Submissions by Hayleeh82 (Haylee)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
EROTIC POEM
Published
21st Sep 2023 4:38am
21st Sep 2023 4:38am
At Your Touch
#sex
#sensual
#temptation
#passion
#seductive
325 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Sep 2023 8:25am
19th Sep 2023 8:25am
This can’t be
What’s wrong with Me?
Did i let this happen to me?
Am i so insecure with myself that I’m stuck?
Can this process be undone?
Questions running though my head
Feeling as i am defeated
Happening ever so slowly
Never realizing the bigger picture.
Wondering if i could have stopped it
Each one did their damage To me
Leaving me worse then before
Always wondering if i can heal
Never fully able to before the next
Is this my new home?
Never going Back
Did i let this happen to me?
Am i so insecure with myself that I’m stuck?
Can this process be undone?
Questions running though my head
Feeling as i am defeated
Happening ever so slowly
Never realizing the bigger picture.
Wondering if i could have stopped it
Each one did their damage To me
Leaving me worse then before
Always wondering if i can heal
Never fully able to before the next
Is this my new home?
Never going Back
#regret
#heartbroken
#lies
#bittersweet
#manipulation
191 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Sep 2023 6:05am
19th Sep 2023 6:05am
Fixable or Not
Sometimes it brings out the worse
Not this time surprisingly
Talking about this is never easy
Starts with finding out
Leading to the mood changing
Knowing what’s next
Prepping myself for the fight
Answers all your questions
Not hiding anything
I’m ok if you believe or not
I know I’m faithful to you
Reminding you every time this happens
I can only take so much
Each time seems to be worse
Cutting deeper than before
Making it harder to forget and forgive
I’m not ready to give up
I am done doing it...
Not this time surprisingly
Talking about this is never easy
Starts with finding out
Leading to the mood changing
Knowing what’s next
Prepping myself for the fight
Answers all your questions
Not hiding anything
I’m ok if you believe or not
I know I’m faithful to you
Reminding you every time this happens
I can only take so much
Each time seems to be worse
Cutting deeper than before
Making it harder to forget and forgive
I’m not ready to give up
I am done doing it...
#relationships
#conflict
#manipulation #deception
#manipulation #deception
154 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2022 9:47am
14th May 2022 9:47am
Deja vu
I knew It was coming
felt it a day before.
Maybe that helped me
my mind knew what was coming
which led to it protecting me
Im hurt what happened
Mad at myself for allowing it.
I never should have fallen
you knew what to say
Made me addicted to you
Its okay Ill get over you
I knew it was coming
sadly I was ready
Still hoping you will come back
Realizing you won’t
I’ll be ok
You taught me a lesson
One that i forgot
Not any more i wont
felt it a day before.
Maybe that helped me
my mind knew what was coming
which led to it protecting me
Im hurt what happened
Mad at myself for allowing it.
I never should have fallen
you knew what to say
Made me addicted to you
Its okay Ill get over you
I knew it was coming
sadly I was ready
Still hoping you will come back
Realizing you won’t
I’ll be ok
You taught me a lesson
One that i forgot
Not any more i wont
#conflict
#secrets
#frustration
#disappointment
#deception
353 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th May 2022 9:43am
14th May 2022 9:43am
Reconnected
we were kids back then
Thinking we Knew everything
Going though Life
we created memories
learned aboud each other
Only to realize its not right
Moving on and growing old
Time can be a great thing
It can also be painful
In our case it was both
we grew up to pe adults
Able tO learn about ourselves
We went rough things we never thought
pushing us to the limit
Over coming them alone
Only to be surprised
Time letting two reconnect
Strangers due to growing up
Yet familiar and safe
Only time will tell ...
Thinking we Knew everything
Going though Life
we created memories
learned aboud each other
Only to realize its not right
Moving on and growing old
Time can be a great thing
It can also be painful
In our case it was both
we grew up to pe adults
Able tO learn about ourselves
We went rough things we never thought
pushing us to the limit
Over coming them alone
Only to be surprised
Time letting two reconnect
Strangers due to growing up
Yet familiar and safe
Only time will tell ...
#teens
#childhood
#memories
#TimeHeals
#FirstLove
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EROTIC POEM
Published
5th Apr 2022 8:44am
5th Apr 2022 8:44am
Relinquishing control
You make me want things
That i have only dreamed of
Scared to voice them
Afraid of judgement that may follow
Worried what doors it may open
If told to the wrong person
Sharing my fantasies is new
Never shared before
That all changed with you
I feel safe with you
Comfortable in my own skin
Importantly i trust you
Once i share
No turning back for us
I want to relinquish control
Giving all to you
I want to be submissive to you
Tell me what to do
Order me
I want to please you fully ...
That i have only dreamed of
Scared to voice them
Afraid of judgement that may follow
Worried what doors it may open
If told to the wrong person
Sharing my fantasies is new
Never shared before
That all changed with you
I feel safe with you
Comfortable in my own skin
Importantly i trust you
Once i share
No turning back for us
I want to relinquish control
Giving all to you
I want to be submissive to you
Tell me what to do
Order me
I want to please you fully ...
#BDSM
#lover
#obsession #vulnerability
#obsession #vulnerability
539 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2022 8:27am
22nd Mar 2022 8:27am
Control
I’m not sure what happened
Never had a clue
They said this would happen
That once married things would change
Never believed them
Been together to long gone through to much
Well at least i believed
Something switched in you
Starting small and slowly
Trying to gain control
Realizing that’s not going to happen
Putting up a fight
Standing my ground
Only giving me reasons to not
Pushing me to have back up plans
I won’t let you control me
Taking everything away
Holding it all above my head
Maybe...
