Submissions by InsomniacPerson (Fareeha Mahmood)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I usually write songs which are emotional and the things that happened with me
SONG LYRICS
Published
4th Apr 2014 6:29am
4th Apr 2014 6:29am
Bruised and Scarred
I am watching the birds fly
Watching the day light fading away
I can see the darkness coming,slowly
And it's haunting me
Cause one more night
I'll be missing you
One more night
I will be feeling empty
One more night will just pass away
When all I can do is feel helpless
Memories will take over me
Making it harder to breathe
Making harder to be alone
I will be left here all alone
Feeling colder than ever before
Eventually I will see stars shining brighter than ever before
I will feel better than i have ever...
Watching the day light fading away
I can see the darkness coming,slowly
And it's haunting me
Cause one more night
I'll be missing you
One more night
I will be feeling empty
One more night will just pass away
When all I can do is feel helpless
Memories will take over me
Making it harder to breathe
Making harder to be alone
I will be left here all alone
Feeling colder than ever before
Eventually I will see stars shining brighter than ever before
I will feel better than i have ever...
811 reads
3 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
29th Mar 2014 5:29am
29th Mar 2014 5:29am
Regret is a friend of mine
I still can't get your words out of my mind
They hurt me like somebody's inserting needles into my heart
Thought we were real friends
Now I don't know if we ever even were friends at all
Don't know about you
Don't know if you ever did
I know that atleast I did consider you my clostest friend
Thought maybe time will heal all the pain
And maybe make things better and we will be fine
But never thought you would end everything at once
And make me hate the memories we shared
Regrets are all I am left with
I don't know what...
They hurt me like somebody's inserting needles into my heart
Thought we were real friends
Now I don't know if we ever even were friends at all
Don't know about you
Don't know if you ever did
I know that atleast I did consider you my clostest friend
Thought maybe time will heal all the pain
And maybe make things better and we will be fine
But never thought you would end everything at once
And make me hate the memories we shared
Regrets are all I am left with
I don't know what...
826 reads
7 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
8th Mar 2014 6:00am
8th Mar 2014 6:00am
Dead on the inside
There is this girl i knew
She was full of life
Couldnt see any one unhappy
Making people smile was all she did
Her life was all good
Suddenly things started to fall apart
But she still stayed the same
People saw her as the same
All happy and smiling
But it was far away from reality
She was beelding on the inside
Pain was killing her
Sophocating her day by day
It started to hit her hard
When people pushed her away
She was dead on the inside
And as alive as she could be on the outside
Her world...
She was full of life
Couldnt see any one unhappy
Making people smile was all she did
Her life was all good
Suddenly things started to fall apart
But she still stayed the same
People saw her as the same
All happy and smiling
But it was far away from reality
She was beelding on the inside
Pain was killing her
Sophocating her day by day
It started to hit her hard
When people pushed her away
She was dead on the inside
And as alive as she could be on the outside
Her world...
681 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
25th Feb 2014 6:03am
25th Feb 2014 6:03am
Labyrinth
How can i let go this pain and sadness?
I am tired of feeling this way
And hoping that you might help me get through all this shit.
Is it even possible to feel the way i do all the time?
Or is it not a feeling anymore.
Am i the sadness or the sadness is me?
I sleep for so long and yet i am tired.
I am sad enough to cry a river
But where did the tears go?
Maybe even the tears are sick and tired of me now
So what makes you so brave
That you won't get tired of me
That you won't be around to hold me ...
I am tired of feeling this way
And hoping that you might help me get through all this shit.
Is it even possible to feel the way i do all the time?
Or is it not a feeling anymore.
Am i the sadness or the sadness is me?
I sleep for so long and yet i am tired.
I am sad enough to cry a river
But where did the tears go?
Maybe even the tears are sick and tired of me now
So what makes you so brave
That you won't get tired of me
That you won't be around to hold me ...
