Submissions by Keyshia

Lately I just been thinking about things that I have been trying not to think of like the fact

I’m still a good woman but because of all my past hurt and my last pain I’ve  just been  on some other mess. I want revenge on mothafucks and that ain’t me
I won’t let myself feel nothing, when I know I really do

Out here doing shid that just ain’t in my character.. all to protect myself because to me it feels like no not just feel but it clearly is like
everybody that I did give two fucks about has been taken from
me by someone that I’ve trusted enough to be...

As I lay here in the dark in my queen sized bed
Here alone on another Saturday night thinking how
I wish i could go back to a time when only butterflies were on my mind and “I wonder if Bobby likes me, I really think Bobby does...
Now what stays on my mind is growing  pains to sort out and bills to be paid
“Cable bill due Monday,
Gotta pay the lights another 45$ to come up with oh and don’t forget school”

This definitely ain’t the life I dreamed of when I was 15, living in Hazel Green Alabama.

“Not the lawyer I wanted to be, far from that my...