Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you exist, why don't you heal my wounds, if you're god, release me from this tomb.
don't let me go
All the crowds and the laughter
All the fun creatures at play
Oh take me to that place
Where it all was just play
The wonder if the new things
And all the colors elope
To that bright place
That holds joyful hope
My friends my friends
don't let me go
I know what is home
all of the past joined
It's was new to some
Oh what a time I had
a social crazy land
My friends my friends
don't let me go
I know what is home
All the fun creatures at play
Oh take me to that place
Where it all was just play
The wonder if the new things
And all the colors elope
To that bright place
That holds joyful hope
My friends my friends
don't let me go
I know what is home
all of the past joined
It's was new to some
Oh what a time I had
a social crazy land
My friends my friends
don't let me go
I know what is home
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Blue skies
Late in the morning
I sit on the porch
To calm my wondering mind
The blue sky
Clear blue sky
Won't ever
Let me down
Fresh air and birds
The rays of sun
The healing has begun
The blue sky
Clear blue sky
Has never
let me down
for once I see this okay
not good but okay
the land full of hate
The blue sky
clear blue sky
Has never
Let me down
there's blue skies in hell
Must be the smoke
There's blue skies in hell
must be the smoke
I sit on the porch
To calm my wondering mind
The blue sky
Clear blue sky
Won't ever
Let me down
Fresh air and birds
The rays of sun
The healing has begun
The blue sky
Clear blue sky
Has never
let me down
for once I see this okay
not good but okay
the land full of hate
The blue sky
clear blue sky
Has never
Let me down
there's blue skies in hell
Must be the smoke
There's blue skies in hell
must be the smoke
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slit
I lie awake
Under crystals cakes
I try to sleep
That only causes dreams
I lie awake. Another night gone
I turn my head. her things in the corner
I stomp them out
The glass cuts my feet
It hurts so much
Knowing I care for her
It hurts so much
No being enough for her
The pain just grows
Every day I know
I won't heal
Lean in for the kill
It hurts so much
Knowing I was perfect
It hurts so much
but she is worth it
I lie awake writing this poem
I have a tear regretting it all
It hurts so...
Under crystals cakes
I try to sleep
That only causes dreams
I lie awake. Another night gone
I turn my head. her things in the corner
I stomp them out
The glass cuts my feet
It hurts so much
Knowing I care for her
It hurts so much
No being enough for her
The pain just grows
Every day I know
I won't heal
Lean in for the kill
It hurts so much
Knowing I was perfect
It hurts so much
but she is worth it
I lie awake writing this poem
I have a tear regretting it all
It hurts so...
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yesterday
Yesterday was the best life I've known
I try my best to not to get stoned
I hate my life
It is perfect
I want to know
What I'm trying for
I want to know
What I'm living for
Yesterday was the best life I've known
Today hurts tomorrow won't come
I hate my life
It is perfect
I want to know
What the stars spell
I want to know
Why I always will
Yesterday was the best life I've known
Love was fake and I was so numb
I hate my life
It was perfect
I want to know
What I'm trying for
I want...
I try my best to not to get stoned
I hate my life
It is perfect
I want to know
What I'm trying for
I want to know
What I'm living for
Yesterday was the best life I've known
Today hurts tomorrow won't come
I hate my life
It is perfect
I want to know
What the stars spell
I want to know
Why I always will
Yesterday was the best life I've known
Love was fake and I was so numb
I hate my life
It was perfect
I want to know
What I'm trying for
I want...