735 reads
4 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
24th Feb 2014 1:33pm
24th Feb 2014 1:33pm
A song of a lost soul
There's a girl in this darkened room
Sitting all by herself
Thoughts inside her head
She wants to cry yet she can't
Says tears won't come anymore
She is screaming inside
Someone save her now
Looking for her soul
She lost somewhere only her demons know
It is getting easy for her to pretend all happy around people
Nothing she does makes her feel better anymore
She's lost only to find her real self again
She stay undercover doing things she won't uncover
Lost in these dark moments feeling so numb
She is hoping for someone...
Sitting all by herself
Thoughts inside her head
She wants to cry yet she can't
Says tears won't come anymore
She is screaming inside
Someone save her now
Looking for her soul
She lost somewhere only her demons know
It is getting easy for her to pretend all happy around people
Nothing she does makes her feel better anymore
She's lost only to find her real self again
She stay undercover doing things she won't uncover
Lost in these dark moments feeling so numb
She is hoping for someone...
778 reads
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SONG LYRICS
Published
7th Dec 2013 5:23pm
7th Dec 2013 5:23pm
Losing Sleep
I keep thinking of what we were once
My mind keep's running around
Thought's come and go
Then and now
Everything has changed
Nothing matter's anymore
Shattered memories breaking my heart into piece's
Leaving my hand's to wipe away the tear's
Procrastinating myself in empty conversation's
No where to be found
No where to go
Lately i've been staying up at night
I keep thinking thinking about the world
I keep keep keep losing sleep
Lost in my mind
Lost in an illusion of confusion
No where to be found
My eyes, they are...
My mind keep's running around
Thought's come and go
Then and now
Everything has changed
Nothing matter's anymore
Shattered memories breaking my heart into piece's
Leaving my hand's to wipe away the tear's
Procrastinating myself in empty conversation's
No where to be found
No where to go
Lately i've been staying up at night
I keep thinking thinking about the world
I keep keep keep losing sleep
Lost in my mind
Lost in an illusion of confusion
No where to be found
My eyes, they are...
926 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
27th Sep 2013 10:53am
27th Sep 2013 10:53am
Untitled
I am watching the birds fly
Watching the day light fading away
I can see the darkness coming,slowly
And it's haunting me
Cause one more night
I'll be missing you
One more night I will be feeling empty
One more night will just pass away
When all I can do is feel helpless
Memories will take over me
Making it harder to breathe
Making harder to be alone
I will be left here all alone
Feeling colder than ever before
Eventually I will see
Stars shining brighter than ever before
I will feel
Better than i have ever felt...
Watching the day light fading away
I can see the darkness coming,slowly
And it's haunting me
Cause one more night
I'll be missing you
One more night I will be feeling empty
One more night will just pass away
When all I can do is feel helpless
Memories will take over me
Making it harder to breathe
Making harder to be alone
I will be left here all alone
Feeling colder than ever before
Eventually I will see
Stars shining brighter than ever before
I will feel
Better than i have ever felt...
656 reads
1 Comment
SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Aug 2013 10:09am
6th Aug 2013 10:09am
The way i am
Always criticizing always complaining
Always making me feel like shit
Comparing me to others
Not knowing about my capabilities
My strenghts and weaknesses
You know that I am not good enough
I am not like others
Can't be perfect or near to perfect
The only thing I am good at
Is what you don't want me to do
So how am I supposed to do what you want me to do when
You are making me giving up on my dreams
Have you got any idea how lonely
And sad I am all the time
How badly I hate my life
You only see the things I do wrong...
Always making me feel like shit
Comparing me to others
Not knowing about my capabilities
My strenghts and weaknesses
You know that I am not good enough
I am not like others
Can't be perfect or near to perfect
The only thing I am good at
Is what you don't want me to do
So how am I supposed to do what you want me to do when
You are making me giving up on my dreams
Have you got any idea how lonely
And sad I am all the time
How badly I hate my life
You only see the things I do wrong...
