Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you exist, why don't you heal my wounds, if you're god, release me from this tomb.
everybody
Well there is valleys of fire
and walls so damn high
Tears of the falling angels
Wanting to touch the sky
Well there are a million starving
And some too damn full
Crying themselves to bitter sleep
Laying around against a wall
Everybody wants to smile
Everyone wants some peace
sometimes we try so hard
We end up on our knees
Well we sometimes just sit and wait
but it won't come
Sometimes we want to give it all
the heart numbs
Well we all can blame the big book
But it's us
For It is us who is human...
and walls so damn high
Tears of the falling angels
Wanting to touch the sky
Well there are a million starving
And some too damn full
Crying themselves to bitter sleep
Laying around against a wall
Everybody wants to smile
Everyone wants some peace
sometimes we try so hard
We end up on our knees
Well we sometimes just sit and wait
but it won't come
Sometimes we want to give it all
the heart numbs
Well we all can blame the big book
But it's us
For It is us who is human...
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open up
If I would open up, you could see a heart
Shiny and so gold, but all ripped apart
Even with this pain, it always calls out
For just another wound, and that is all
If I let it die, can only let it go
I can just sail away, no need for hope
I need a sharp knife, rip out the pain
But then I am judged, for being insane
if I would open up, it would get old
to see me cry, in this world so cold
Even with this pain, it always calls out
For just another wound, and that is all
Shiny and so gold, but all ripped apart
Even with this pain, it always calls out
For just another wound, and that is all
If I let it die, can only let it go
I can just sail away, no need for hope
I need a sharp knife, rip out the pain
But then I am judged, for being insane
if I would open up, it would get old
to see me cry, in this world so cold
Even with this pain, it always calls out
For just another wound, and that is all
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What could I say
I used to lay awake, All night long
And I'd pray for sleep, I was wrong
For now i only dream, of the one that's gone
What could I say
To make you stay
That's all I want
It was true love
I don't care about the world, you were mine
You are that special girl, sweet as wine
I now live in the past, feel like dieing
What could I say
To make you stay
That's all I want
It was true love
I just need your heart, I wouldn't squeeze
I have done it all, anything to please
But now you are gone, needed a release
What...
And I'd pray for sleep, I was wrong
For now i only dream, of the one that's gone
What could I say
To make you stay
That's all I want
It was true love
I don't care about the world, you were mine
You are that special girl, sweet as wine
I now live in the past, feel like dieing
What could I say
To make you stay
That's all I want
It was true love
I just need your heart, I wouldn't squeeze
I have done it all, anything to please
But now you are gone, needed a release
What...
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Come true
If I had a choice,Yeah I'd still be here
Still in this hell, But with my dear
If I had a dream, this would be a nightmare
so dark and heavy but with her I don't care
It's a dream
Come true
What I've done
I've done for you
If I had the world, I'd give it all away
To someone special, someone I call babe
If I could breathe, I'd use my last breath
Calling you an angel since the day we met
It's a dream
come true
What I've done
I've done for you
its a dream
come true
All I've done
It's for us two
Still in this hell, But with my dear
If I had a dream, this would be a nightmare
so dark and heavy but with her I don't care
It's a dream
Come true
What I've done
I've done for you
If I had the world, I'd give it all away
To someone special, someone I call babe
If I could breathe, I'd use my last breath
Calling you an angel since the day we met
It's a dream
come true
What I've done
I've done for you
its a dream
come true
All I've done
It's for us two
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blue eyes
I have been here before
But this place is new
I understand it all
Never been this confused
I want you to know
Behind my blue eyes
Holds a deep fear
Of one last goodbye
In the end
I'll loose it all
Please don't do this
I cannot fall
I've got it all planned
But I have no clue
how to make it happen
All I need is you
I want you to know
Behind my blue eyes
Holds a greater love
Than you'll realize
In the end
I'll loose it all
please don't do this
I cannot fall
I see a sunny...
But this place is new
I understand it all
Never been this confused
I want you to know
Behind my blue eyes
Holds a deep fear
Of one last goodbye
In the end
I'll loose it all
Please don't do this
I cannot fall
I've got it all planned
But I have no clue
how to make it happen
All I need is you
I want you to know
Behind my blue eyes
Holds a greater love
Than you'll realize
In the end
I'll loose it all
please don't do this
I cannot fall
I see a sunny...
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stress
Woke early this morning
After a 3 hour slumber
How I found the strength
I can just only wonder
The night i felt before
Holds only emptiness
I do the best I can
But I can't meet my wishes
Over the hills
that's where I'm gonna be
I have this lady
She holds my heart
But the pain is strong
and I feel apart
It's so stressful
being a guy like me
Now I'll end the pain
and set myself free
Over the hills
that's where I'm going to be
After a 3 hour slumber
How I found the strength
I can just only wonder
The night i felt before
Holds only emptiness
I do the best I can
But I can't meet my wishes
Over the hills
that's where I'm gonna be
I have this lady
She holds my heart
But the pain is strong
and I feel apart
It's so stressful
being a guy like me
Now I'll end the pain
and set myself free
Over the hills
that's where I'm going to be
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will I be found
It's all on the ground
That's were I was found
It's all so hopeless
If you didn't notice
Well here I am
Sailing over water
That's filled in a tub
Along with a toaster
I hope it doesn't hurt
to say goodbye to me
It's all my fault
Time to let myself free
Well here I am
Flying in the air
That hovers below
Dangling without care
I hope you understand
that I'm just a man
Who ruined what he made
Now he can save
Well here I am
Laying in the ground
That lays over head
Will I be found...