Never had a clue
They said this would happen
That once married things would change
Never believed them
Been together to long gone through to much
Well at least i believed
Something switched in you
Starting small and slowly
Trying to gain control
Realizing that’s not going to happen
Putting up a fight
Standing my ground
Only giving me reasons to not
Pushing me to have back up plans
I won’t let you control me
Taking everything away
Holding it all above my head
Maybe...
#anger
#conflict
#lies
#manipulation
#deception
344 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Mar 2022 4:56am
9th Mar 2022 4:56am
A little to late
I have given up everything
Changed my entire life for you
Always making sure your needs are met
Regardless of what it means to me
I have supported every choice of yours
Even if I disagree with it
I have fought for you since day one
Knowing the struggles that I would face
I pushed though thinking I was winning
Reality just proved that’s not the case
I never got past start line
You kept me at arms lengths
Leading me to believe differently
Is time going to win?
Have I finally had enough?
I don’t want these...
Changed my entire life for you
Always making sure your needs are met
Regardless of what it means to me
I have supported every choice of yours
Even if I disagree with it
I have fought for you since day one
Knowing the struggles that I would face
I pushed though thinking I was winning
Reality just proved that’s not the case
I never got past start line
You kept me at arms lengths
Leading me to believe differently
Is time going to win?
Have I finally had enough?
I don’t want these...
#regret
#heartbroken
#conflict
#MovingOn
#disappointment
309 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Dec 2021 7:53am
13th Dec 2021 7:53am
The mask
under the mask he hides
not showing any emotions or pain
the mask says he is happy
But I can see hes not
the memories he sees
the pain that Follows
He puts up a wall
That hides the real him
I try to help
Only to be pushed away
The mask he wears
Doesnt let him escape
he struggles
wanting it off
Afraid of what others may see
worried about life with out it
I can see it in his eyes
People cant de beyond
He let me in slowly
allowing me to know his pain
peoule wont understand
Things wont be...
not showing any emotions or pain
the mask says he is happy
But I can see hes not
the memories he sees
the pain that Follows
He puts up a wall
That hides the real him
I try to help
Only to be pushed away
The mask he wears
Doesnt let him escape
he struggles
wanting it off
Afraid of what others may see
worried about life with out it
I can see it in his eyes
People cant de beyond
He let me in slowly
allowing me to know his pain
peoule wont understand
Things wont be...
#rejection
#conflict
#silence #curse
#silence #curse
363 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
13th Dec 2021 7:22am
13th Dec 2021 7:22am
Angel created
I still think about you constantly
I didnt think I would
maybe a short while
but not this long
We became friends quickly
bonded for live
our morning text
our late night talks
always there for each other
we had did have our moments
but we always came back together.
I still talk to you everyday
I wish you were Still here
sometimes I pick my phone up
thinking you called
wanting to Call you
needing you so much
You were taken to soon
so much life left
now I only have memories
I cherish my gIfts...
I didnt think I would
maybe a short while
but not this long
We became friends quickly
bonded for live
our morning text
our late night talks
always there for each other
we had did have our moments
but we always came back together.
I still talk to you everyday
I wish you were Still here
sometimes I pick my phone up
thinking you called
wanting to Call you
needing you so much
You were taken to soon
so much life left
now I only have memories
I cherish my gIfts...
#sadness
#grief
#BestFriend
#death
#memories
384 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
8th Dec 2021 7:19am
8th Dec 2021 7:19am
Past life
I’m my younger days
I never thought about outcomes
Of choices i made
Just living in the moment
Soaking every moment up
Never realizing the truth
Enjoying the attention
Rather it was good or bad
Not realizing the effects that it would cause
Wanting attention from some
Pushing others away
Causing unimaginable problems
Truly no reason behind any of it
Don’t even know how it started
Lasting only a few years
Only to cause irreversible damage
Struggling to survive
For unknown reasons
Keeping the...
I never thought about outcomes
Of choices i made
Just living in the moment
Soaking every moment up
Never realizing the truth
Enjoying the attention
Rather it was good or bad
Not realizing the effects that it would cause
Wanting attention from some
Pushing others away
Causing unimaginable problems
Truly no reason behind any of it
Don’t even know how it started
Lasting only a few years
Only to cause irreversible damage
Struggling to survive
For unknown reasons
Keeping the...
#depression
#MentalHealth
#SelfReflection
#choices
#vulnerability
336 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
8th Dec 2021 6:49am
8th Dec 2021 6:49am
Overthinker
Overthinking is exhausting
It never stops
My mind always racing
Going in a million directions
Starting innocently
Quickly switching to unimaginable
Overthinking leads to problems
Stress
Sleepless nights
I hate that I’m an over thinker
I can never stop it
Just wish i could stop
Let things be
It’s hard to handle
Since no one understands
The effects that it can cause
Unhappiness
Worry
Very exhausting
It never stops
My mind always racing
Going in a million directions
Starting innocently
Quickly switching to unimaginable
Overthinking leads to problems
Stress
Sleepless nights
I hate that I’m an over thinker
I can never stop it
Just wish i could stop
Let things be
It’s hard to handle
Since no one understands
The effects that it can cause
Unhappiness
Worry
Very exhausting
#anxiety
#frustration
#curse
333 reads
1 Comment
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