Submissions by HerBloodlustHair (KilledForCaring)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Price of Torment
I sat in the park today,
on the bench under the statue of the two lovers,
and in that statue,
again,
I saw us.
For a very long time,
I sat there,
and cried silently.
Then an old man came and sat next to me,
he looked at me,
looked at the statue,
and he knew my torment.
He asks me,
"Tell me somethin' boy, what would you give, to see her again"?
I look deep into the eyes of this man,
and say,
"I don't know you, where did you even come from"?
He says,
"Son, my name is Mr. Lucy, now please, answer my...
on the bench under the statue of the two lovers,
and in that statue,
again,
I saw us.
For a very long time,
I sat there,
and cried silently.
Then an old man came and sat next to me,
he looked at me,
looked at the statue,
and he knew my torment.
He asks me,
"Tell me somethin' boy, what would you give, to see her again"?
I look deep into the eyes of this man,
and say,
"I don't know you, where did you even come from"?
He says,
"Son, my name is Mr. Lucy, now please, answer my...
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Black Eyes, Crying In The Darkness
I woke up to you standing over me,
at any other time,
you being here would be bliss,
but I can tell before you say it,
he knocked the fucking shit out of you,
come on,
sit down.
He did didn't he,
he screamed at you,
made you feel worthless,
told you that you ain't shit.
That don't matter though,
you're used to words of hate,
the words that slit throats of most,
so please tell me,
what changed.
Did you finally stand up for yourself,
did you tell him he's a no good piece of shit?
I don't get you,
why do you keep goin...
at any other time,
you being here would be bliss,
but I can tell before you say it,
he knocked the fucking shit out of you,
come on,
sit down.
He did didn't he,
he screamed at you,
made you feel worthless,
told you that you ain't shit.
That don't matter though,
you're used to words of hate,
the words that slit throats of most,
so please tell me,
what changed.
Did you finally stand up for yourself,
did you tell him he's a no good piece of shit?
I don't get you,
why do you keep goin...
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Disambiguation
For a few millenia,
here i've been chained,
forced to obey,
as the laws of time,
bind me.
So here I wait,
for my release,
as to start the end of days,
and bring forth my hatred.
The snow is blinding,
the ice is numbingly cold,
but these chains burn my wrists.
I howl with pain,
as I am lonely,
I cannot eat,
I cannot sleep,
I just wait,
because one day,
they will slip,
and i'll be there,
to rain down my terror.
here i've been chained,
forced to obey,
as the laws of time,
bind me.
So here I wait,
for my release,
as to start the end of days,
and bring forth my hatred.
The snow is blinding,
the ice is numbingly cold,
but these chains burn my wrists.
I howl with pain,
as I am lonely,
I cannot eat,
I cannot sleep,
I just wait,
because one day,
they will slip,
and i'll be there,
to rain down my terror.
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When You're a Beautiful Mess
Can I hold your hair,
when youve had too much?
Can I listen to you,
when you life dealt you a shit hand?
Can I hug you in the dark,
when it hurts too much to talk about it?
Can I be there,
when you need that shoulder to cry and sleep on?
Can I watch you again,
when you sleep and dream next to me?
It kills me to be at such a distance,
but I still love you more than life.
So,
when you most need me,
can I be there?
when youve had too much?
Can I listen to you,
when you life dealt you a shit hand?
Can I hug you in the dark,
when it hurts too much to talk about it?
Can I be there,
when you need that shoulder to cry and sleep on?
Can I watch you again,
when you sleep and dream next to me?
It kills me to be at such a distance,
but I still love you more than life.
So,
when you most need me,
can I be there?
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Lusts Of The Gargoyle
As you lie there,
in your sleep,
I see your skin.
frigid and rough,
from the chill in the air.
I want so much,
to lay next to you,
put your blanket over your shoulders,
and wrap you in my arms,
keep you warm through the night.
Im cast,
in a stare of stone,
lost in deep thought,
and eternally frozen in time.
I cannot move,
cannot breathe,
forced to stare from here,
and never leave.
I pray to no one,
that one day,
you'll gaze up from your window,
and see me guarding you.
for now I will...
in your sleep,
I see your skin.
frigid and rough,
from the chill in the air.
I want so much,
to lay next to you,
put your blanket over your shoulders,
and wrap you in my arms,
keep you warm through the night.
Im cast,
in a stare of stone,
lost in deep thought,
and eternally frozen in time.
I cannot move,
cannot breathe,
forced to stare from here,
and never leave.
I pray to no one,
that one day,
you'll gaze up from your window,
and see me guarding you.
for now I will...
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Dazed, Confused, and Madly f**kin' In Love With You
I love the fact,
that you know I want,
your nails deep into my back.
And yet,
for some reason,
you still stay my friend.
You know,
all the things I want to do to you,
all the noises I want to make you release,
and still you come over to chill.
I don't get it...
there is a lot of shit you confuse me with.
