Submissions by KeliaKatastrophie (Forever Alone)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I like poems
Hopeless Love
Too many heartaches
from the major breaks.
Praying one day for that soulmate.
Asking when he comes,
will I be the one to run?
Realizing when I have met mine,
no one should be able to intertwine.
The love we have will meet the most high.
We will be flying and gliding within the sky.
Stars will not amount to the light he shines.
His love will be ageless like wine.
The spark will not die down.
No matter a bad day,
I won't wear a frown.
His conversations would keep me laughing.
And much more I will reach for grasping.
My heart of...
from the major breaks.
Praying one day for that soulmate.
Asking when he comes,
will I be the one to run?
Realizing when I have met mine,
no one should be able to intertwine.
The love we have will meet the most high.
We will be flying and gliding within the sky.
Stars will not amount to the light he shines.
His love will be ageless like wine.
The spark will not die down.
No matter a bad day,
I won't wear a frown.
His conversations would keep me laughing.
And much more I will reach for grasping.
My heart of...
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Fake Me
The blade is cold
But not old
I didn’t go deep
I didn’t even weep
Just one cut is all I need
And my mind goes calm, while my cut bleeds
It was harmless but helped so much
I stopped being mad and such
No more angry thoughts went through my mind
Just fascination, everything else left behind
Is the start or the end?
All I know is I don’t want to disappoint my friend
Is it too late for me?
I thought I was getting better but I only pretended to be
The cut now stains my arm
Nothing big or deep, nothing to...
But not old
I didn’t go deep
I didn’t even weep
Just one cut is all I need
And my mind goes calm, while my cut bleeds
It was harmless but helped so much
I stopped being mad and such
No more angry thoughts went through my mind
Just fascination, everything else left behind
Is the start or the end?
All I know is I don’t want to disappoint my friend
Is it too late for me?
I thought I was getting better but I only pretended to be
The cut now stains my arm
Nothing big or deep, nothing to...
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Dark Room
Sitting in a dark room.
No hope left in my soul.
I wish i could say sorry.
sorry that I ever let you in.
Sorry I wasn't good enough.
I gave you all my heart, but it wasn't enough.
You still think you could do better?
I dare you to find someone who loves you like I do.
You won't, because there is only one of me and one of you.
I am sorry I ever gave you a chance.
We should have made it last.
Now I sit in a dark room.
With no hope left in my soul.
I cry my self to sleep.
I cut my arm and watch it bleed.
You...
No hope left in my soul.
I wish i could say sorry.
sorry that I ever let you in.
Sorry I wasn't good enough.
I gave you all my heart, but it wasn't enough.
You still think you could do better?
I dare you to find someone who loves you like I do.
You won't, because there is only one of me and one of you.
I am sorry I ever gave you a chance.
We should have made it last.
Now I sit in a dark room.
With no hope left in my soul.
I cry my self to sleep.
I cut my arm and watch it bleed.
You...
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Once Living
Sitting on the brink of no return.
Not sure of what is real or not.
Someone catch me before I fall.
Into this deep dark abyss.
You may know it as hell, but I like to call it bliss.
Once I fall there is no hope, no happy ending.
Just a story of a girl once living.
No one will care.
I am just that girl now missing.
I lived up to everyone else's expectations.
I Didn't have a single vision.
Therefore, now I am on a mission.
I have this ambition to be how I want to be.
Not how you think I should be.
I'm just that girl now missing....
Not sure of what is real or not.
Someone catch me before I fall.
Into this deep dark abyss.
You may know it as hell, but I like to call it bliss.
Once I fall there is no hope, no happy ending.
Just a story of a girl once living.
No one will care.
I am just that girl now missing.
I lived up to everyone else's expectations.
I Didn't have a single vision.
Therefore, now I am on a mission.
I have this ambition to be how I want to be.
Not how you think I should be.
I'm just that girl now missing....
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Life is a nightmare
Loving him is something I'll always do
I pray that he still loves me too
We were together for so long
For us to only find out that we were not that strong
Were did I go wrong
Was it being there for him
Even on the slightest whim
I was there
Through all the wear and tear
Was it even worth all my effort and time
For those months that I called him mine
We ended on such a terrible note
Now all this emotional baggage I must tote
Of course I still care
Please wake me from this nightmare
cause
Loving him is something I'll always do...
I pray that he still loves me too
We were together for so long
For us to only find out that we were not that strong
Were did I go wrong
Was it being there for him
Even on the slightest whim
I was there
Through all the wear and tear
Was it even worth all my effort and time
For those months that I called him mine
We ended on such a terrible note
Now all this emotional baggage I must tote
Of course I still care
Please wake me from this nightmare
cause
Loving him is something I'll always do...
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Leave my side
I cut deeper and deeper with each passing day.
What do I have to do to make you stay?
I can make you love me, or is it already to late?
Can I make you change your mind?
I can apologize for everything.
It won't make a difference.
I want you to stay, but you don't feel the same.
So I sit here sadly as I watch you leave.
Go! Go away! I realize I can't change your mind.
I just feel so hopeless without you by my side.
I guess it's time for me to let you go.
At least I have all the good times.
You seem to remember only the bad.
We had...
What do I have to do to make you stay?
I can make you love me, or is it already to late?
Can I make you change your mind?
I can apologize for everything.
It won't make a difference.
I want you to stay, but you don't feel the same.
So I sit here sadly as I watch you leave.
Go! Go away! I realize I can't change your mind.
I just feel so hopeless without you by my side.
I guess it's time for me to let you go.
At least I have all the good times.
You seem to remember only the bad.
We had...
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Alone
The sun has set into the night sky.
It's getting darker with each minute that passes by.
I look a round for a shelter, a place I can call home.
I search and search, yet I find none.
I wonder the streets all alone.
Trying not to think.
I'm afraid, afraid of myself.
My thoughts and the pain they bring.
The memories! Oh! The joyful memories.
I was happy once, but not anymore.
I miss the good times. Maybe i'll get more.
Until then I wonder the streets.
All alone in the dark.
Remembering when I was once happy.
It's getting darker with each minute that passes by.
I look a round for a shelter, a place I can call home.
I search and search, yet I find none.
I wonder the streets all alone.
Trying not to think.
I'm afraid, afraid of myself.
My thoughts and the pain they bring.
The memories! Oh! The joyful memories.
I was happy once, but not anymore.
I miss the good times. Maybe i'll get more.
Until then I wonder the streets.
All alone in the dark.
Remembering when I was once happy.
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No One
Running out of time, out of options, out of life.
Screaming for help. The pain is never ending.
No cure. No nothing. All I see is darkness
while everyone else sees light. No escape,
no happy ending. Why me? Screaming and
screaming, but there is no answer.Am I
dead? Is everyone ignoring me? Why does
everyone hate me? All I ask for is love. Is
that too much? I should die like everyone tells
me too. maybe someday i will find acceptance.
Maybe I will find love. i doubt it, but who knows?
maybe the pain will go away, but that will take
awhile. Who...
Screaming for help. The pain is never ending.
No cure. No nothing. All I see is darkness
while everyone else sees light. No escape,
no happy ending. Why me? Screaming and
screaming, but there is no answer.Am I
dead? Is everyone ignoring me? Why does
everyone hate me? All I ask for is love. Is
that too much? I should die like everyone tells
me too. maybe someday i will find acceptance.
Maybe I will find love. i doubt it, but who knows?
maybe the pain will go away, but that will take
awhile. Who...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by KeliaKatastrophie (Forever Alone)