Submissions by Iwanttobestardust (I want to be stardust)

I'm alone in this world
No one to go to
Got nothing left to do
Might as well as become a ghost
It's hard to make up the things that you have lost
Got no feelings and cause
I'm just lost, lost, lost
I try to be more
But I just end up a bore
I try to give
But I always get nothing back
I hope I get a heart attack
Maybe the world will go black
At least in my eyes it is
I want to live, live, live
But then I want to die, die, die
I'm slowly confusing myself
Can't ask for help, help, help
Cause I don't...

The mask that hangs upon my face
Is slowly slipping out of place
The emotions that are faked
It all started with my parent's mistakes
When I was a child, I was given little to love
So I ended up becoming cold and tough
As I grew a little more I met someone that taught me what was love
I loved them so dear
But in their eyes it wasn't clear
I quelled up the courage to tell them so
Then they tell me instead that they found someone so dear
I went back home with tears
I still believe in a little hope
It's my little way to cope ...