Submissions by KattTheKiller (FallenAngelfromh3ll)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
25th Apr 2017 7:51pm
25th Apr 2017 7:51pm
Overwhelmed.
School.
Work.
Family.
It's all taken over her life.
Social life? What’s that?
Deciding on the things she wants to do is overwhelming.
Failing two of her college classes, trying not to tell her parents so they don't yell at her.
Not telling them that she has skipped a few times here and there.
Sometimes she just can't handle the stress that comes with this.
Not wanting to get fired from her job for not being good enough at what she does.
Compliments here and there make her feel...
Work.
Family.
It's all taken over her life.
Social life? What’s that?
Deciding on the things she wants to do is overwhelming.
Failing two of her college classes, trying not to tell her parents so they don't yell at her.
Not telling them that she has skipped a few times here and there.
Sometimes she just can't handle the stress that comes with this.
Not wanting to get fired from her job for not being good enough at what she does.
Compliments here and there make her feel...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
25th May 2016 6:02pm
25th May 2016 6:02pm
Its Not Just Girls
He hurts inside
he sucks his emotions in
his pain coming back
the thumping of his pulse gets louder
he can feel it beneath the marks on his arms
getting light headed he sits down
he sits to think about what happened
HIs eyes start to close as he lets himself go.
he passes out
his reality coming back to him slowly
his mind races
all he can see is blurs as he opens his eyes
his heart beat had slowed down
the marks on his arm stopped pulsing
the room was slowing getting quiet
he could vaguely hear the buzzing of a fly as his eyes...
he sucks his emotions in
his pain coming back
the thumping of his pulse gets louder
he can feel it beneath the marks on his arms
getting light headed he sits down
he sits to think about what happened
HIs eyes start to close as he lets himself go.
he passes out
his reality coming back to him slowly
his mind races
all he can see is blurs as he opens his eyes
his heart beat had slowed down
the marks on his arm stopped pulsing
the room was slowing getting quiet
he could vaguely hear the buzzing of a fly as his eyes...
553 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd May 2016 5:37pm
23rd May 2016 5:37pm
In her Eyes
Little things running through her mind.
school.
just one big routine that she goes through.
daydreaming to pass the time.
people walking by her
blurs as they pass her by
Their voices mumbled as if she was underwater.
everythings changing in her eyes
no one notices her.
invisible to everyone
she only gets noticed at home
little things upsetting her "parents"
those little things causing them to yell
those "parents" that aren't even hers
the yelling of obscenities and insults
"you're not even our kid!"...
school.
just one big routine that she goes through.
daydreaming to pass the time.
people walking by her
blurs as they pass her by
Their voices mumbled as if she was underwater.
everythings changing in her eyes
no one notices her.
invisible to everyone
she only gets noticed at home
little things upsetting her "parents"
those little things causing them to yell
those "parents" that aren't even hers
the yelling of obscenities and insults
"you're not even our kid!"...
514 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
19th May 2016 6:29pm
19th May 2016 6:29pm
Lost.
Lost.
in a reality that isnt the one shes really living in
everything is so much better there
no one yells
no ones judgemental
she can be who she wants to be
she has self esteem
music is all she hears
drawings that she made plastering the walls
the demons she knows all too well surround her
hiding everywhere they can
the stress starts coming back to her
she realizes that this place isnt that great anymore
her demons coming out of their hiding spots
she tries to hide from them but they find her
they try to trap her
she tries to...
in a reality that isnt the one shes really living in
everything is so much better there
no one yells
no ones judgemental
she can be who she wants to be
she has self esteem
music is all she hears
drawings that she made plastering the walls
the demons she knows all too well surround her
hiding everywhere they can
the stress starts coming back to her
she realizes that this place isnt that great anymore
her demons coming out of their hiding spots
she tries to hide from them but they find her
they try to trap her
she tries to...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th May 2016 6:17pm
19th May 2016 6:17pm
New Reality
Her Life in a nutshell?
Stressed to the point where she doesnt know how to deal with it anymore.
Her family is so stressed and she wants to help but it feels like shes in the way all the time.
Her mothers sick and all she wants to do is cry because she doesnt know how to help.
shes so broken at this point that she doesnt feel like she deserves to be fixed.
everything feels like its not getting any better, only worse
Dads barely talking to her since his ex wife came back around
shes losing her mind more and more.
all she wants to do anymore is listen to music...