That's were I was found
It's all so hopeless
If you didn't notice
Well here I am
Sailing over water
That's filled in a tub
Along with a toaster
I hope it doesn't hurt
to say goodbye to me
It's all my fault
Time to let myself free
Well here I am
Flying in the air
That hovers below
Dangling without care
I hope you understand
that I'm just a man
Who ruined what he made
Now he can save
Well here I am
Laying in the ground
That lays over head
Will I be found...
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waves
All alone, in an endless sea
Drifting on the edge of the world
Clouds role in, and the waves rise
how they seem to touch the sky
Can you feel it, bet you can't
it's easy if you let go
Can you feel it, maybe now
You'll learn to sink or float
All alone, floating in this storm
Oh I don't regret my life
Here I'm free, to face my sins
How the waves they will cleanse
Can you feel it, bet you can't
It's easy if you let go
Can you feel it, maybe now
You'll learn to sink or float
All alone, the clouds have broke
To...
Drifting on the edge of the world
Clouds role in, and the waves rise
how they seem to touch the sky
Can you feel it, bet you can't
it's easy if you let go
Can you feel it, maybe now
You'll learn to sink or float
All alone, floating in this storm
Oh I don't regret my life
Here I'm free, to face my sins
How the waves they will cleanse
Can you feel it, bet you can't
It's easy if you let go
Can you feel it, maybe now
You'll learn to sink or float
All alone, the clouds have broke
To...
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something
Wouldn't it be something, if a girl cared enough
To mend my broken heart, if she really loved
That blue eyed man, he tells his friends
Oh I have the best gal, she came from a town
Wouldn't it be something, if she drove for miles
It would be something, just to come to my house
And we can talk, and go for a long walk
Oh o have the best gal, she came from a town
Someone who wouldn't mind making me smile
The way I always try
Maybe I'm a dreamer but I wouldn't mind
Wouldn't it be something
wouldn't it be something, she was to shed a...
To mend my broken heart, if she really loved
That blue eyed man, he tells his friends
Oh I have the best gal, she came from a town
Wouldn't it be something, if she drove for miles
It would be something, just to come to my house
And we can talk, and go for a long walk
Oh o have the best gal, she came from a town
Someone who wouldn't mind making me smile
The way I always try
Maybe I'm a dreamer but I wouldn't mind
Wouldn't it be something
wouldn't it be something, she was to shed a...
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rest
There's a party, and I'm a goin
To that house in the trees
A get together, and I'm a Rollin
On the ground of ecstasy
oh let me down, you know I will
Rest a spell
There's good times, plenty of drinks
in that house in the trees
Leave your worries, cmon party with me
Let yourself be set free
Ohh let me down, you know I will
rest a spell
When it's over, go and lay your self down
In that house in the trees
In your pickup, or just on the ground
Go and drift on to sleep
Ohhh let me down, you know I will...
To that house in the trees
A get together, and I'm a Rollin
On the ground of ecstasy
oh let me down, you know I will
Rest a spell
There's good times, plenty of drinks
in that house in the trees
Leave your worries, cmon party with me
Let yourself be set free
Ohh let me down, you know I will
rest a spell
When it's over, go and lay your self down
In that house in the trees
In your pickup, or just on the ground
Go and drift on to sleep
Ohhh let me down, you know I will...
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I'm dizzy
I ride on, down to new hills
I keep on, going and always will
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I would crawl, up to heaven
if I fall, never learn my lesson
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I do cry, a man should never feel
when he does, life gets to real
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I ride on, down to new hills
I keep on, going and always will
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back...
I keep on, going and always will
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I would crawl, up to heaven
if I fall, never learn my lesson
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I do cry, a man should never feel
when he does, life gets to real
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back
I'm dizzy
I ride on, down to new hills
I keep on, going and always will
Oh I say, it ain't always easy
But it's nothin on my back...
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found
It was only months ago, I set out on the road
Leaving it all for some dream of true hope
I lost my way, but found myself here
With nothing to lose but everything to fear
The sun in the sky is my compass
Where will I find myself tomorrow
Seems like yesterday, there was no pain
But when I look back life's been the same
I lost my way, but found myself here
With nothing to lose and nothing to fear
The sun in the sky is my compass
Where will I find myself tomorrow
I met my peace, sitting in my cars seat
On my way to a new home...
Leaving it all for some dream of true hope
I lost my way, but found myself here
With nothing to lose but everything to fear
The sun in the sky is my compass
Where will I find myself tomorrow
Seems like yesterday, there was no pain
But when I look back life's been the same
I lost my way, but found myself here
With nothing to lose and nothing to fear
The sun in the sky is my compass
Where will I find myself tomorrow
I met my peace, sitting in my cars seat
On my way to a new home...
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