Submissions by Inspiration_Speaks (Courtney Singleton)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
8th Nov 2016 1:48am
8th Nov 2016 1:48am
end of me
Why am I like this? Why am I such a loser? Here I am. Sitting in this cold, dark room. Crying. I try drying up my tears but my eyes get heavier and heavier. My salty tears drop on the floor, leaving a small puddle. Why am I here? I am NOT needed here. I grab my blood encrusted razor and press it against my skin. I take a deep breath and slice as I exhale. First nothing, but then the blood starts forming. Little blood bubbles, how lovely. As my crying intensifies I cut more and more and more...and then I stop. I grab my dark ruby arm and fall to my knees. I didn't want this. I didn't want any...
565 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Feb 2016 1:49am
16th Feb 2016 1:49am
To Write Love On Her Arms
To
Only
Work
Right
Into
The
Equal
Love
Only
Voluntarily
Ending
Others on
Needing
Her
Eerie
Reality of
Apprehension
Revolving around
Melancholy
Screams
Only
Work
Right
Into
The
Equal
Love
Only
Voluntarily
Ending
Others on
Needing
Her
Eerie
Reality of
Apprehension
Revolving around
Melancholy
Screams
577 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
16th Feb 2016 1:43am
16th Feb 2016 1:43am
No End
Kill them all
One by one
Don't come home
Until it's done
I'll take your soul
I'll tear you apart
Then I'll come stabbing
Through your heart
You've seen me once
You'll see me again
Like a nightmare
There's no end.
One by one
Don't come home
Until it's done
I'll take your soul
I'll tear you apart
Then I'll come stabbing
Through your heart
You've seen me once
You'll see me again
Like a nightmare
There's no end.
659 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
15th Feb 2016 1:11am
15th Feb 2016 1:11am
Lost Thinker
Do I turn right or go left
or let my heart report for identity theft
Do I jump or do I fall
Can I just hit my head against the wall
If I fell would you catch me
or would you just leave me into eternity
Will you answer all my questions
Or do you think of my as a late-night sessions
While all my feelings still linger
I truly think that I'm a lost thinker
or let my heart report for identity theft
Do I jump or do I fall
Can I just hit my head against the wall
If I fell would you catch me
or would you just leave me into eternity
Will you answer all my questions
Or do you think of my as a late-night sessions
While all my feelings still linger
I truly think that I'm a lost thinker
687 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Feb 2016 1:09am
15th Feb 2016 1:09am
I am
I am alone
I wonder why people call me a druggie
I hear cries of mercy
I see trails of tears
I want for my parents to care
I am alone
I pretend to have real friends
I feel the pain and torturing from everyone
I touch my suffering
I worry about everything
I cry about life's way of handling me
I am alone
I understand that I am alone
I say love's real though it's not
I dream about death at every corner
I try not to cry every second of the day
I hope to be happy
I am alone
I wonder why people call me a druggie
I hear cries of mercy
I see trails of tears
I want for my parents to care
I am alone
I pretend to have real friends
I feel the pain and torturing from everyone
I touch my suffering
I worry about everything
I cry about life's way of handling me
I am alone
I understand that I am alone
I say love's real though it's not
I dream about death at every corner
I try not to cry every second of the day
I hope to be happy
I am alone
609 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Feb 2016 1:12am
14th Feb 2016 1:12am
Roots of Diversity
Trust
is a must
don't think of it as lust
Fire
it ignites
the empire
at the blazing night
Sins
we all do it
let the flames
begin it
Love
view the doves
Peace
evil will cease
Broke a mirror = bad luck?
maybe through years of seven
but maybe with faith and trust
you'll get to Heaven
Believe
its sincerity
As it bleeds
in the roots of diversity
the wincing, the pain
is the seed
is a must
don't think of it as lust
Fire
it ignites
the empire
at the blazing night
Sins
we all do it
let the flames
begin it
Love
view the doves
Peace
evil will cease
Broke a mirror = bad luck?
maybe through years of seven
but maybe with faith and trust
you'll get to Heaven
Believe
its sincerity
As it bleeds
in the roots of diversity
the wincing, the pain
is the seed
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ANGER POEM
Published
14th Feb 2016 1:08am
14th Feb 2016 1:08am
No Rhythm Involved
I don't know why you chose me
Your true colors are screaming
I've seen your flaws and mine too
You've made me tremble in my skin
You don't see what I see
I feel pain as I am dreaming
Your bitter colors: red, black blue,
Purple, such ugly colors as you drink your gin
My fear makes you stand like a tree
Until your leaves fall at the pace of a large river streaming
Through the body until it has spread like the flu
Down to its root until my pain makes you grow again
Now don't ask me what I'll be
My hatred for you is gleaming...