Stressed to the point where she doesnt know how to deal with it anymore.
Her family is so stressed and she wants to help but it feels like shes in the way all the time.
Her mothers sick and all she wants to do is cry because she doesnt know how to help.
shes so broken at this point that she doesnt feel like she deserves to be fixed.
everything feels like its not getting any better, only worse
Dads barely talking to her since his ex wife came back around
shes losing her mind more and more.
all she wants to do anymore is listen to music...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Mar 2015 1:40pm
31st Mar 2015 1:40pm
feeling
Breathing.
getting heavy.
my thoughts overwhelming me.
i stop to think.
the thoughts then take over.
not being able to stop myself.
cant help myself.
the marks start appearing again.
one right after the other.
deeper and deeper.
nothing stops until the pain comes back with them.
not being able to take it anymore i curl up.
tears fall.
one right after the other.
hands starting to shake.
not understanding why they came back.
slowly, very slowly.
my eyelids get heavy.
slowly starting to fall asleep.
the pain going away...
getting heavy.
my thoughts overwhelming me.
i stop to think.
the thoughts then take over.
not being able to stop myself.
cant help myself.
the marks start appearing again.
one right after the other.
deeper and deeper.
nothing stops until the pain comes back with them.
not being able to take it anymore i curl up.
tears fall.
one right after the other.
hands starting to shake.
not understanding why they came back.
slowly, very slowly.
my eyelids get heavy.
slowly starting to fall asleep.
the pain going away...
664 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Jan 2015 7:34pm
21st Jan 2015 7:34pm
Resisting
Sitting down in my room I start to resist everything.
Resisting sleep, resisting to socialize and resisting to come out.
I'm thinking about everything.
Past comes to my mind.
[font=Lucida Sans Unicode,Lucida Grande]S[/font]hit.
Music is my rescue, the lyrics take me away from reality
Sky high in a way until the flashbacks hit.
Falling. I'm like Alice down the rabbit hole.
Screaming as I fall to Rock bottom as everything Surrounds me.
Musics gone, I'm just laying there. As I gasp to catch my breath the scenery changes.
I'm in an ocean. I see the...
Resisting sleep, resisting to socialize and resisting to come out.
I'm thinking about everything.
Past comes to my mind.
[font=Lucida Sans Unicode,Lucida Grande]S[/font]hit.
Music is my rescue, the lyrics take me away from reality
Sky high in a way until the flashbacks hit.
Falling. I'm like Alice down the rabbit hole.
Screaming as I fall to Rock bottom as everything Surrounds me.
Musics gone, I'm just laying there. As I gasp to catch my breath the scenery changes.
I'm in an ocean. I see the...
714 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Sep 2014 3:22pm
16th Sep 2014 3:22pm
~Confused and Broken~
I Feel Like an outcast
i mean i have friends
but it feels like they're better at all of this than i am.
I feel like im not good enough.
but i also feel like im annoying them.
im so lost that i dont know what to do anymore and i cant take it. ive been through so much that i end up pushing everyone away and then im stuck again...
i just wanna cry for help...
i mean i have friends
but it feels like they're better at all of this than i am.
I feel like im not good enough.
but i also feel like im annoying them.
im so lost that i dont know what to do anymore and i cant take it. ive been through so much that i end up pushing everyone away and then im stuck again...
i just wanna cry for help...
579 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Apr 2014 3:02am
26th Apr 2014 3:02am
Fake smiles are always the predettiest
772 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Mar 2014 00:54am
12th Mar 2014 00:54am
Crimson pool
All of it was a blur.
There was nothing but the smell of copper.
I...I passed out again.
I woke up in a pool.
The pool was a crimson colored red.
I look down and see that shiny object on the floor.
What enticed me to do this?
I can't get away from it.
Help..
I cry out quietly in my head
No one will help you.
I feel the dizziness come back.
Alright I give up..
I say as I fall back against the wall again
There was nothing but the smell of copper.
I...I passed out again.
I woke up in a pool.
The pool was a crimson colored red.
I look down and see that shiny object on the floor.
What enticed me to do this?
I can't get away from it.
Help..
I cry out quietly in my head
No one will help you.
I feel the dizziness come back.
Alright I give up..
I say as I fall back against the wall again
604 reads
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