Submissions by JstMskaye
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I've written how I feel about life and loves since the age of 14. Am I published? Not yet. Working on my fear of failure I guess. I pray that my words will inspire during my visit here.
Smile
Ever see a smile that you decide that you selfishly want for yourself?
Nothing sexual but you desire to have the ability to be that reason an individual eyes light up
and they can't stop "seeing" ONLY you.
I look forward to that responsibility.
My loyalty will lie with being your source of joy and peace
Even after you've observed me cussing every other person out.
What they've failed to realize is most often than not they catch the wrath for simply NOT BEING YOU.
I plan to cherish it and I have every intention on carrying out my duty purposefully and...
Nothing sexual but you desire to have the ability to be that reason an individual eyes light up
and they can't stop "seeing" ONLY you.
I look forward to that responsibility.
My loyalty will lie with being your source of joy and peace
Even after you've observed me cussing every other person out.
What they've failed to realize is most often than not they catch the wrath for simply NOT BEING YOU.
I plan to cherish it and I have every intention on carrying out my duty purposefully and...
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Fabric Of My Reality 2
A tear, just a small one
But just large enough for you to see me and I you
I wanted a closer look
So I parted it a little further to get a better view
Of your heart
Little did I know
Your thoughts matched mine and we collided
Our worlds and auras melded in such a way
A love was borne that transcended time
We've woven and intertwined
We made love in that instant
Our thoughts and words
Had me feeling every inch of your body
And you claiming every part mine
And still we've never met
My mind bucked
Silently asking who is this man to...
But just large enough for you to see me and I you
I wanted a closer look
So I parted it a little further to get a better view
Of your heart
Little did I know
Your thoughts matched mine and we collided
Our worlds and auras melded in such a way
A love was borne that transcended time
We've woven and intertwined
We made love in that instant
Our thoughts and words
Had me feeling every inch of your body
And you claiming every part mine
And still we've never met
My mind bucked
Silently asking who is this man to...
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Text To Sex
text alert*
Am I still on punishment?
Maybe...
The outer limits are cold and lonely Lil Mama.
Not my problem. Nor my fault...
Do you still have your door keys?
I do... You haven't changed the locks?
Not as long as there's a you. Come home Lil Mama.
Do you think I still love you?
*smh*
Are you coming?
You'll find out if I show up. If I do, will you do the things you used to?
Those things and more. Do you still love me?
On my way...
Do you still love me? Remove your clothes......
Am I still on punishment?
Maybe...
The outer limits are cold and lonely Lil Mama.
Not my problem. Nor my fault...
Do you still have your door keys?
I do... You haven't changed the locks?
Not as long as there's a you. Come home Lil Mama.
Do you think I still love you?
*smh*
Are you coming?
You'll find out if I show up. If I do, will you do the things you used to?
Those things and more. Do you still love me?
On my way...
Do you still love me? Remove your clothes......
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Why So Quiet?
You've asked me why I'm so quiet.
My answer to your question is
Everytime I step out on faith
To gorge myself on your love
You place me on an emotional diet.
What's the point of speaking up?
Exposing myself to you
Letting my feelings run amok
Overflowing like a too small cup.
So I fall back.
Quietly move over to my lane.
It's so obvious female company
Is not what you lack.
You ask me why I won't tell you how I feel.
You say you wished you'd known
But I've told you.
I've shown you.
I've kept it real.
...
My answer to your question is
Everytime I step out on faith
To gorge myself on your love
You place me on an emotional diet.
What's the point of speaking up?
Exposing myself to you
Letting my feelings run amok
Overflowing like a too small cup.
So I fall back.
Quietly move over to my lane.
It's so obvious female company
Is not what you lack.
You ask me why I won't tell you how I feel.
You say you wished you'd known
But I've told you.
I've shown you.
I've kept it real.
...
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A Prayer For Mattie Sunshine
In Remembrance of Mattie Sunshine McDonald-Zanders
My heart plummeted with the news of your illness.
My soul is crying, watching my dad quietly grieve.
I'm praying for Aunt Sunny,
For God to bear your pain on his sleeve.
I'm aching with a feeling of hopelessness.
Waiting for your suffering to be lifted from you.
You'll be rewarded soon in his HIS glory,
Your life is a testimony.
Therefore I know that God's love is true.
Father, I lift my words in prayer, that You shore up my family.
Strengthen my Father, Aunts and Uncles to be the pillars my...
My heart plummeted with the news of your illness.
My soul is crying, watching my dad quietly grieve.
I'm praying for Aunt Sunny,
For God to bear your pain on his sleeve.
I'm aching with a feeling of hopelessness.
Waiting for your suffering to be lifted from you.
You'll be rewarded soon in his HIS glory,
Your life is a testimony.
Therefore I know that God's love is true.
Father, I lift my words in prayer, that You shore up my family.
Strengthen my Father, Aunts and Uncles to be the pillars my...
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He Once Said To Me
You are the object of my desire
The passion to my fire
The warm air that brings heat to my soul
The love drug that gives me control
The smooth skin that surrounds you tightly Serves as the wrapper,
I want to unwrap nightly.
The “V” created by your inner thighs
Directs my eye To the area most desired by I
Your bare navel perfectly placed
So close to the goal, yet so far away
As a young man I dreamed of this day
To be able to hold someone special in just this way
To hold you close til the night becomes day
To use my body, not my...
The passion to my fire
The warm air that brings heat to my soul
The love drug that gives me control
The smooth skin that surrounds you tightly Serves as the wrapper,
I want to unwrap nightly.