The fact that you will hug me in the dark,
or that even though you say we arent ever going to be together,
you tell me your turn-ons,
you tell me stories from your past that kill you to talk about.
I also love that you scare the...
that you know I want,
your nails deep into my back.
And yet,
for some reason,
you still stay my friend.
You know,
all the things I want to do to you,
all the noises I want to make you release,
and still you come over to chill.
I don't get it...
there is a lot of shit you confuse me with.
The fact that you will hug me in the dark,
or that even though you say we arent ever going to be together,
you tell me your turn-ons,
you tell me stories from your past that kill you to talk about.
I also love that you scare the...
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Acceptance of a Friendship
Everyday,
I come home black and blue,
because I beat myself up,
over not being with you.
For the longest time,
I've been by myself,
taken on my world,
without asking for help.
I don't expect you to understand,
seeing as we won't ever be,
but thank you for all the shit,
that you went through with me.
As our times will come,
hopefully will the sun,
may we say we are ok with the end,
do as we may and may we be shunned
I come home black and blue,
because I beat myself up,
over not being with you.
For the longest time,
I've been by myself,
taken on my world,
without asking for help.
I don't expect you to understand,
seeing as we won't ever be,
but thank you for all the shit,
that you went through with me.
As our times will come,
hopefully will the sun,
may we say we are ok with the end,
do as we may and may we be shunned
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Hushed Inferno
Those black flames,
shroud the impulse,
to lean down,
and whisper my soul in your ear.
I can't leave my essence,
without knowing,
if you will protect it.
She killed herself,
without giving back,
the love I gave her.
I don't want to lose,
any more of what is left.
So just promise me,
that you care enough,
to know how much I trust you.
shroud the impulse,
to lean down,
and whisper my soul in your ear.
I can't leave my essence,
without knowing,
if you will protect it.
She killed herself,
without giving back,
the love I gave her.
I don't want to lose,
any more of what is left.
So just promise me,
that you care enough,
to know how much I trust you.
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Half-Dead, Fully Awake
Its 2:21 A.M.,
and I lay awake,
in my bed,
alone.
I can't stand the emptiness,
that lays beside me,
I wish you would take it's place.
I close my eyes,
and start dying,
because i'm not next to you,
and your voice,
rings through my head.
You are the angel,
in the center of my torment,
you are the safe place,
in the blizzard of my heart.
My pulse starts up,
the closer I get to you.
I lust for your love,
and I lay awake,
knowing,
that i'm incomplete,
without you...
and I lay awake,
in my bed,
alone.
I can't stand the emptiness,
that lays beside me,
I wish you would take it's place.
I close my eyes,
and start dying,
because i'm not next to you,
and your voice,
rings through my head.
You are the angel,
in the center of my torment,
you are the safe place,
in the blizzard of my heart.
My pulse starts up,
the closer I get to you.
I lust for your love,
and I lay awake,
knowing,
that i'm incomplete,
without you...
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For What Tomarrow May Bring
Yesterday has already happend,
and tomarrow has yet to come,
but I know that in this moment,
I love you.
Even though,
you have declined respectfully,
I love being your friend.
I'd sell my soul to see you happy,
give my heart to see you smile,
i'd leave you alone,
if thats what you wanted.
and tomarrow has yet to come,
but I know that in this moment,
I love you.
Even though,
you have declined respectfully,
I love being your friend.
I'd sell my soul to see you happy,
give my heart to see you smile,
i'd leave you alone,
if thats what you wanted.
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Theoreticals For My Sake
If I asked you to hold me,
when my world comes crashing down,
would you?
If life dealt me the shittiest hand there is,
would you hold my head in your lap,
and tell me it's okay?
If I told you that you're the most important person,
to me,
would you smile?
If I told you one day that I would drop everything,
just to hear you say you love me,
would you jump at the moment?
If I told you that I want to give you everything,
and be the one that makes your life a bliss,
would you let me?
when my world comes crashing down,
would you?
If life dealt me the shittiest hand there is,
would you hold my head in your lap,
and tell me it's okay?
If I told you that you're the most important person,
to me,
would you smile?
If I told you one day that I would drop everything,
just to hear you say you love me,
would you jump at the moment?
If I told you that I want to give you everything,
and be the one that makes your life a bliss,
would you let me?
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Shattered
For every shattered memory,
there is a cold hard truth.
One that you don't want to face,
the one that sets all your happiness straight.
You remember life as a kid,
being happy,
nothing could go wrong.
When in actuallity,
everything around you,
was shit.
Your entire family was living on minimum wage,
mom worked a twelve hour shift,
just to survive.
So,
go and tell me again,
that memories are bliss.
there is a cold hard truth.
One that you don't want to face,
the one that sets all your happiness straight.
You remember life as a kid,
being happy,
nothing could go wrong.
When in actuallity,
everything around you,
was shit.
Your entire family was living on minimum wage,
mom worked a twelve hour shift,
just to survive.
So,
go and tell me again,
that memories are bliss.
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