Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)

Will One more line make me feel
One more time life is just to real
For that moment I live on
Anything just to be gone

Can the bottle end the pain
Will it take these days away
The numbness heals my wounds
Bringing light into the blue

All These dreams seem so real
Bringing happiness they are sureal
Can these colors stay alive
A better place in my mind

One more dose and Ill be fine
Ecstasy leaves the pain behind
It slowly creeps in my brain
Run away from the world I'm in

The needle it cries out for me
Lying...

I often sit and start to see
Deaths embrace watching over me
I must admit I want to die
But I'll fight for I have only one life
He often stands very still
Planning his move making a kill
He closes in and so do I
He disappears not ready to fight
I often wake and he is there
Waiting in the corner this he can't bare
He wants my soul but it's not time
I'm ready for him but not life
All I do is prepare myself
Getting better is the only help
To fight death you need perfection
To keep on living with depression
I lift all...

The wind slowly roles in
Bringing the darkness inside
The world slowly turning
No warmth in this life

Almost remembered
Forgotten forever....

Shades of the dark grey
Elope with this world
Clouds of everlasting blue
Defines life so cold

Almost remembered
Forgotten forever....

Is it to late to scream
Will it all be a dream
Thrown into the blackness
Burning to ashes

There was a time,Where I was so blind
Once in this place,Never would I change
In this land, where I couldn't stand
I breathe once...

Dust, floating through the air
Makes me realize that I just don't care
Life so fragile and so week
Confronts me like a disease
All alone for no reason at all
Makes me hear the voices that call
When I die a will be free
A substance that eases me
The north wind will blow away
All the dust that once was pain
For at the end of every life
Dust is there to end the strife