The “V” created by your inner thighs
Directs my eye To the area most desired by I
Your bare navel perfectly placed
So close to the goal, yet so far away
As a young man I dreamed of this day
To be able to hold someone special in just this way
To hold you close til the night becomes day
To use my body, not my...
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Rambling...
Madea said "God answers prayers immediately".
I asked for a good man.
A God-fearing man.
A man who will love me like I know I'll love him back.
A man who will be my best friend til the end.
A man who I enjoy looking at and I'll feel his enjoyment of looking at me.
God is like a satellite dish.
He knows where you are, he knows where what you want is.
Then you have life. Life is like a GPS system.
You have to get on some highways. Sometimes you run into traffic.
Sometimes there's a roadblock and then you have to go around.
This is...
I asked for a good man.
A God-fearing man.
A man who will love me like I know I'll love him back.
A man who will be my best friend til the end.
A man who I enjoy looking at and I'll feel his enjoyment of looking at me.
God is like a satellite dish.
He knows where you are, he knows where what you want is.
Then you have life. Life is like a GPS system.
You have to get on some highways. Sometimes you run into traffic.
Sometimes there's a roadblock and then you have to go around.
This is...
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You
I scare myself wanting you
But I'm willing to forsake all others
Just to be with you
I don't care what people may think
They don't understand that
When you look my way
I'm on the brink...
Of falling.
I fell
Lets face it
I stay out of your path
Because I can't or you won't
Let me be apart of you
Secrets
I'm so above that
I wouldn't like to hide
What is good
Building
What could be great
I scare myself wanting you
But...
But I'm willing to forsake all others
Just to be with you
I don't care what people may think
They don't understand that
When you look my way
I'm on the brink...
Of falling.
I fell
Lets face it
I stay out of your path
Because I can't or you won't
Let me be apart of you
Secrets
I'm so above that
I wouldn't like to hide
What is good
Building
What could be great
I scare myself wanting you
But...
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Love's Journey of Supplication
You enter by invitation of acceptance upon that I offered in purity
As I deepen my awareness of your soul, your presence warm … You held me in your embrace.
I feel your love thicken as you grace my entrance bearing no gifts other than that of who you are.
Breathing rhythmically echoing ancient harmonies bearing no gifts other than what you have.
My recognition of who you are invites you into me deeper; anointing our pleasures with oil deep within.
Your reception intensifies as my core is reached; soul caught, released and captured once more.
...
As I deepen my awareness of your soul, your presence warm … You held me in your embrace.
I feel your love thicken as you grace my entrance bearing no gifts other than that of who you are.
Breathing rhythmically echoing ancient harmonies bearing no gifts other than what you have.
My recognition of who you are invites you into me deeper; anointing our pleasures with oil deep within.
Your reception intensifies as my core is reached; soul caught, released and captured once more.
...
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My Humble Apology
I am not the Sage Sistah from whom you seek counseled guidance from.
Offering infinite wisdom or directions in which you should run.
I am just me.
I'm not politically or socially conscious about what makes the world revolve.
If it doesn't directly affect me, life is no big puzzle to be solved.
I am just me.
I cry for and react to things that I care about only. No offense against you.
My tears are for only the lonely.
I am just me.
I cannot walk in your shoes nor you in mine, so don't expect me to empathize.
...
Offering infinite wisdom or directions in which you should run.
I am just me.
I'm not politically or socially conscious about what makes the world revolve.
If it doesn't directly affect me, life is no big puzzle to be solved.
I am just me.
I cry for and react to things that I care about only. No offense against you.
My tears are for only the lonely.
I am just me.
I cannot walk in your shoes nor you in mine, so don't expect me to empathize.
...
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Innuendo
Why won't you vacate the intimate space in my mind?
Can't sleep, be up all night. All the time.
You'll never guess. No, not him.
He's the shadow who lingers just outside my vision.
The one who's whisper crawls all through my soul on a whim...
It started the day you handed me your card.
I read it. I proclaimed your expertise was maintenance.
I pictured you with your head under my hood...
Working in your backyard.
I decided to give you a try.
I made my appointment, showed up.
"You better take care of my ride."
Smiling, he led me to...
Can't sleep, be up all night. All the time.
You'll never guess. No, not him.
He's the shadow who lingers just outside my vision.
The one who's whisper crawls all through my soul on a whim...
It started the day you handed me your card.
I read it. I proclaimed your expertise was maintenance.
I pictured you with your head under my hood...
Working in your backyard.
I decided to give you a try.
I made my appointment, showed up.
"You better take care of my ride."
Smiling, he led me to...
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Flow
Shhhh! The white noise of your background buzz is interrupting the flow.
My mind isn't racing.
It's meandering through all the possibilities of being with you.
I love the talent of shutting out all else but the thought of you touching me.
You view yourself as not worthy.
Good thing this is solely my fantasy.
You have no part in the composition.
All I have to do is shut my eyes.
And there you are to do what my mind tells you to.
My mind is whispering...
You should touch me here...
And here...
Smooth out that area, warming it up.
Sprinkle...
My mind isn't racing.
It's meandering through all the possibilities of being with you.
I love the talent of shutting out all else but the thought of you touching me.
You view yourself as not worthy.
Good thing this is solely my fantasy.
You have no part in the composition.
All I have to do is shut my eyes.
And there you are to do what my mind tells you to.
My mind is whispering...
You should touch me here...
And here...
Smooth out that area, warming it up.
Sprinkle...
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