life means.
I've watched my childhood ambitions...
#childhood
#depression
#emptiness
#LifeStruggles
#SelfReflection
101 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jan 2025 5:46am
25th Jan 2025 5:46am
Numb
I weary of finding myself bonded
To half hearted lovers.
The last ember of warmth
Stubbornly flickers
Yearning for a feeling
Long faded.
Memories serve no purpose
But to haunt me.
My love has grown cold
With no strong hands
To cradle it
And keep it safe.
I have become numb.
So numb.
To half hearted lovers.
The last ember of warmth
Stubbornly flickers
Yearning for a feeling
Long faded.
Memories serve no purpose
But to haunt me.
My love has grown cold
With no strong hands
To cradle it
And keep it safe.
I have become numb.
So numb.
#depression
#sadness
104 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Jan 2025 5:39am
25th Jan 2025 5:39am
Checked Out
My mind is a scattered heap of wadded notes
Tossed aside and torn under mindless footsteps.
I cannot find words for all that is trapped inside.
Tossed aside and torn under mindless footsteps.
I cannot find words for all that is trapped inside.
#anxiety
#confusion
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
115 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Jan 2025 4:20am
12th Jan 2025 4:20am
Laundry Monster
The laundry seems to watch me from the shadows
A grumpy wadded lump of yesterday's troubles.
I can't bring myself to wash it out.
A grumpy wadded lump of yesterday's troubles.
I can't bring myself to wash it out.
#depression
115 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jan 2025 3:21am
12th Jan 2025 3:21am
f**k Me like... I Mean Love Me like this
If you're gonna love me,
Love me like you're not afraid to bare your soul.
I want your hands gripping my throat
While you tell me to swallow your name
So that it warms me from the inside
Like hot coals still burning
From a fire we've left ablaze.
Burn every memory of every ex to ash,
Leave every childhood fear to the wolves.
Let them tear the petty scraps of the past
To bits amongst themselves
While we stow away the bountiful harvest
Of a new dawn with each other's love.
I want all of you or nothing at all. ...
Love me like you're not afraid to bare your soul.
I want your hands gripping my throat
While you tell me to swallow your name
So that it warms me from the inside
Like hot coals still burning
From a fire we've left ablaze.
Burn every memory of every ex to ash,
Leave every childhood fear to the wolves.
Let them tear the petty scraps of the past
To bits amongst themselves
While we stow away the bountiful harvest
Of a new dawn with each other's love.
I want all of you or nothing at all. ...
#fear
#love
#lust
#passion
#sex
213 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2024 5:19am
2nd Aug 2024 5:19am
blowing kisses at death
The room is crawling
And I've lost my mind.
The walls are living
And the air is lit up
Like every particle
Split a rainbow
And smashed it into dust
To enthrall a brain melting
And a heart exploding
Nemesis of the big bang
Condensed all into one fleshly prison
My void of deep waters
Is in my nose
And filling my lungs
I'm hell burning from inside out
Even if only for a fleeting moment
I felt the rush of standing still
And going so many places
Whether it is sprung from the mind
Of a...
And I've lost my mind.
The walls are living
And the air is lit up
Like every particle
Split a rainbow
And smashed it into dust
To enthrall a brain melting
And a heart exploding
Nemesis of the big bang
Condensed all into one fleshly prison
My void of deep waters
Is in my nose
And filling my lungs
I'm hell burning from inside out
Even if only for a fleeting moment
I felt the rush of standing still
And going so many places
Whether it is sprung from the mind
Of a...
#addiction
#death
#drugs
190 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2024 5:15am
2nd Aug 2024 5:15am
Melting Mind
I can feel my mind melting into a puddle
As I imagine a puddle sloshing
And spilling out my ears
In a gush like a breaking levee
Washing away all that scourges me
And eroding all that brought me joy
As my daydreams disappear one by one
Until I am plagued by the inescapable feeling
That I am but a shell of who I was
Only half the woman I used to be
Pieces lost in crossfire of youthful mistakes
Chaos so suavely conquering my heart
And twisting it up in knots
As I succumb to my doubt
And believe my pieces are too...
As I imagine a puddle sloshing
And spilling out my ears
In a gush like a breaking levee
Washing away all that scourges me
And eroding all that brought me joy
As my daydreams disappear one by one
Until I am plagued by the inescapable feeling
That I am but a shell of who I was
Only half the woman I used to be
Pieces lost in crossfire of youthful mistakes
Chaos so suavely conquering my heart
And twisting it up in knots
As I succumb to my doubt
And believe my pieces are too...
#addiction
#dark
#depression
#drugs
#SelfDiscovery
165 reads
2 Comments
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