Submissions by IHate_BlackEye (Chuymonster)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I’ve lived through a few suicide attempts and I’m starting to think maybe I’m immortal, as a punishment for all I’ve done...and to all I’ve hurt.
Carmel lies
I love you and your caramel eyes
I love you, like feline to a ball of twine
I love you, like fine wine and white lines
I love you, like to pass the time watching you get ready every sunrise.
like rising tides of liquor make most people blind and wash away the sandy silhouettes of stumbling steps and hands that set
When only what I knew each night I would regret especially whoever was there present reminisced
Drowning in every drink until I’m drunk just to forget
Leading me on like...
I love you, like feline to a ball of twine
I love you, like fine wine and white lines
I love you, like to pass the time watching you get ready every sunrise.
like rising tides of liquor make most people blind and wash away the sandy silhouettes of stumbling steps and hands that set
When only what I knew each night I would regret especially whoever was there present reminisced
Drowning in every drink until I’m drunk just to forget
Leading me on like...
#love
696 reads
2 Comments
Drive me, Away
Here's my final thoughts about the last day we said goodbye
After we first split of course I did most things out of spite
For some reason it displeased me talking bad about you I could've never spread a lie
Even defended why you left and on multiple occasions haters talking shit I'd fucking fight
Bitterness slowly overtaking me but even after my tongue remained completely tied
I couldn't handle the guilt of manipulating you through my filthy and shady drug induced life
All relationships are rough but I'll be honest and say...
After we first split of course I did most things out of spite
For some reason it displeased me talking bad about you I could've never spread a lie
Even defended why you left and on multiple occasions haters talking shit I'd fucking fight
Bitterness slowly overtaking me but even after my tongue remained completely tied
I couldn't handle the guilt of manipulating you through my filthy and shady drug induced life
All relationships are rough but I'll be honest and say...
#PopCulture
656 reads
4 Comments
Joke Amongst Immortals
Unable to sleep life’s unreal without dreams
Can’t R.E.M. any less in a realm relentless with rain
You’d think the pills would drain the pain like yesterday
The tapping fingers sound hypnotic from time to time I can’t complain...
Soothing patter of running thoughts,
overthinking inside here could get you lost
It’s pathetic honestly our lives in time are surely to be gone
Distractions wash away your carcasses of chalk outlines from pervious attempts at getting rest
Compassionately mourning...
Can’t R.E.M. any less in a realm relentless with rain
You’d think the pills would drain the pain like yesterday
The tapping fingers sound hypnotic from time to time I can’t complain...
Soothing patter of running thoughts,
overthinking inside here could get you lost
It’s pathetic honestly our lives in time are surely to be gone
Distractions wash away your carcasses of chalk outlines from pervious attempts at getting rest
Compassionately mourning...
#PopCulture
511 reads
2 Comments
Sexting The Mourning After A Suicide
Sometimes you just need a distraction when death presents its ugly face.
But with ever life it takes you can never fully understand the few intentional yet beautiful mistakes.
But with ever life it takes you can never fully understand the few intentional yet beautiful mistakes.
#grief
#death
#FeelingLost
669 reads
1 Comment
For Never n' No Ways
Forever is whenever hearts burn and weld together
It'll last until shouts of Never decide to end birds of a feather
Because never again will we try to tend to broken hearts and mend what pains us the most and so we never honestly forget
Because what we feel together won't last forever or by chance it might and the chaotic fight of life could settle
So don't ever live with regret
It'll last until shouts of Never decide to end birds of a feather
Because never again will we try to tend to broken hearts and mend what pains us the most and so we never honestly forget
Because what we feel together won't last forever or by chance it might and the chaotic fight of life could settle
So don't ever live with regret
479 reads
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Decaying at an early age
The early bird catches worms
And in turn the worms devour the bird from the inside out, until nothing is left but the bare bones of complete hopelessness and defeat...
I fucking love an early rise
And in turn the worms devour the bird from the inside out, until nothing is left but the bare bones of complete hopelessness and defeat...
I fucking love an early rise
455 reads
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Sunset Serenade
Here's my final thoughts about that last day we said goodbye
After we first split of course I did most things out of spite
For some reason It displeased me to speak bad about you or tell a lie
Even defended your name whenever a hater was talking shit I'd start to fight
Of course I became bitter but for some reason my tongue tied
I must've felt guilty for living a filthy, shifty, and shady drug addicted life
This relationship was rough but if I'm being honest it felt right
To young to understand our sky was falling maybe someday the stars might realign ...
After we first split of course I did most things out of spite
For some reason It displeased me to speak bad about you or tell a lie
Even defended your name whenever a hater was talking shit I'd start to fight
Of course I became bitter but for some reason my tongue tied
I must've felt guilty for living a filthy, shifty, and shady drug addicted life
This relationship was rough but if I'm being honest it felt right
To young to understand our sky was falling maybe someday the stars might realign ...
617 reads
0 Comments
Made my bed
This is the path we make for our selves, sometimes the stops a surprise and sometimes we end up in hell.
540 reads
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Special Kid
536 reads
1 Comment
Home, lesson a bench
678 reads
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Hypnotic whore
661 reads
1 Comment
Drugs don't get us, bye
Oh my god I'm feeling fucking high
Imagining I'm like a dragon that can fly
It's easy living mushroom picking patty sights
Make love while some lead blind
The chills that spill with splashing rain
Sometimes bare it all and look insane
Running coming down like falling crain
Returned realeved but sad it changed
Chasing dragons farewell far away
After this life's never quite the same
Arms restraint that tye to numb the pain
Because feeling anything is lame
Every tounge numbed from gums of pure cocaine
Like clocks some lost and spun...
Imagining I'm like a dragon that can fly
It's easy living mushroom picking patty sights
Make love while some lead blind
The chills that spill with splashing rain
Sometimes bare it all and look insane
Running coming down like falling crain
Returned realeved but sad it changed
Chasing dragons farewell far away
After this life's never quite the same
Arms restraint that tye to numb the pain
Because feeling anything is lame
Every tounge numbed from gums of pure cocaine
Like clocks some lost and spun...
609 reads
0 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by IHate_BlackEye (Chuymonster)