thatI can't even sleep to scared that my fear will come for me that if my eyes were to close they may never open thatI may live for all enternity in fear wanting to die, to run, to just be unseen for if I'm not seen my fear, my nightmare can't find me only ifI could but that would only become a dream since my nightmare are not all in my head for they are real and will never go away because the only monster that I have to be scared of does not have spikes or says boo because he dare call himself ahuman