Your true colors are screaming
I've seen your flaws and mine too
You've made me tremble in my skin
You don't see what I see
I feel pain as I am dreaming
Your bitter colors: red, black blue,
Purple, such ugly colors as you drink your gin
My fear makes you stand like a tree
Until your leaves fall at the pace of a large river streaming
Through the body until it has spread like the flu
Down to its root until my pain makes you grow again
Now don't ask me what I'll be
My hatred for you is gleaming...
627 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Feb 2016 2:40pm
13th Feb 2016 2:40pm
You and I, Suicide
You and I suicide
Come an grab the cyanide
Then we can go run and hide
You and I suicide
You and I suicide
I have no one to confide
All the feeling I have inside
That's why I'll commit my suicide
You and I suicide
You said you already tried
Well so have I; my heart has died
When will be our suicide?
You and I suicide
I found out that you, you lied
But this is not my time to cry
It's just I in suicide
Come an grab the cyanide
Then we can go run and hide
You and I suicide
You and I suicide
I have no one to confide
All the feeling I have inside
That's why I'll commit my suicide
You and I suicide
You said you already tried
Well so have I; my heart has died
When will be our suicide?
You and I suicide
I found out that you, you lied
But this is not my time to cry
It's just I in suicide
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Feb 2016 2:33pm
13th Feb 2016 2:33pm
Blade
Sharp as the acrimonious night
Painful as my life goes out of sight
Pain-free : after this I'll be alright
Relief I finish the job...I see the light
Kill I will when my job is done
Blood out my skin, it runs
Death : my next result, what fun
Suicide : my next wish..I'm already shunned
Depression as my life fades away
Hate as my God turns grey
Distrust as I feel in my days
Solitude as being alone is okay
Lonesomeness -same as before
Tears from my face to the floor
Screams -nothing I fear
Secrets - one cut and I'm out of here...
Painful as my life goes out of sight
Pain-free : after this I'll be alright
Relief I finish the job...I see the light
Kill I will when my job is done
Blood out my skin, it runs
Death : my next result, what fun
Suicide : my next wish..I'm already shunned
Depression as my life fades away
Hate as my God turns grey
Distrust as I feel in my days
Solitude as being alone is okay
Lonesomeness -same as before
Tears from my face to the floor
Screams -nothing I fear
Secrets - one cut and I'm out of here...
625 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
13th Feb 2016 6:22am
13th Feb 2016 6:22am
Depression
D eath is right around the bend
E ven when its not the end
P eople are seen but not heard
R eading out the lines
E ating our soul out this time
S howing no love, no affection
S haring their ways, paying no attention
I s this the life I live; blurred?
O nly thing I smell is fear
N ow...Where do I go from here?
E ven when its not the end
P eople are seen but not heard
R eading out the lines
E ating our soul out this time
S howing no love, no affection
S haring their ways, paying no attention
I s this the life I live; blurred?
O nly thing I smell is fear
N ow...Where do I go from here?
646 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Feb 2016 6:16am
13th Feb 2016 6:16am
Twisted Dreamer
I see murders, rapes, and suicides
or maybe I see happy rainbows and butterflies?
Maybe I see both, ever seen a rainbow get raped?
Surely someone's tasting the rainbow and there's no escape
I see blood, tears, and people in pain
I see the fire blazing hot killing body's with such vain
Maybe there's some pretty horsies and unicorns
And maybe those unicorns getting killed by their own horn
Unlike everyone else, I'm not among the screamers
Maybe,just maybe, I'm just a twisted dreamer.
or maybe I see happy rainbows and butterflies?
Maybe I see both, ever seen a rainbow get raped?
Surely someone's tasting the rainbow and there's no escape
I see blood, tears, and people in pain
I see the fire blazing hot killing body's with such vain
Maybe there's some pretty horsies and unicorns
And maybe those unicorns getting killed by their own horn
Unlike everyone else, I'm not among the screamers
Maybe,just maybe, I'm just a twisted dreamer.
957 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Feb 2016 7:12pm
12th Feb 2016 7:12pm
refrigerator
imagine being in a refrigerator
cold dark and crowded
when someone opens the door it's like a rejuvenator
you think you'll be able to get out but you highly doubt it
imagine just sitting next to the juice milk and the tea
imagine the feel of the liquid if it starts to leak
you don't want in this anymore you just want to leave
but your body is slowly shutting down and its been merely a week
you want it to spit you out like a regurgitator
you realize that this wasn't in your favor
maybe now life is something that you savor
can you live your...
cold dark and crowded
when someone opens the door it's like a rejuvenator
you think you'll be able to get out but you highly doubt it
imagine just sitting next to the juice milk and the tea
imagine the feel of the liquid if it starts to leak
you don't want in this anymore you just want to leave
but your body is slowly shutting down and its been merely a week
you want it to spit you out like a regurgitator
you realize that this wasn't in your favor
maybe now life is something that you savor
can you live your...
738 reads
2 Comments
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