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in the river
Wash away like grains of sand
Down that river leads to a lake
That has dried some years ago
I take that pass
Layed down in the river
I'll have it straight
the bottle can deliver
all that godly fate
One really knows no bounds
When they are discovered
at the bottom of the pain
I take that pass
Layed down in the river
I'll have it straight
the bottle can deliver
All that godly fate
Beneath the waves I feel
so secure in my coffin
The fish won't bother me
the sand feels so soft
Down that river leads to a lake
That has dried some years ago
I take that pass
Layed down in the river
I'll have it straight
the bottle can deliver
all that godly fate
One really knows no bounds
When they are discovered
at the bottom of the pain
I take that pass
Layed down in the river
I'll have it straight
the bottle can deliver
All that godly fate
Beneath the waves I feel
so secure in my coffin
The fish won't bother me
the sand feels so soft
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disease
Walking through this field
I feel so alone
For it is me
Who hasn't the soul
The air holds an emptiness
I feel caged
For it is me
Who gave into rage
Lay me in a hole
Keep me at ease
Lay me in a bed
Disease
Listen to the night air
So you can hear
Echos of me
Here
Lay a rose on my own grave
Eulogy of the down
For it is me
Who frowns
Lay me in a hole
Keep me at ease
Lay me in a bed
Disease
I feel so alone
For it is me
Who hasn't the soul
The air holds an emptiness
I feel caged
For it is me
Who gave into rage
Lay me in a hole
Keep me at ease
Lay me in a bed
Disease
Listen to the night air
So you can hear
Echos of me
Here
Lay a rose on my own grave
Eulogy of the down
For it is me
Who frowns
Lay me in a hole
Keep me at ease
Lay me in a bed
Disease
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haunted
In the mornin dew, I smell
The scent of her perfume
the cool night air, I taste
The love we used to share
Life is meant to love
I just can't give enough
And I'm the one that's hurt
I had pain for desert
And in my room, I think
of the times so true
And in my dreams, I see
The love that haunts me
The scent of her perfume
the cool night air, I taste
The love we used to share
Life is meant to love
I just can't give enough
And I'm the one that's hurt
I had pain for desert
And in my room, I think
of the times so true
And in my dreams, I see
The love that haunts me
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screams
All I can explain to you
My conscience is still there
It is hid beneath the webs
The life I'm surely cursed to live
I'll never see the sights
That have plagued my mind
In sorrow I can walk alone
A place in mind a steal cage
Where anything can be found
as long as the heart is ripped out
I'll never live the days
I wanted so desperately
I walk along my hopes and dreams
I search for what started seems
My mind only screams at me
My mind only screams at me
My conscience is still there
It is hid beneath the webs
The life I'm surely cursed to live
I'll never see the sights
That have plagued my mind
In sorrow I can walk alone
A place in mind a steal cage
Where anything can be found
as long as the heart is ripped out
I'll never live the days
I wanted so desperately
I walk along my hopes and dreams
I search for what started seems
My mind only screams at me
My mind only screams at me
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I don't know
The rain is wet
Snow is cold
Sun I forget
It is warm
But this storm
Ain't over yet
All I know
Is I can't
Let go
It is easy
I'm pleasing
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Ice is glitter
Sparks in the sun
Makes me shiver
Now the fire
is inviting
But makes me blister
Don't wash away me
I care
Don't push away me
I care
don't wash away me
I care
Don't push away me
I don't know
Snow is cold
Sun I forget
It is warm
But this storm
Ain't over yet
All I know
Is I can't
Let go
It is easy
I'm pleasing
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Ice is glitter
Sparks in the sun
Makes me shiver
Now the fire
is inviting
But makes me blister
Don't wash away me
I care
Don't push away me
I care
don't wash away me
I care
Don't push away me
I don't know
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day in the life
I climbed up to the sky
Sat in the sun i felt life
But only for a while
I came down and night fell
stars where out, I can tell
That my days are pure
A morning of small grace
Well I was just amazed
At how the tables turn
Learning from the past
Starting another glass
Will all let go
Sat in the sun i felt life
But only for a while
I came down and night fell
stars where out, I can tell
That my days are pure
A morning of small grace
Well I was just amazed
At how the tables turn
Learning from the past
Starting another glass
Will all let go
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I'm alright to die
I just walk into the sun
Each step is fun and air is warm
I'm just another empty soul
I find a place in time
And every grind is just sublime
I'm alright to die
I'm alright to die
I'll be fine
I can take it all
I was blind
I smile and I often cry
About old times that pass the mind
I wish I could let go
It was the last bit of hope
I can't cope but I do know
I truly can
I'm alright to die
I'll be fine
I can take it all
I was blind
Each step is fun and air is warm
I'm just another empty soul
I find a place in time
And every grind is just sublime
I'm alright to die
I'm alright to die
I'll be fine
I can take it all
I was blind
I smile and I often cry
About old times that pass the mind
I wish I could let go
It was the last bit of hope
I can't cope but I do know
I truly can
I'm alright to die
I'll be fine
I can take it all
I was blind
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not what I want
Face down in the rim
Light is so dim
I cry myself to sleep
Do you dream of me
I dream of you
My lips turn blue
I feel so cold
Young but old
Tears hurt my eyes
We said goodbye
Over the phone
Left me all alone
But now I can fly
So very high
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
Light is so dim
I cry myself to sleep
Do you dream of me
I dream of you
My lips turn blue
I feel so cold
Young but old
Tears hurt my eyes
We said goodbye
Over the phone
Left me all alone
But now I can fly
So very high
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
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