slit

I lie awake
Under crystals cakes
I try to sleep
That only causes dreams

I lie awake. Another night gone
I turn my head. her things in the corner
I stomp them out
The glass cuts my feet

It hurts so much
Knowing I care for her
It hurts so much
No being enough for her

The pain just grows
Every day I know
I won't heal
Lean in for the kill

It hurts so much
Knowing I was perfect
It hurts so much
but she is worth it

I lie awake writing this poem
I have a tear regretting it all
It hurts so much
To live on
The only reason I don't die
She might cry

It's an argument in my mind
Who should I choose which side
It hurts so much
It hurts so much

My days are turned to grey
Without her I just can't make
Happiness
Happiness

Picture frame shards is all we are