Submissions by HeavenlyBlaze
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hello all. been on a hiatus but might make a return
Lost myself trying to help you find your way
I don't know who I am anymore.
The people who have shaped me into who I am today are gone.. They left.
Why do people leave me when all I've ever asked of them was to stay?
"I don't wanna ever go more than a day without talking to you; let alone another week." and "You're the only person that still talks to me, nobody would ever understand how grateful I am to have you in my life."
How can you say these things and then one day decide that you're never going to speak to me again? You guys never meant that, did ya'?
Why is it always that I'm the one...
The people who have shaped me into who I am today are gone.. They left.
Why do people leave me when all I've ever asked of them was to stay?
"I don't wanna ever go more than a day without talking to you; let alone another week." and "You're the only person that still talks to me, nobody would ever understand how grateful I am to have you in my life."
How can you say these things and then one day decide that you're never going to speak to me again? You guys never meant that, did ya'?
Why is it always that I'm the one...
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Then vs Now
You're corrupted.
Everything that you were, is gone now.
Nothing about you is the same.
For the person you were, can keep my heart.
However, for the person you are now, you'll never feel my love again.
Everything that you were, is gone now.
Nothing about you is the same.
For the person you were, can keep my heart.
However, for the person you are now, you'll never feel my love again.
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Nobody noticed..
The way her hair bounced off of her shoulder with every step she would take was mesmerizing. Her eyes resembled a mix of the clearest ocean and the lightest color of grass, and when she was happy you'd see the smile shine through her eyes. However, her eyes told of a story in which her mouth would never motion to sound. Her arms told the story in which her mouth was too afraid to speak, yet the same story you would see her eyes scream every time she blinked.
On the hottest days of the year, she would be the girl wearing a long sleeve shirt with bracelets still covering her wrists to...
On the hottest days of the year, she would be the girl wearing a long sleeve shirt with bracelets still covering her wrists to...
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Just maybe.
We met at the wrong time.. Or at least that's what I keep telling myself.
Maybe if we would have met at a different time, in a different place, in a different way.. We would be, what we once dreamed that we would.
Maybe one day, when the time is right.. We'll meet each other all over again, in a different place and in a different way leading to a different result.
Maybe that will be our time, and everything that we ever wished for each other will happen. And everything that we ever wanted to have with each other, will then be possible.
Maybe at a different...
Maybe if we would have met at a different time, in a different place, in a different way.. We would be, what we once dreamed that we would.
Maybe one day, when the time is right.. We'll meet each other all over again, in a different place and in a different way leading to a different result.
Maybe that will be our time, and everything that we ever wished for each other will happen. And everything that we ever wanted to have with each other, will then be possible.
Maybe at a different...
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Tired
Tired of being the one who is always there for everyone yet nobody ever seems to be there for me.
No outlet.
Seems like I'm driving myself crazy.
No outlet.
Seems like I'm driving myself crazy.
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Rant...
After a while, all the pain that you go through makes you numb. You realize that you can't change everything and make it better. You realize that there's people who will always try and ruin your happiness and there's people who witness them doing that but seldom do anything to help. Why is this world so fucked up that a "mother" would use a baby as a pawn to hurt someone else's feelings, knowing that she's hurting the baby's feelings too. How could a person be so heartless as to knowing that someone loved them more than anything, yet string them along for their own person feeling of...
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Can we go back?
There's days where I still want you back in my life, every day for the rest of my life.
I want you to bring us back to the moment when our eyes first met and where we first connected. I want you to make me fall for you all over again, but still make it feel like it was the first time. & I want you to fall madly in love with me too.
I want us to fit together perfectly again, like how we used to. I want us to be like a puzzle again, where without the other one, we'll never be complete.
I still love you, despite the fact that I tell everyone I don’t. I still love you, despite...
I want you to bring us back to the moment when our eyes first met and where we first connected. I want you to make me fall for you all over again, but still make it feel like it was the first time. & I want you to fall madly in love with me too.
I want us to fit together perfectly again, like how we used to. I want us to be like a puzzle again, where without the other one, we'll never be complete.
I still love you, despite the fact that I tell everyone I don’t. I still love you, despite...
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Does it even bother you?
After everything that we've been through...
I finally found the strength to walk away from you and to move in a better direction in my life after almost four years of pain and misery that you caused me.
But still, for some reason, every night.. I still lay awake staring at my phone thinking of every night that we talked on it and every conversation that we had.
It leaves me wondering if you even miss me a little now that I'm gone.
Wondering if it even bothers you that I'm not reachable in your life anymore, if it even bothers you that you're not important in my...
I finally found the strength to walk away from you and to move in a better direction in my life after almost four years of pain and misery that you caused me.
But still, for some reason, every night.. I still lay awake staring at my phone thinking of every night that we talked on it and every conversation that we had.
It leaves me wondering if you even miss me a little now that I'm gone.
Wondering if it even bothers you that I'm not reachable in your life anymore, if it even bothers you that you're not important in my...
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Why
Nobody understands..
Why doesn't anyone care to understand why we are the way we are?..
Why doesn't anyone care to understand why we are the way we are?..
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Blank... Numb
This is what you've done to me. You've destroyed me from the inside out to the point that I now want to destroy myself.
How could you go on everyday knowing you destroyed someone's life. That you've hurt them to the point that they've gotten backed into a corner where they think hurting themselves is the only answer?
Why would you continue to do that to them? You know what you've done to them and you know what you're still doing to them..
You're a murderer for killing any shred of happiness that they once had. You've killed their soul and...
This is what you've done to me. You've destroyed me from the inside out to the point that I now want to destroy myself.
How could you go on everyday knowing you destroyed someone's life. That you've hurt them to the point that they've gotten backed into a corner where they think hurting themselves is the only answer?
Why would you continue to do that to them? You know what you've done to them and you know what you're still doing to them..
You're a murderer for killing any shred of happiness that they once had. You've killed their soul and...
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My bestfriend..
They always say that at one point or another, best friends will fall for each other.. whether it's at the wrong time, a bad time, or the perfect time.. It will happen.
Well, this happened to me once before, and I can't believe that I was dumb enough to not realize.
I had a best friend for about 5 years now, and not so long ago, we fell for each other.
We had a bitter sweet romance for the simple fact that, we didn't realize what was happening before it was too late.
It's been about 3 years since I've seen her last, and let me just tell you.. I remember...
Well, this happened to me once before, and I can't believe that I was dumb enough to not realize.
I had a best friend for about 5 years now, and not so long ago, we fell for each other.
We had a bitter sweet romance for the simple fact that, we didn't realize what was happening before it was too late.
It's been about 3 years since I've seen her last, and let me just tell you.. I remember...
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Never have I ever
Never have I ever cared about anyones opinion, until it came to you.
Never did I ever think that you would be the person that I loved more than myself.
Never would I ever thought we would have lasted as long as we did.
Never would I ever think that there was anyone out there better than you.
Never would I ever have thought that you would have turned out to be the person that you are.
If I would have known who you really are & what you'd soon do to me... Never would I have ever of responded to you the first time you said hello, and never would I have ever...
Never did I ever think that you would be the person that I loved more than myself.
Never would I ever thought we would have lasted as long as we did.
Never would I ever think that there was anyone out there better than you.
Never would I ever have thought that you would have turned out to be the person that you are.
If I would have known who you really are & what you'd soon do to me... Never would I have ever of responded to you the first time you said hello, and never would I have ever...
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