Submissions by I_was_rare_once (RareDreamer)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just write to release. I love writing and if you want to teach me new style, reach out! i am open to hear and learn.much love and happy writing!
You cannot hide behind...
I watch the glow throw me back.
My mind knows past gashes and wounds.
Lie to me, make fake tears and trust.
It's not like I tried to paint the town red.
Treat me just as badly when we were not the darkest.
Sometimes we wished risks didn't end with blood.
Love it when snowfall meets blood.
Lie down and make angels behind your back.
Runes in the white hide all the wounds.
Dust of water is snow, Dusk in times of Trust.
Bled dust stained the snow soul red.
Farthest hope...
My mind knows past gashes and wounds.
Lie to me, make fake tears and trust.
It's not like I tried to paint the town red.
Treat me just as badly when we were not the darkest.
Sometimes we wished risks didn't end with blood.
Love it when snowfall meets blood.
Lie down and make angels behind your back.
Runes in the white hide all the wounds.
Dust of water is snow, Dusk in times of Trust.
Bled dust stained the snow soul red.
Farthest hope...
#abuse
#depression
#PTSD #SelfHarm
#PTSD #SelfHarm
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Wished
Fringes fray.
People stray.
Everything is just fine.
What a wonderful life.
What a wonderful life.
It's no wonder I can't decide to divide myself from past to present.
I gift myself wrapped problems.
Do you ever wander to feel unbound?
I loved to live alive.
Sometimes you get what you ask for,
Just asked you to stop alright?
In life dont be a wisher because I wished upon the stars.
We fell but I fell apart.
Happy worthday!
I am worth more then this.
Romance another day.
Lets just sit and burn the night...
People stray.
Everything is just fine.
What a wonderful life.
What a wonderful life.
It's no wonder I can't decide to divide myself from past to present.
I gift myself wrapped problems.
Do you ever wander to feel unbound?
I loved to live alive.
Sometimes you get what you ask for,
Just asked you to stop alright?
In life dont be a wisher because I wished upon the stars.
We fell but I fell apart.
Happy worthday!
I am worth more then this.
Romance another day.
Lets just sit and burn the night...
#escape
#FirstLove
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Outcry
The children are speaking
The media's screening
There are voices being heard.
Now everyone's the audience and every thought is incredulous.
The spectical captivates the world.
Hear me, hear me, hear me,
Oh won't you hear my pain.
Maturity and society are burning the same.
Hear me, hear me, hear me,
Oh won't you heal their brains.
Outcried no one.
Oblivion an enemy we figure out our own way.
Some people believing
That what they're thinking
Is progress being made.
In some way I get that
In seriousness,...
The media's screening
There are voices being heard.
Now everyone's the audience and every thought is incredulous.
The spectical captivates the world.
Hear me, hear me, hear me,
Oh won't you hear my pain.
Maturity and society are burning the same.
Hear me, hear me, hear me,
Oh won't you heal their brains.
Outcried no one.
Oblivion an enemy we figure out our own way.
Some people believing
That what they're thinking
Is progress being made.
In some way I get that
In seriousness,...
#culture
#MentalHealth
#music
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Something's inside
You wish you were asleep.
You wish you weren't alive.
You wish so many things but you haven't opened your eyes.
You aren't real on the ground.
Just look at that beast in the mirror.
Don't you wish you could be free?
It couldn't be any clearer.
Sounds around you.
Are you scared?
Shrieks and screams ring.
Flesh and clothes flee.
Ripped from their homes.
Shhh...
You're safer alone you think.
But soon you realize.
That subtle note sings every time in bed you lie.
Bloodshots reappearing old...
You wish you weren't alive.
You wish so many things but you haven't opened your eyes.
You aren't real on the ground.
Just look at that beast in the mirror.
Don't you wish you could be free?
It couldn't be any clearer.
Sounds around you.
Are you scared?
Shrieks and screams ring.
Flesh and clothes flee.
Ripped from their homes.
Shhh...
You're safer alone you think.
But soon you realize.
That subtle note sings every time in bed you lie.
Bloodshots reappearing old...
#humankind
#nightmares
#secrets #suicide
#secrets #suicide
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A memory from 2022
Summer smiles
Warm winter wishes
My jacket was too thin.
With my trusteds by my side I float inches off the cloudlike ground.
A whisp of pleasantries.
Cold cript seals with candlelight glow; hills on fire.
This winding path leads by pedals and glory summertime dreams hopes and stories.
The pond lights up and my childlike wonder but you were there to notice.
My two friends talked as I shivered with emotion.
Quiet now, gently.
Let her down sweet.
The air of the night and the rain on the streets.
It was a warning.
Not everything...
Warm winter wishes
My jacket was too thin.
With my trusteds by my side I float inches off the cloudlike ground.
A whisp of pleasantries.
Cold cript seals with candlelight glow; hills on fire.
This winding path leads by pedals and glory summertime dreams hopes and stories.
The pond lights up and my childlike wonder but you were there to notice.
My two friends talked as I shivered with emotion.
Quiet now, gently.
Let her down sweet.
The air of the night and the rain on the streets.
It was a warning.
Not everything...
#FirstLove
#winter
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Seashell night
Echos in these halls
Louder and louder.
I draw the strings on my hoodie tighter and tighter.
Interswap hostility and tranquility.
Ability, meet dis.
Grace, to you meet the same.
With your paintbrush blend bitterness, kindness, joy and pain.
Tear out the wallpaper.
Fill me with paint.