588 reads
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SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Mar 2013 4:36pm
6th Mar 2013 4:36pm
Believe
If i could take away all the pain
I wont even take time to think about it
Just want to take away all your hurt feelings
And make everything good for you
I dont really know who you are
I havent even met you yet
But it hurts to see you bleeding out
Stop making it hard for yourself
Thinking that things wont get any better
Will only make it harder
To heal the wounds,the empitness inside
Stay strong,make it all go right from wrong
This is not the way,the life
You intend to live
You deserve all the good things and feelings
I dint...
I wont even take time to think about it
Just want to take away all your hurt feelings
And make everything good for you
I dont really know who you are
I havent even met you yet
But it hurts to see you bleeding out
Stop making it hard for yourself
Thinking that things wont get any better
Will only make it harder
To heal the wounds,the empitness inside
Stay strong,make it all go right from wrong
This is not the way,the life
You intend to live
You deserve all the good things and feelings
I dint...
837 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Mar 2013 6:58am
6th Mar 2013 6:58am
You
When people ask me about you
And how are you doing?
I tell them you are doing just fine
Pushing down my feelings of lying
What do they know of where we are now
Of what we are now
There is nothing left to hold on
Everything has gone wrong
And its all your fault
Even now the memories are haunted
But i am standing tall
You're the one about fall
I just want this to end now
I dont want to fight no more
No more
Coz i am done with you
You blew away all the chances we had
And now comes the restless nights,hopeless times
I...
And how are you doing?
I tell them you are doing just fine
Pushing down my feelings of lying
What do they know of where we are now
Of what we are now
There is nothing left to hold on
Everything has gone wrong
And its all your fault
Even now the memories are haunted
But i am standing tall
You're the one about fall
I just want this to end now
I dont want to fight no more
No more
Coz i am done with you
You blew away all the chances we had
And now comes the restless nights,hopeless times
I...
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0 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
1st Mar 2013 6:37am
1st Mar 2013 6:37am
Cancer
People live and die
Its like hello and goodbye
Its hard to leave everything and go away
Knowing that you wont return
Tryna live to the fullest
With all the pain inside your body
You're the one doing the counting
Before you leave everything
And depart from this world
Fighting with all the pain and sorrow
Just want all this to end as soon as possible
Rather than dying slowly
Eventually all of it is going to be over
Medicines kill you slowly
The operations take away the joy to live
Cemo's make you senseless
This...
Its like hello and goodbye
Its hard to leave everything and go away
Knowing that you wont return
Tryna live to the fullest
With all the pain inside your body
You're the one doing the counting
Before you leave everything
And depart from this world
Fighting with all the pain and sorrow
Just want all this to end as soon as possible
Rather than dying slowly
Eventually all of it is going to be over
Medicines kill you slowly
The operations take away the joy to live
Cemo's make you senseless
This...
814 reads
0 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
17th Jan 2013 9:53am
17th Jan 2013 9:53am
Stay Strong
You don't even know
If I exist or not
But you are the only thing on my mind
Your songs always playing around me
This heart of mine is sinking
Trying to blend in this mess
But when you are here with me
Nothing can slow me down
Not gonna break me down
Gotta walk away thinking
Good days will come soon
You say to stay strong
Let go and Let God
Cause times can be tough and rough
You can cry your heart out
To get rid of this excruciating pain
But never let go off your faith
I gotta tell you ...
If I exist or not
But you are the only thing on my mind
Your songs always playing around me
This heart of mine is sinking
Trying to blend in this mess
But when you are here with me
Nothing can slow me down
Not gonna break me down
Gotta walk away thinking
Good days will come soon
You say to stay strong
Let go and Let God
Cause times can be tough and rough
You can cry your heart out
To get rid of this excruciating pain
But never let go off your faith
I gotta tell you ...
2004 reads
4 Comments
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