Watch me get thinner.
And slowly go insane.
I climb the padding I write the walls I make the drugs go down. Water and all.
Still I can't sleep through medicated brain.
Eyes dart while bleeding arms locked and heart beating.
Now I almost feel...
Louder and louder.
I draw the strings on my hoodie tighter and tighter.
Interswap hostility and tranquility.
Ability, meet dis.
Grace, to you meet the same.
With your paintbrush blend bitterness, kindness, joy and pain.
Tear out the wallpaper.
Fill me with paint.
Watch me get thinner.
And slowly go insane.
I climb the padding I write the walls I make the drugs go down. Water and all.
Still I can't sleep through medicated brain.
Eyes dart while bleeding arms locked and heart beating.
Now I almost feel...
#SelfReflection
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At last.
So softly does a solemn soul cry deeper;
Insane asylum sly like a snow fox lingers.
I wish my hands were clean but these ordinary things became a vice; A worthy reaper.
Set on my own dice a counter for no wise thinking would appear.
And it would appear...
Held lofty and with fervent hold, my keeper.
Escape my fate why? Is my whole demeanor.
Dreams don't mean a thing if you are breaking at the seams.
Advice is no Victor.
Been here for too long but everything bygone has grown immense and dark at last.
Insane asylum sly like a snow fox lingers.
I wish my hands were clean but these ordinary things became a vice; A worthy reaper.
Set on my own dice a counter for no wise thinking would appear.
And it would appear...
Held lofty and with fervent hold, my keeper.
Escape my fate why? Is my whole demeanor.
Dreams don't mean a thing if you are breaking at the seams.
Advice is no Victor.
Been here for too long but everything bygone has grown immense and dark at last.
#apathy
#disappointment
#hurt #suffering
#hurt #suffering
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Humble me
Broken in innocence,
Now my innocence is broken.
I am clay in your hands God.
Shape me into your Holy Son;
Because nothing else matters.
In my life, my life is not mine.
But yours, Oh Lord.
In my Broken state, you elect to Save my wounded soul.
But For your purposes God, use me.
Now my innocence is broken.
I am clay in your hands God.
Shape me into your Holy Son;
Because nothing else matters.
In my life, my life is not mine.
But yours, Oh Lord.
In my Broken state, you elect to Save my wounded soul.
But For your purposes God, use me.
#faith
#redemption
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The prayer from eternal irony
It's so ironic,
O, God.
How you guide me and use my enemies as prophets.
Your care, it confuses yet it soothes the bruises.
Your mercy knows no end.
I could get lost in the depths O Lord!
Show me how to be humble.
O, God.
How you guide me and use my enemies as prophets.
Your care, it confuses yet it soothes the bruises.
Your mercy knows no end.
I could get lost in the depths O Lord!
Show me how to be humble.
#Christian
#minimalist
#prayer
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#13
Oh to pull a trigger,
To blow off someones head.
It is a pain so greedy,
It is a scene so sad,
That when i think about it,
It always makes me mad.
The in and out of war,
The part of mostly out,
Can make a fellow mellow,
Make rich men long for more.
And when is ill considered,
Will be doomed to forever play it out.
To blow off someones head.
It is a pain so greedy,
It is a scene so sad,
That when i think about it,
It always makes me mad.
The in and out of war,
The part of mostly out,
Can make a fellow mellow,
Make rich men long for more.
And when is ill considered,
Will be doomed to forever play it out.
#anger
#war
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#12
Door opens, days end.
Eyes open, faithless friend.
I look to see, to feel, to be.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a angry man.
World holding, grey's scent,
Pains spoken, minds spent,
All in a days work.
So controlling, hand in splint,
Heart slowing, how i've been,
I hold to hear, to feel, to have near.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a broken man.
Still choking, blows glint,
Not golden,what i lent,
All in a years work.
Sky darkens, hours mend,
Same feelings, sort of bent,
I love to know, to feel, to hurt. ...
Eyes open, faithless friend.
I look to see, to feel, to be.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a angry man.
World holding, grey's scent,
Pains spoken, minds spent,
All in a days work.
So controlling, hand in splint,
Heart slowing, how i've been,
I hold to hear, to feel, to have near.
Stop knowing, in the eyes of a broken man.
Still choking, blows glint,
Not golden,what i lent,
All in a years work.
Sky darkens, hours mend,
Same feelings, sort of bent,
I love to know, to feel, to hurt. ...
#abuse
#emotional
#FeelingLost #hope
#FeelingLost #hope
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#11
In the dark of the midnight mood swings
I think strange thoughts I think deep things
Lost in repeating memories I wont let myself erase, perceive the past made up of sins and mistakes.
No.
Lies take me nowhere.
Lies say it's not fair.
Pain makes for good fear.
Sin tells that Gods not there.
Does it?
Yes.
Trust it?
Mm
Don't judge me, I'm just talking straight things,
Just staying real clean,
Still have my issues try to keep clear of the fake scene.
When I go to sleep I feel like my life is weak like I cannot believe...
I think strange thoughts I think deep things
Lost in repeating memories I wont let myself erase, perceive the past made up of sins and mistakes.
No.
Lies take me nowhere.
Lies say it's not fair.
Pain makes for good fear.
Sin tells that Gods not there.
Does it?
Yes.
Trust it?
Mm
Don't judge me, I'm just talking straight things,
Just staying real clean,
Still have my issues try to keep clear of the fake scene.
When I go to sleep I feel like my life is weak like I cannot believe...
#PTSD
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